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That is why he plays the game of men along with us not to forget that he's God all the time. So certainly could ways because you see he was a household that us do it all the time. So it naturally one didn't keep remembering that all the time. Listen about that. So he was really interesting because you always the same time.
Just has a remark like that my to see that eyewitness, but otherwise for us all we wanted was abolished even even in good for Sunday's to be his master's shrines or or all his lovers with Congress to make this activity to go to sound like Christians because they were allowed to come and see him and they would just wave after wave even going that train. We were not participating in The Dashing actively. We really were behind the scenes seeing a bubbly the something upon for something to see that it is supplied or looking at Barber through the glass pane windows or to even the cracks of the door. Sometimes when it is a smaller dashing we would we were on witnessing but we were not participating we were not end.
We will wait for the time when it was all over. This is Grand beautiful whale about this love and bangle with then. We already talked about to come inside and change it and say what's for lunch today manager and turned around to me and said what book are you going to read to me? Now? You know, we're just waiting for that and I will get back in his it is cold, which was a rough coat of grey one or soft to everyone that have been frayed at the edges because he liked it so much. He didn't want anyone or something that have been done, you know our Baba family and that's that is what we miss. You terribly with other Baba is here very strong. It's so many and each of you will find it and first it was
The me. So everyone in the one now, we see D1 in everyone but we still very very slowly and carefully - that's all that it was just a household balance and it doesn't grow back by trying now. We see ya. I mean still in fact I think sometimes we miss him more now than be listed to begin with because at that time it was about as work and we must not found find ourselves wanting been doing whatever he wanted is his pleasure his Joy here is used to your are his children you talked about this term that becomes a becoming babis it all you will see how they will come and we are saying we are watching all this.
And it just put you all we understand that City wants us to give us as many as you want. It is his work. And so we even going to bother somebody I tell you I'm going to pass the modification is really more for you all then for us because if it was sort of we would like to purchase individually sit alone in vast on honey, but as I tell people that although we want that we don't need to do that because really you can be anywhere you can be lovers on becoming the menu or you can bring the guidance and if you're wholeheartedly with by you can be in this muddy, but this going this going is how his love steak. I know how often because especially when their eyes in the samadhi quite a few have come and said that help
She have been some who this is right on top of the others and that they see Father's Love Truth at that time when everybody has an opportunity to do the same, but that father the battle Hood comes I'll just lift chair from the women's side to here and sit on this chair see so human human side of God the human God we make that's why I tell you all I know that is presence is more than ever, but you better days we didn't you tell me people on the street we had and you will hate because the Baba no, no Nene has gone over every possible. I'm screwed never. Hi. Yes. What is it time? We talk of time because time is a agent of Illusion.
Time does not belongs to any any reality. That is why we always were measured everything is in time. But in his giving in fact his coming every now and then before us my first finger movement of all the longings of all the promises, you know, sometimes we could have River I was a big nothing and I don't Babble Thomas something with this inside the a little smile and I said, you know afterwards you may have a right to that person, you know, definitely so I can't believe I didn't see why that doesn't mean from what
We saw it. So one day my brother something to someone but I'm always smiling inside me little bit of a smile enough and giving it a lot of time to me. I am the only ones who never breaks, but we we go back a Time factor that he didn't do it now.
The process for Baba anything Longhorn energy. Ask for will be fulfilled if it's I remember in 1968 December 2.
And offering
Harrison I mean the twins Baptist when they lose they were singing a hole in the pastor says there's a hole in the back of my I remember and there's not to cook for the girl problems from Bombay. One of the old timers as a child. She was Rivera and she sang a song which was not at Barbra Jean as we recognize your because so many songs that could have been written for the weight at times when you when you hear this from now, but it is actually giving ourselves. We don't even know whether but in vain babish and gestures.
Waiting for me is never in vain the stage waiting for you nothing but she sang that song again waiting for you not too late. If you think that sounds like that trend line and that's the whole message but for him, it's never-ending race longing for me waiting for him. It's always up to you Tuvok measure their Longing To that measure you want to see no more no less. So I say that you're not supposed to be with me when his men and you may have
I had a feeling of missing bag. In fact that I'm not very proud about like I don't feel I'm very pleasing him. I want to disassociate myself from me. So I don't talk to myself in the past. Sometimes somebody hears me.
If you order
Friends of that that longing he all swallow take care about material side. He is so Compact and so understanding so wholly accepted so that anybody who calls out to him. That's what prayer is all about talking to me. It may be a different answer from the one you're looking for. But even that because you keep right on when he appears as man to us everything that you do that because he's got anything that he has everything.
My father was a demon when he did something that was back as a child is naughty our or anybody else's something so bad as to speaking of it holds businesses I only had on his lips was a blessing for the present tense. Even the one who had him sign a false statement in which
He was supposed to made over the whole business to this person without knowing it even Bernie Kanger that he had been cheated by first we trusted and and injured and helps to come into the business. He had a blessing for him. I remember when I did something when I tested mother too much and I knew I knew it was just a blessing.
The girl you was the child go. He was engaged to when she did something.
Unknowingly that cause great distress
And you see what happened was that it's a long story of how father married my mother but when when it was clear to him that it was God's will that he be in the world advice is simple back into the world that had to be a householder. You would find what he was seeking for in his son. So angry when he accepted that and put it it happened in a very delightful way, but that's a long story. So when that happened
My grandmother that means his mother future mother-in-law system start over now. This has happened. But now what to do here is this man? He had valve to God my father to be a vegetarian when he left home for good to look for God to search for God doesn't boy. They just left home and I left country looking for God 3 it is he take this and give up AJ comes in Earnest can't interrupt their needs, you know their needs.
Was she cooked this rice with meat in it and I put little bits of meat inside and the rice covered that so nice tile plate of the advice. She gave it to my mother and said no bond cases before going to put it on because we're going to be funny and then after eating some of it it came across beliefs and it is dropped his mother and says cheering God forgive you.
You don't know what he had just done and I didn't understand but that night she had a dream and that dream next morning.
And she looked at the midpoint and to realize that this is bread and he said to have drinks it and she says no no. No, I don't want to drink it. I don't want to leave and he crashed of it. Yeah, and I guess it's drink it no. No, I don't want to drink it and this is the third time you did that and she woke up she woke up screaming and crying and she told her mother of god what have I done? I need my daughter to do and she didn't know my father everything from God was a person whether it is suffering or Joy, but it is Calamity or habits just like bottleneck told us in the new lights remain indifferent to those Grandeur and to Fred to Joy.
In your face and whatever you see the remaining say I'm back my father. So whether it's so when crush me and there are soup enjoy, you know, you like but when there was nothing but just training group or something the executives to give it to society. So I still remember once when I had a girl wear a uniform a dark blue cotton Curtis white blouse with a tie, isn't that what you usually we scooped a beautiful pearls? How about you tell principal about why I was very particular about food. I wanted my deed and I want my face and didn't like vegetables and things like that, but close never mind.
I saw a girl and I can enjoy having a skirt University of our uniform but it was a smashing and it was not just playing like art. It was completed the first time I've seen a pleated skirt small small small small page so that when she walked and I think you purposely from the hips a bit my shoes.
And she couldn't pin and I was arguing with her and my father. May God do you good? Why do you pester another as if I don't know I said I want to supply a second please and he said something which I've always remembered. He said if anybody says the skirt is not good. Your dress is not good. Say what color is this is if you like it hi if you don't like it fine.
Take the slightest sign but you don't have to be so that is how it should be with us whether we like something or not. It would be fine. And that's what I have done with my family. It was it was fine, whether it was the best thing of it, but it was the worst. He had the same relationship everything every incident. That is why I took my father as I said had to go to court because I take you out to protest. Well this young man we are taken as his partner have made my father signed over over their own friendly Snapper sign that I've given over everything to him.
And then of course love Southern Belle is a study business. So the whole thing so then we're here to go to court but my father will speak well of his adversely of the body of your men they will say but it is not a small and I find it.
Surprised that comments that Rascal and I can't say anything bad about you. Anyway, this was done by my mother.
So we have to go my mom is please please send her some sense someone's and and the other brothers were also with him and she would come down and tell people look at me. I have four sons of one of them can help me and then I'm probably say yes. Yes, I will send on this. So that never said I probably know we love I mean the church even made every night. I was told that I know this Rascal, it's beautiful. What can I do? The old man won't hurt my mother going out with that umbrella. She was a good person. She didn't bring it with a silver handle that went round and round like somebody, you know, and I just put it in and all stocking and hang it up properly. So I know by the umbrella when he's gone. You probably have gone to some friends house to show them a document from the lawyer. Is it alright for sabotage?
Is it article? She didn't know English but she was so intimate and so highly intelligent for the language English language was a problem. So that is fine. They will say yes, you can sign also just going on everyday activity the movement the momentum there is energy and so one day when I came home, I thought it was you know, sometimes that comes as a lot of people have been talking all together in a room and then when everybody is saying it was that kind of a stomach and although I was not I have no that intuition that my mother has a very high degree and I hope the patterns like she was pretty good.
And I realized that that we had lost the tell, you know explosion which I expected from others. There was no I mean emotional explosion or verbal statement is all quiet and I heard another day and I've often heard my mother say something but rather which was very practical very logical not enough Was Out Of Tune and after hearing her out my father than speaking and saying something which was always from the right angle from God's anger not from the material Anger from the spiritual angle and also my child I extended this one scale and then this other set and I'm a father the speaker and it was right because it was always kind mother which was amazing so here at that.
And I came home the day when it was decided that we have to last and I heard Madison shuttle.
This was also come for her. Shut up. We have not.
And my father touched I was just the shit. What have we to do? What is good? But we have no my father says, how can we move we have one long?
The kinds of winning which we limit to an incident to a moment to a period it's not it not only covers One Life covers many men. Like, my father said we have one Japanese. We won the race long at all. There is nothing to lose.
So of course it was our last and it was like it was very high for my mother because any little things that she had stayed, you know, like we used to in our generation. This was goodbye for the daughter is Julie and this is earrings and this gold thing and just maybe for my daughter-in-law and and older and of course is Money in the Bank. Everything has to be his everything would just white cat without the paper the courts and the lawyers and the things we did not appeal the whole thing was clear and I think that's what balwant now the that was only used the the the business and everything was only used by bother to for for that after that period and now we didn't want any of that today by himself would give send money. It had to be his from him. That's sustainable.
And father well and that will send such an amount every month. This is not much but the Bible so beautifully. No, but another man other could be very frugal could be very economical. And so they manage but the thing is I another pregnancy to wipe the Slate clean and now it had enough to be from anybody else has to be for me coming from you.
I was Barbara when this happened. How old was Bob Owen this? Oh how I was I was 11 18:11 wings.
So when I said this event is of course is 35 36 and
And then it was what was most difficult for my mother was to see that the party who ancient us driving.
Price is multiplying as I was the one building became two buildings one whose character came to more Carriage. So, you know, it was very rough. Did you ever get over did she ever understand investing in a loss that your father did?
I played the part he had the understanding of investing in Los your father. That was his great gift. But did she ever did she ever understand that interesting? I don't be wholly accepted value of her son was - yes, very and it is first because I don't think of the time can I see when my mother gave away her son complete? All right, are you not just because she's tried before but then when did she get enough to the word is final there's a long process to it. But the final thing is when I would go to school the content of Jesus and Mary Catholic school that I was educated which I love because I love the nuns. I love the church. I love
His father was very much there for me. So I would go to school walking. It was not far away. It's walking distance and I love coming home for lunch and I come home sometimes money the better because there's not enough time. I've come home for lunch and mother have been very practical methodical. As I said, she would have my plate ready on the table. The food was on the fire to keep be kept warm everything just so and then I come in and immediately mother would get up and serve the pulled em out one day. I hope you come home earlier than expected Governor somebody.
No, this is not lash and I went in and shot because I saw a very unexpected sight. This is the and the furniture and the house we had like manager asked instead of that area of quite a few pieces of Victorian furniture in our carved a dining table versus at this one wooden leg with three dragons very much carved going up and holding up the top and covers like that and vegetable really lovely person and they put there was one covered that is very special when I found a mother never left unlocked and she didn't use it for yourself. I'd never seen her use of yet. I cannot.
When I came home that money earlier than expected ice-o-matic treated because that cover the cover the intrigued me and it was sort of a secret cupboard and I still mother seated before before they covered and the panels with the top of the doors of that is covered with right open and she was on a stool or chair before it and on her lap, but great pair of houses.
Because so sick and she was she was holding it like that and she was looking down and I saw the tears are dropping the tears were falling on those challenges and on the top right you should have told me she had it closed on a rag and draped across her arm like that and she was fine and it's silent tears dropping.
Falling on this and I just took their and time. I couldn't move I realized that it would bother us. These were the trousers and the coals that her son had one to college and all that is the things in this little cupboard where the close of her son and now she was party from them. She was giving him away to the work week. I realized later because a few days later when I found the door was unlocked up the cupboard. I opened the cupboard was Bare everything had been given away. She's given her marijuana to do so. I just took that I just discussed - Silence from the anesthetic moved or something and mother suddenly realized she didn't want me to see what is happening. This is very hardly watch her eyes and put that thing in it. And yes, how did you come early today? We're in a drought.
But I did finish of that.
Very special occasion between her he's not your son. That was the moment that she gave an apartment.
Mommy, are you writing a book about the family? I mean but only you know now someday if it is his will that we see things remain if it is his will that any record remains then maybe edit the quiz because calling and writing a difference and you know, we're just getting the essence we're trying to get some of that fragrance. That's all we can do. Sometimes you know, it it wouldn't believe it in spite of all the sharing of the topping with you we feel and specially like suddenly for myself very very interesting as it is, you know, this is not there. We're just moving then I told myself this is it
This should be Hollow and empty and even full of holes and T because that's what flute is like.
So that this breath that comes through your compute now, it's not summer. We have our own nothing is that bandwidth as Paulo and T that a lot of holes in it, but because it is his because he's handling it because it is this breakfast coming through it. That is why you can share some of that music and as long as he wants to it's okay. So we just we don't actually ask them that it's not before long for this but possibly it's just marking time.
He's handling of they even control isn't shy so day by day what can be done what could be the effect will so deceiving. We are in a pleased expression comes from so many of his dad.
It's not love and all the plovers reflection of my life. So that's what happened to make the family that direction and right when I pick up a very small particle of iron and stone and yet it has respect to the Sun at the right time in the right place. And so here's the questions are many including arsenic Lydia.
As long as it is PR for skin to the effective. So what was bubble like when he would return alone just to the family just to you as you remember when you were a teenager with your parents and Bob would just be with the families come back.
From the West when he would just visit with the family.
Without the mandolin with him earlier
Thirteen and a half after that time while and I've been battle with visit even visit once in a while.
Now that would be so happy. But I remember mostly my visit with Mother tuba when you become too narrow by an ascetic, actually, I don't but I still can I was been in many places. I mean all the little bottle part of the from there. He traveled a lot like we were further somebody is in that sake then there's the facts about about and then here and then back to metal bird. So we were and as I said for me, I just
My disability doesn't matter.
It must have been since I was a baby because I remember the time when I was good six years old by five years old and I can from that time open this thing. I want to give it back button to the top. I'm going to leave his mother the mother knew and I'm never going to marry. I'm going to draw that. So so my mother would say, you know, you want to go here with metal when I was older now 10 years and so you going to give Americans and and what do you want to do you can do without your meat you can do it out your fish eggs. Now the how beautifully I cook the vegetables the okra the spinach would make it very special.
Efficient and out of the bottom of this change absolutely critical for many years. So what are you going to do? You want to go to my room? I'm going to go to Maryland because they're so I think that's all right my wife and daughter when mother says this Sunday was she a cook. It's a matador because handset with me Shannon pieces of Maintenance along with that. There's a brown rice and along with that. There's also miss meat cutlets. It's traditionally goes with it my question chips. So one day does not cover no cover topics like tablets and there's only the making done. So I saw that I just push back right away another knee which one she was gracious and she's not
Can you down but I don't hungry but you know, I wasn't going to say that that's that's without the fastest. All right, she says are you going to be and leave it now? So what are you going to eat them go to any anything civilized according to me was a story that I win. I mean that is a completely cut off from um, it was really like going to accommodate more than in any conventional sense that I've seen and I've been much associated with the comment and lands and all and I knew this was even more real than anything like that. So when I went back five rice and daal as a substitute for the fish and meat
The game Baba is not a good way battle Works. Did you say that money is probably doing write them down or there's some that know, he guess each one to one's own weaknesses or to one's own attachment. So I ever did was he sent me for some reason for some purpose to adopt it and he gives me I have these in direct orders from Baba more than one and they're the most difficult part about this lovely scarf that you like so much to him or her that she has to go to the doctor and do whatever the doctor tells you now that's a completely shifting of my obedience practically per person after complete stranger because another battle together now,
Does not split anything now, I can't even complain about those face doesn't matter. I didn't even think of telling bubble or even groaning or morning. Now I go to the doctor and you know, when you take that which one of the things it says, no dogs of any kind.
And one of the things I hated every child hated every week a big dose of castor oil finish finish finish. You must have been bad agent. Anyway now don't don't cry which is the Grand Cherokee and we make every conceivable thing in India with that but it is sweet whether it is power whether it is hot everything is
It kind of sucks that were when you cook it when you make me sneeze, it breaks easily, you know, so Nyjah wish to cook her size is to make omelets are protect our put onions in it cost me in cities and and make omelet no eggs, so she would make it on that channel. So now let us talk for me not only nice and docile and not only boys finished with it, but I had no on it. So we're not able to make wheat flour on it. Have you ever tried to smoke dope?
Three for life. I it's you know, it's extraordinary. When when when you give it up for anything for Baba. It's you don't see the neck. You see the difficulty. Yes, very good, but you don't give a bleep, right? Yeah, it's always he gives so much to place in every kid's life. Anyway, this went on for three years now when they see how again bubble reverses, so now actually second master. Anyway, we won't have any rice and Dal and from the 7th bubble next to my places. What's the matter? You don't like the rice and all the while I'm not allowed to
Who's the doctor?
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That is why he plays the game of men along with us not to forget that he's God all the time. So certainly could ways because you see he was a household that us do it all the time. So it naturally one didn't keep remembering that all the time. Listen about that. So he was really interesting because you always the same time.
Just has a remark like that my to see that eyewitness, but otherwise for us all we wanted was abolished even even in good for Sunday's to be his master's shrines or or all his lovers with Congress to make this activity to go to sound like Christians because they were allowed to come and see him and they would just wave after wave even going that train. We were not participating in The Dashing actively. We really were behind the scenes seeing a bubbly the something upon for something to see that it is supplied or looking at Barber through the glass pane windows or to even the cracks of the door. Sometimes when it is a smaller dashing we would we were on witnessing but we were not participating we were not end.
We will wait for the time when it was all over. This is Grand beautiful whale about this love and bangle with then. We already talked about to come inside and change it and say what's for lunch today manager and turned around to me and said what book are you going to read to me? Now? You know, we're just waiting for that and I will get back in his it is cold, which was a rough coat of grey one or soft to everyone that have been frayed at the edges because he liked it so much. He didn't want anyone or something that have been done, you know our Baba family and that's that is what we miss. You terribly with other Baba is here very strong. It's so many and each of you will find it and first it was
The me. So everyone in the one now, we see D1 in everyone but we still very very slowly and carefully - that's all that it was just a household balance and it doesn't grow back by trying now. We see ya. I mean still in fact I think sometimes we miss him more now than be listed to begin with because at that time it was about as work and we must not found find ourselves wanting been doing whatever he wanted is his pleasure his Joy here is used to your are his children you talked about this term that becomes a becoming babis it all you will see how they will come and we are saying we are watching all this.
And it just put you all we understand that City wants us to give us as many as you want. It is his work. And so we even going to bother somebody I tell you I'm going to pass the modification is really more for you all then for us because if it was sort of we would like to purchase individually sit alone in vast on honey, but as I tell people that although we want that we don't need to do that because really you can be anywhere you can be lovers on becoming the menu or you can bring the guidance and if you're wholeheartedly with by you can be in this muddy, but this going this going is how his love steak. I know how often because especially when their eyes in the samadhi quite a few have come and said that help
She have been some who this is right on top of the others and that they see Father's Love Truth at that time when everybody has an opportunity to do the same, but that father the battle Hood comes I'll just lift chair from the women's side to here and sit on this chair see so human human side of God the human God we make that's why I tell you all I know that is presence is more than ever, but you better days we didn't you tell me people on the street we had and you will hate because the Baba no, no Nene has gone over every possible. I'm screwed never. Hi. Yes. What is it time? We talk of time because time is a agent of Illusion.
Time does not belongs to any any reality. That is why we always were measured everything is in time. But in his giving in fact his coming every now and then before us my first finger movement of all the longings of all the promises, you know, sometimes we could have River I was a big nothing and I don't Babble Thomas something with this inside the a little smile and I said, you know afterwards you may have a right to that person, you know, definitely so I can't believe I didn't see why that doesn't mean from what
We saw it. So one day my brother something to someone but I'm always smiling inside me little bit of a smile enough and giving it a lot of time to me. I am the only ones who never breaks, but we we go back a Time factor that he didn't do it now.
The process for Baba anything Longhorn energy. Ask for will be fulfilled if it's I remember in 1968 December 2.
And offering
Harrison I mean the twins Baptist when they lose they were singing a hole in the pastor says there's a hole in the back of my I remember and there's not to cook for the girl problems from Bombay. One of the old timers as a child. She was Rivera and she sang a song which was not at Barbra Jean as we recognize your because so many songs that could have been written for the weight at times when you when you hear this from now, but it is actually giving ourselves. We don't even know whether but in vain babish and gestures.
Waiting for me is never in vain the stage waiting for you nothing but she sang that song again waiting for you not too late. If you think that sounds like that trend line and that's the whole message but for him, it's never-ending race longing for me waiting for him. It's always up to you Tuvok measure their Longing To that measure you want to see no more no less. So I say that you're not supposed to be with me when his men and you may have
I had a feeling of missing bag. In fact that I'm not very proud about like I don't feel I'm very pleasing him. I want to disassociate myself from me. So I don't talk to myself in the past. Sometimes somebody hears me.
If you order
Friends of that that longing he all swallow take care about material side. He is so Compact and so understanding so wholly accepted so that anybody who calls out to him. That's what prayer is all about talking to me. It may be a different answer from the one you're looking for. But even that because you keep right on when he appears as man to us everything that you do that because he's got anything that he has everything.
My father was a demon when he did something that was back as a child is naughty our or anybody else's something so bad as to speaking of it holds businesses I only had on his lips was a blessing for the present tense. Even the one who had him sign a false statement in which
He was supposed to made over the whole business to this person without knowing it even Bernie Kanger that he had been cheated by first we trusted and and injured and helps to come into the business. He had a blessing for him. I remember when I did something when I tested mother too much and I knew I knew it was just a blessing.
The girl you was the child go. He was engaged to when she did something.
Unknowingly that cause great distress
And you see what happened was that it's a long story of how father married my mother but when when it was clear to him that it was God's will that he be in the world advice is simple back into the world that had to be a householder. You would find what he was seeking for in his son. So angry when he accepted that and put it it happened in a very delightful way, but that's a long story. So when that happened
My grandmother that means his mother future mother-in-law system start over now. This has happened. But now what to do here is this man? He had valve to God my father to be a vegetarian when he left home for good to look for God to search for God doesn't boy. They just left home and I left country looking for God 3 it is he take this and give up AJ comes in Earnest can't interrupt their needs, you know their needs.
Was she cooked this rice with meat in it and I put little bits of meat inside and the rice covered that so nice tile plate of the advice. She gave it to my mother and said no bond cases before going to put it on because we're going to be funny and then after eating some of it it came across beliefs and it is dropped his mother and says cheering God forgive you.
You don't know what he had just done and I didn't understand but that night she had a dream and that dream next morning.
And she looked at the midpoint and to realize that this is bread and he said to have drinks it and she says no no. No, I don't want to drink it. I don't want to leave and he crashed of it. Yeah, and I guess it's drink it no. No, I don't want to drink it and this is the third time you did that and she woke up she woke up screaming and crying and she told her mother of god what have I done? I need my daughter to do and she didn't know my father everything from God was a person whether it is suffering or Joy, but it is Calamity or habits just like bottleneck told us in the new lights remain indifferent to those Grandeur and to Fred to Joy.
In your face and whatever you see the remaining say I'm back my father. So whether it's so when crush me and there are soup enjoy, you know, you like but when there was nothing but just training group or something the executives to give it to society. So I still remember once when I had a girl wear a uniform a dark blue cotton Curtis white blouse with a tie, isn't that what you usually we scooped a beautiful pearls? How about you tell principal about why I was very particular about food. I wanted my deed and I want my face and didn't like vegetables and things like that, but close never mind.
I saw a girl and I can enjoy having a skirt University of our uniform but it was a smashing and it was not just playing like art. It was completed the first time I've seen a pleated skirt small small small small page so that when she walked and I think you purposely from the hips a bit my shoes.
And she couldn't pin and I was arguing with her and my father. May God do you good? Why do you pester another as if I don't know I said I want to supply a second please and he said something which I've always remembered. He said if anybody says the skirt is not good. Your dress is not good. Say what color is this is if you like it hi if you don't like it fine.
Take the slightest sign but you don't have to be so that is how it should be with us whether we like something or not. It would be fine. And that's what I have done with my family. It was it was fine, whether it was the best thing of it, but it was the worst. He had the same relationship everything every incident. That is why I took my father as I said had to go to court because I take you out to protest. Well this young man we are taken as his partner have made my father signed over over their own friendly Snapper sign that I've given over everything to him.
And then of course love Southern Belle is a study business. So the whole thing so then we're here to go to court but my father will speak well of his adversely of the body of your men they will say but it is not a small and I find it.
Surprised that comments that Rascal and I can't say anything bad about you. Anyway, this was done by my mother.
So we have to go my mom is please please send her some sense someone's and and the other brothers were also with him and she would come down and tell people look at me. I have four sons of one of them can help me and then I'm probably say yes. Yes, I will send on this. So that never said I probably know we love I mean the church even made every night. I was told that I know this Rascal, it's beautiful. What can I do? The old man won't hurt my mother going out with that umbrella. She was a good person. She didn't bring it with a silver handle that went round and round like somebody, you know, and I just put it in and all stocking and hang it up properly. So I know by the umbrella when he's gone. You probably have gone to some friends house to show them a document from the lawyer. Is it alright for sabotage?
Is it article? She didn't know English but she was so intimate and so highly intelligent for the language English language was a problem. So that is fine. They will say yes, you can sign also just going on everyday activity the movement the momentum there is energy and so one day when I came home, I thought it was you know, sometimes that comes as a lot of people have been talking all together in a room and then when everybody is saying it was that kind of a stomach and although I was not I have no that intuition that my mother has a very high degree and I hope the patterns like she was pretty good.
And I realized that that we had lost the tell, you know explosion which I expected from others. There was no I mean emotional explosion or verbal statement is all quiet and I heard another day and I've often heard my mother say something but rather which was very practical very logical not enough Was Out Of Tune and after hearing her out my father than speaking and saying something which was always from the right angle from God's anger not from the material Anger from the spiritual angle and also my child I extended this one scale and then this other set and I'm a father the speaker and it was right because it was always kind mother which was amazing so here at that.
And I came home the day when it was decided that we have to last and I heard Madison shuttle.
This was also come for her. Shut up. We have not.
And my father touched I was just the shit. What have we to do? What is good? But we have no my father says, how can we move we have one long?
The kinds of winning which we limit to an incident to a moment to a period it's not it not only covers One Life covers many men. Like, my father said we have one Japanese. We won the race long at all. There is nothing to lose.
So of course it was our last and it was like it was very high for my mother because any little things that she had stayed, you know, like we used to in our generation. This was goodbye for the daughter is Julie and this is earrings and this gold thing and just maybe for my daughter-in-law and and older and of course is Money in the Bank. Everything has to be his everything would just white cat without the paper the courts and the lawyers and the things we did not appeal the whole thing was clear and I think that's what balwant now the that was only used the the the business and everything was only used by bother to for for that after that period and now we didn't want any of that today by himself would give send money. It had to be his from him. That's sustainable.
And father well and that will send such an amount every month. This is not much but the Bible so beautifully. No, but another man other could be very frugal could be very economical. And so they manage but the thing is I another pregnancy to wipe the Slate clean and now it had enough to be from anybody else has to be for me coming from you.
I was Barbara when this happened. How old was Bob Owen this? Oh how I was I was 11 18:11 wings.
So when I said this event is of course is 35 36 and
And then it was what was most difficult for my mother was to see that the party who ancient us driving.
Price is multiplying as I was the one building became two buildings one whose character came to more Carriage. So, you know, it was very rough. Did you ever get over did she ever understand investing in a loss that your father did?
I played the part he had the understanding of investing in Los your father. That was his great gift. But did she ever did she ever understand that interesting? I don't be wholly accepted value of her son was - yes, very and it is first because I don't think of the time can I see when my mother gave away her son complete? All right, are you not just because she's tried before but then when did she get enough to the word is final there's a long process to it. But the final thing is when I would go to school the content of Jesus and Mary Catholic school that I was educated which I love because I love the nuns. I love the church. I love
His father was very much there for me. So I would go to school walking. It was not far away. It's walking distance and I love coming home for lunch and I come home sometimes money the better because there's not enough time. I've come home for lunch and mother have been very practical methodical. As I said, she would have my plate ready on the table. The food was on the fire to keep be kept warm everything just so and then I come in and immediately mother would get up and serve the pulled em out one day. I hope you come home earlier than expected Governor somebody.
No, this is not lash and I went in and shot because I saw a very unexpected sight. This is the and the furniture and the house we had like manager asked instead of that area of quite a few pieces of Victorian furniture in our carved a dining table versus at this one wooden leg with three dragons very much carved going up and holding up the top and covers like that and vegetable really lovely person and they put there was one covered that is very special when I found a mother never left unlocked and she didn't use it for yourself. I'd never seen her use of yet. I cannot.
When I came home that money earlier than expected ice-o-matic treated because that cover the cover the intrigued me and it was sort of a secret cupboard and I still mother seated before before they covered and the panels with the top of the doors of that is covered with right open and she was on a stool or chair before it and on her lap, but great pair of houses.
Because so sick and she was she was holding it like that and she was looking down and I saw the tears are dropping the tears were falling on those challenges and on the top right you should have told me she had it closed on a rag and draped across her arm like that and she was fine and it's silent tears dropping.
Falling on this and I just took their and time. I couldn't move I realized that it would bother us. These were the trousers and the coals that her son had one to college and all that is the things in this little cupboard where the close of her son and now she was party from them. She was giving him away to the work week. I realized later because a few days later when I found the door was unlocked up the cupboard. I opened the cupboard was Bare everything had been given away. She's given her marijuana to do so. I just took that I just discussed - Silence from the anesthetic moved or something and mother suddenly realized she didn't want me to see what is happening. This is very hardly watch her eyes and put that thing in it. And yes, how did you come early today? We're in a drought.
But I did finish of that.
Very special occasion between her he's not your son. That was the moment that she gave an apartment.
Mommy, are you writing a book about the family? I mean but only you know now someday if it is his will that we see things remain if it is his will that any record remains then maybe edit the quiz because calling and writing a difference and you know, we're just getting the essence we're trying to get some of that fragrance. That's all we can do. Sometimes you know, it it wouldn't believe it in spite of all the sharing of the topping with you we feel and specially like suddenly for myself very very interesting as it is, you know, this is not there. We're just moving then I told myself this is it
This should be Hollow and empty and even full of holes and T because that's what flute is like.
So that this breath that comes through your compute now, it's not summer. We have our own nothing is that bandwidth as Paulo and T that a lot of holes in it, but because it is his because he's handling it because it is this breakfast coming through it. That is why you can share some of that music and as long as he wants to it's okay. So we just we don't actually ask them that it's not before long for this but possibly it's just marking time.
He's handling of they even control isn't shy so day by day what can be done what could be the effect will so deceiving. We are in a pleased expression comes from so many of his dad.
It's not love and all the plovers reflection of my life. So that's what happened to make the family that direction and right when I pick up a very small particle of iron and stone and yet it has respect to the Sun at the right time in the right place. And so here's the questions are many including arsenic Lydia.
As long as it is PR for skin to the effective. So what was bubble like when he would return alone just to the family just to you as you remember when you were a teenager with your parents and Bob would just be with the families come back.
From the West when he would just visit with the family.
Without the mandolin with him earlier
Thirteen and a half after that time while and I've been battle with visit even visit once in a while.
Now that would be so happy. But I remember mostly my visit with Mother tuba when you become too narrow by an ascetic, actually, I don't but I still can I was been in many places. I mean all the little bottle part of the from there. He traveled a lot like we were further somebody is in that sake then there's the facts about about and then here and then back to metal bird. So we were and as I said for me, I just
My disability doesn't matter.
It must have been since I was a baby because I remember the time when I was good six years old by five years old and I can from that time open this thing. I want to give it back button to the top. I'm going to leave his mother the mother knew and I'm never going to marry. I'm going to draw that. So so my mother would say, you know, you want to go here with metal when I was older now 10 years and so you going to give Americans and and what do you want to do you can do without your meat you can do it out your fish eggs. Now the how beautifully I cook the vegetables the okra the spinach would make it very special.
Efficient and out of the bottom of this change absolutely critical for many years. So what are you going to do? You want to go to my room? I'm going to go to Maryland because they're so I think that's all right my wife and daughter when mother says this Sunday was she a cook. It's a matador because handset with me Shannon pieces of Maintenance along with that. There's a brown rice and along with that. There's also miss meat cutlets. It's traditionally goes with it my question chips. So one day does not cover no cover topics like tablets and there's only the making done. So I saw that I just push back right away another knee which one she was gracious and she's not
Can you down but I don't hungry but you know, I wasn't going to say that that's that's without the fastest. All right, she says are you going to be and leave it now? So what are you going to eat them go to any anything civilized according to me was a story that I win. I mean that is a completely cut off from um, it was really like going to accommodate more than in any conventional sense that I've seen and I've been much associated with the comment and lands and all and I knew this was even more real than anything like that. So when I went back five rice and daal as a substitute for the fish and meat
The game Baba is not a good way battle Works. Did you say that money is probably doing write them down or there's some that know, he guess each one to one's own weaknesses or to one's own attachment. So I ever did was he sent me for some reason for some purpose to adopt it and he gives me I have these in direct orders from Baba more than one and they're the most difficult part about this lovely scarf that you like so much to him or her that she has to go to the doctor and do whatever the doctor tells you now that's a completely shifting of my obedience practically per person after complete stranger because another battle together now,
Does not split anything now, I can't even complain about those face doesn't matter. I didn't even think of telling bubble or even groaning or morning. Now I go to the doctor and you know, when you take that which one of the things it says, no dogs of any kind.
And one of the things I hated every child hated every week a big dose of castor oil finish finish finish. You must have been bad agent. Anyway now don't don't cry which is the Grand Cherokee and we make every conceivable thing in India with that but it is sweet whether it is power whether it is hot everything is
It kind of sucks that were when you cook it when you make me sneeze, it breaks easily, you know, so Nyjah wish to cook her size is to make omelets are protect our put onions in it cost me in cities and and make omelet no eggs, so she would make it on that channel. So now let us talk for me not only nice and docile and not only boys finished with it, but I had no on it. So we're not able to make wheat flour on it. Have you ever tried to smoke dope?
Three for life. I it's you know, it's extraordinary. When when when you give it up for anything for Baba. It's you don't see the neck. You see the difficulty. Yes, very good, but you don't give a bleep, right? Yeah, it's always he gives so much to place in every kid's life. Anyway, this went on for three years now when they see how again bubble reverses, so now actually second master. Anyway, we won't have any rice and Dal and from the 7th bubble next to my places. What's the matter? You don't like the rice and all the while I'm not allowed to
Who's the doctor?
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