Eruch Jessawalla - Hypocrisy - God Never Forgives
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[00:00:00] I said well there's a remote possibility but I should say that well, if you want to have a look at him and see him from a distance it is possible. How is it possible? How can it be possible? Well, it says at the time of Camilla.
[00:00:19] You know when there is a mass Gathering of millions of people and he want to pinpoint a certain person you can't be in that crowd all that you have to stand out from the pack. So this is if he if you cross the river and scanned out on the other back then maybe there's a possibility of having a view of others. How is it possible? You follow what I'm saying is is logical truth is it's quite logical. So it says means you mean to say that
[00:00:49] On the bank of the river he will be there. Yeah, there's a real possibility in the meantime. What had happened is that Baba does came to know that, you know shuttle gonna come on. Yeah New Life give started going from one place to another and
[00:01:09] When we went be stationed at his farm, which is no not that kind of known as mines remarking, but then it is now officially recorded and known as Mayor Marty. It's named after a baba. So by the government so he came in contact and he came to know through shatrughna. The shatrughna is made Arrangement at certain.
[00:01:39] What we call carrots that has been taken up by his was owned by his friend. Shut up. My husband and Baba and the Rhythm and the money will be on the Terrace to view this whole occasion instead of being inside the cab.
[00:01:56] So he tried to get the address bar with ask Auntie against them and immediately went and inform who care about because it's near to that restrict this place Michigan hardwar. It's hard. It was hard work. So since the real focus on yes, I'm sure to come you had to cross the river and go on the other bank and see there and then forgot old index. He might be appearing there on the Terrace the from a
[00:02:26] You can see it if you want. That is the only possibility this is now mind. I will Hazard that so that's how for the first time he had a view of Baba from that district is a long distance and Ganges River is not a small River or regulated you call it makes a huge two things and but from there he actually saw him as the dazzling figure. This is Sarah bothered us. He tells me
[00:02:56] Odyssey Baba the he tells he asked Barbara's Bar Association. Is that the person there in that white that is you standing there? So here that's the robe of the new life that company as it is called. Yeah, he's the one and he looks at him looks like and some other his heartfelt and there is something in this man because just by he could accept him there is something in your life.
[00:03:23] And then he tells Baba that that was the first games of love polka polka polka dots of the then he tells David us where will it be possible whenever the opportunities afforded to us. Is it possible for us to have a clothes that Shin of him interviewer and the interviewee new life. He doesn't see anybody on his it's not possible. He didn't know that Bobby would make it possible I exactly
[00:03:52] Year because if you all know they'll go through the records you find that for one day. He stepped into Old life 1/16 of a budget of October 1959.
[00:04:08] So well bothered us naturally was at that time in the circle. So he came to know about that and he informed her car and then poke are there were many other colleagues of him who were also underground workers case you need them was a prisoner. You know, here's your nigga. I just heard a story. Where is it? Yeah in the glow. Yeah, and then there was another another MLA the time member of the legislative assembly.
[00:04:39] Long many years his name was Robert triple super sorry. So he was there also so they were they were the invitees at the time so he inquired and they were all colleagues in prison and the time see there is the new so they were followers of other they had heard of Bob and they accepted him. This book has yet to accept but he has not accepted but he has seen
[00:05:08] From a distance
[00:05:10] So what happened? Is this now some other folk art tries to Wrangle his way into the assembly for that one day and get his admission did so through these people who were very close to about had come close to but not they are not very close but there was a new one. You see it just like yeah. Yeah, the westerners are the time you see and the eagerness and enthusiasm and Baba is slave to their love although Baba didn't want any Outsiders or anything, but they
[00:05:40] I said so if I say, all right, let him come bring him there with you. So that's how he got into that stable at that time. And that meeting for one day. Is that for few hours New Life from New Life to Old life and the stable of Oregon's place. There is known as our Constable they mobula sure it was known now for it had been given the name of Florence hall now some somebody some
[00:06:10] Religious organization has taken it. I don't know how many years have passed by so in this table. We are all assembled there on that appointed Dion 16th, October. And of course those new life companions are with Baba and Baba is there Baba has not come and the stable is now it's not a small thing. I have hands other kind is a very well known figure if you if you have heard of his me. It's a dynasty. See they are the heads of
[00:06:39] Means of people following us there. They are following religious pollen his the religious head and his son and his son's son and all day. They are on the throne in college.
[00:06:56] So
[00:06:59] Baba had assembled people invitees were there on their appointed time and Baba walks inside the strip.
[00:07:11] And try to get like this is this corrugated sheet like a huge gate is there but a very shabby looking this all in a dilapidated condition with him. I don't know why being the ancient one he seems to be attached to dilapidated things. It seems to me. Yeah our garden lucky for us. Yeah. It is lucky. So we are all they're squatting on the earth stable media reports.
[00:07:41] You can't have any marble paid things is yard. So we are all there and rickety chair is put for him in a corner at the far end of this table. And he walks in with us. I was there and others two or three Companions of New Life at they're all the companies. Are there you 21 20 of them and we walking double boxing with a few of us and we region to the chair and sits down.
[00:08:11] And doesn't sit down. He he enters and all of a sudden they were all seated there come a few minutes before a half an hour 15 minutes before and they all stand up. So barbarous fill them sit down.
[00:08:24] And the injunction was nobody should bow down just they can hold their hands. So they folded their hands when they stood up and was killed him sit down and it takes a seat belt when takes his seat. He turns to me and says asks me have they all come I can't count them who are here on Earth. So I look at them and I see the whole full and I said, yeah all are coming because the time is because they were the new about the punctuality and all
[00:08:54] As India they are components of the game. So he calls one of the other companies by name Vishnu. We are he were he remembered Vishnu this morning you remembered now we know so he Vishnu was there so which day is the so he tell you he signals to Vishnu shut the gate now.
[00:09:14] So for Vishnu from nearby deceit, it's a long distance. Although it's stable is a big one. So he walks the distance and goes to subjugate. The two gates are to be brought together to love them.
[00:09:28] And mind you there is no such thing as window or until that stable. You see we are all like horses stabled are you know, there is of course between the roof and the wall, there is a little ventilation. That's all just an open Gap that that was the ventilation.
[00:09:46] So and that was the thing to which the light filtered in Wiley shutting the gate to Hill to his notice stuns goose. Taji, who is an old companion ibada and being old of age and he needs to peel when X is frequently. So he was coming with his God. You're not dying and walking and his coming. So it's just respect this but naturally was a
[00:10:16] Life's companion Bob has very old companion same he was with Barbara from time of Sai Baba and past month. It's a matter of respect. You don't you just do that. You see immediately shut that gate when we study is kept out like that for such an important meeting here Baba stepped into new whole life for one day for New Life. Although gusta G was an old New Life companion also, so he waits for a while. He's waiting there. He is back.
[00:10:46] Back is turned to look at Gustafson is signaling to him to come soon. In the meantime three persons dashed inside the stable. They had heard that seen people coming flocking to mahabaleshwar and they were all from different parts of India. Somebody had come from Pakistan and somebody from Bombay and somebody they all loopy and other places and my publisher is a place a small place is a small hill station ill interrogate crashing here.
[00:11:16] Vicky they came inside they just rushed inside and they had heard that meher Baba is there they had heard his name before because baba baba will be visiting my pleasure in your life together. And this is a good opportunity. Megabytes comes to they rushed inside and they went straight to the chair unawares. I was taken up because I was there by side by the sash. I should know better that they should not bow down. But before I could do anything they fell at his feet all three of them.
[00:11:46] Together so Bob immediately gets up from his chair and mouse down to them. They are embarrassed and they bow down again and bobbing bounce down and this goes on for two three times. Then I get back my senses. It happened within a minute recording so I catch hold of them. I said, what are you doing? I just lovely but it was goodness on my part. I caught hold of I said, what are you trying to do don't you know that he doesn't want you to bow down because the
[00:12:16] Enough because we didn't know about this is going very and caressed his their cheeks and better than and all that embrace them and all that. Don't bother now your make me go so they were happy and they left because they got the physical touch Ababa the contact and all it did was happy.
[00:12:40] So then of course when they left Vishnu love the dough
[00:12:44] Vishnu comes close to Baba and Picard is see Melissa Picard is Cindy who cares who is an observer now in the company of all the followers of Melba. He's the only one stranger he look he views all this.
[00:13:02] And this is what sort of man he is that a person borrows down to him and he returns it takes such great pains and he goes down on the floor on the ground and bows down and all that and now these are the things that come later on to our noses because he is nourished these to me so but what is mind is saying at the time I have to depict that so he is his mind says that will
[00:13:31] Have been with leaders. I am myself a leader and I don't mind anybody paying me great respect this year on the contrary feel happy and my day is a good day when somebody does that and there are so many political leaders all over the place. And if you happy about to do in Garland in this and that I'm here is somebody somebody sorry sometimes something we must find out with her. So this is how it has started playing upon his mind the situation.
[00:13:59] But when Vishnu came close to Baba and Bobby looks at him and says you are in a new life you were isn't it? Yesterday. We are stepping to own life today. But you know the rules I told you to obey me implicitly I told you to shut the gate and why did you not shut the gate in the meantime, these people came in what what stopped what prevented you from Chinese? So he is actually innocent retells, Baba.
[00:14:31] Baba we study was coming and I saw him coming and so I was trying to call him soon. It will be pleased we started what does boostedgt to do with my order. I had ordered you to do it, even if you are seeing God coming. So what has that to do with my honor to you. Why do you wait and then he turns to the people and says how often have been driving home to you all that I want.
[00:14:58] You too, baby. Nobody seems to pay any means. He's lamenting now on his own as if he saw you love me. Yeah, and I Am The Interpreter is nobody pay he pays heed to what I mean by obedience and all that and then he says even if I were to tell you to give me a slap you should do it. Come here. Give me a slap now person gets up with all this long necks and he goes and just does this
[00:15:29] Vince is this the way to obey me. Is this the slap if any if you were to give a slap to somebody to Pat him on the cheek. Is this the way to open it all this book? Are you seeing her mind?
[00:15:43] We did not know that all this drama yet called a meeting a very important meeting. He is stepping into Old life of one few hours from his new life that he would never return to Old life and he has done all this. Why should you do all the sir and it seemed as if but it is so logical that Baba is now emphasizing the fact on obedience and all that. But drama behind this behind the stage is something different which we came to know later on.
[00:16:13] So what happened is that he is lamenting the fact that nobody seems to be heat to my injunction to obey me implicitly. This is he is disgusted with that man. He called somebody you come and give me a slap. So the person comes in here like that. Is this the slap that a person goes to another one? Is this the way that you all do it? Nobody seems to pay heed anything you come and give me and then he calls out one to me.
[00:16:43] Crosses different Pakistan. And now this is the third time now, he should do something and we know Karis those who know him, you know, yeah, what a fanatic he is. He gives such a tight slap to Baba has turned his head like that. I saw it. What is under the slab? That was Bob versus this is what I mean by obedience to your this is obedience.
[00:17:10] And other that in humans is yeah. I'm very happy and pleased would you consider that the women went so what happened is now all this is being witnessed by polka.
[00:17:27] His mind is in a turmoil. This is what a leader he is deep a give them orders as a and they carry them out, but nobody has taken upon no leader has taken upon himself to give an example of obedience. And here he is being slapped one after the other and he's never satisfied till the real slap is there the change is hard immediately.
[00:17:55] Cut off the giant of a man took all his clothes have need including his goatee and everything naked Stark naked guy and just followed the defeat of Barbara. This is awkward. Absolutely. Yeah everything so, you know in Northern India.
[00:18:36] Wine club
[00:18:55] Tablecloth that that all Indians have them so that it was them so Bobby looks at him. What is this body possessions mind everything I Surrender.
[00:19:14] Now this is I'm happy to hear from you. But you just wear the clothes back. So this is my order and he sits quietly. And from that day on the impact was so great on him. But he instead of being after his life now. He has dedicated his life to Baba. That's the story.
[00:19:39] And soon after that then of course, he was on the line at the time. He went from place to place in the district telling about Baba telling about his love telling about him being the ancient one and all that sort of thing. He did much work formerly. He had even planned to assassinate.
[00:20:00] Even when he was not wearing his leg had or G-Man there are sort of like that and you know, we would advise him take no you just went down.
[00:20:11] Yeah, I forgot. He had heart trouble also because of his huge fact that she structure, you know when you came to name. It was wonderful he but people were telling you know, when he came to Maple car was invited to name to that and Layla and then he came we were busy Beach but people were saying was such an experience being taking pukar down.
[00:20:41] Highway down from Maine to to Myrtle Beach because in America, you know, we're not used to these items are not even able to stop at this truck stops and of their needs a new but just another trucker they're sitting there with a cup of coffee in there down and nobody said boo to anybody knows the waitress, you know, Kelly five, you know over easier than the, you know, real pep. Talk about you were going in break something.
[00:21:34] You're No Nonsense people nothing. So now what happens is that it's not just for that time that this Baba set us an example of obedience for whenever he commanded given order.
[00:21:49] Because it was what happened was that at that time the meeting disposed of after the deliberations were over he had given that little message which is somebody has made it. That is The Sermon on the Mount and all that sort of thing. You know how it is a table? Sure. Bob Stern. Yeah, I call this and Mound because my publisher is a man in this Advanced and all that very beautiful message. No doubt.
[00:22:19] This is there. But of course we again started on a new life with a new life with me with that's the that's the end of our old life people and all that nothing yet. No, no contact nothing of that sort, but that episode served as best to see when later on after he dropped his body and you all started coming over here and in the early years when y'all came y'all, we're not after what me about us.
[00:22:49] Said or here but whatever is discourses of what did God speak say, he said in in God speaks or anything of that sort. They were after every details of his personal life and what happened in this and that is new life and soul live lives of almost there. And in the midst of the topic and talks one day it so happened that I described them as Java. Well, how what happened? How did he come from New Life to this place again? So I described them what?
[00:23:19] Night prior to that and that night. We all know the story about the bird and how Baba wanted us to beat him without shoes and spit upon him and all that. That story is famously so they would ask me the question is how did you feel at the time you are did y'all going didn't enjoy feel anything to spit on em on a trip chew em like that.
[00:23:48] The time we are never given a thought to exist I said no, he'd never felt anything never felt anything so, you know then or suddenly struck me, why are we didn't feel anything because the lesson that he had taught us of implicit obedience on that day in the life itself. Yeah, he wanted it. So he added. Yeah, who are we to question him and why we should do it on the contrary. We felt happy having sure.
[00:24:17] Him because he felt happy and relieved because of his well cruelty to the word. He says Ah now I'm relieved of the burden now the top it all spit on me and then he spat on is now I'm very happy and because he was happy people happy. That's and people when we can arrange them. This is what sort of people this is what I am saying. What is the differences in anything that you give them happiness?
[00:24:47] Anything that whatever caters to is pleasure is a pleasure to us is our academics. That's all sometimes really did a nice thing except Italy nice, but it didn't make him happy the women will do, you know gently persuade and gently push her eyes, but it's just like my father your nails. The fingernails are really grown long time to cut that would make such a face.
[00:25:16] As if it was such a big thing that all right, they're not that big but I mean there were big for watching the pattern that were engaged. So he turned around to one of us I say that is that big
[00:25:38] So then in an industry that I have worked there, I promise to cherish that he's going to read out this that accesses thing to do the matter. What about tomorrow?
[00:25:52] That's a lot best day. It is very happy that tomorrow is a nice thing about donating but then it didn't make him happy. Sometimes it is to be great fun run by the ones who said II can I to Goose - shrilly smartly in time and I'm not just the looks cares things like that. Not bad. So
[00:26:20] You do this and said, you know and I was just trying to come in massage. Okay, so at the dining table after breakfast nobody sometimes the chair would be turned this way and babble the seated Mara bring out the mustache scissors and been trimming them the media might come out and do something the perform about us coming to the minimum. Listen and I go back and
[00:26:49] Tends to me and say that's good. The ones have a lot of how and I be honest and truthful even believe it. But yes and I will get to have a properly and I said but this side is a little bigger than this side, but I think she said and she's okay, right? So she turns the left side. I got this.
[00:27:19] How are you? How's it now? How do you find it now? So I love can I say well now this shade isn't so much to me that there is as well. Now, how do you find it now? All right. Now I said well, is it out between you I would have no mustache left.
[00:27:55] Those are the party was there ever a time when he didn't have a mustache. No, but so after people have been asking me as to what me. He had big bushy mustache first, right? Yeah. Well in the very early all this so what is what led him to trim the mustache so I just brush it off by saying you ask the women.
[00:28:21] We did it. I don't know. I want to know do you we all know anything about it? So it is so then I was right as the women. No, but the one thing that always appealed to me is all these pranks that we would play with him would be and he would play with us but out. Yeah because he does not know anything. He's totally innocent about all this.
[00:28:49] And these things that led me but also to believe who he is one of the things what happens is this that these are the last year. This is the last year now 1968-69 now everything is is or 68 knows 4268 end of it. So 269 here we have a month in. Yeah. See, this is 68
[00:29:20] Most probably December and all that. It seems that it is the woman's duty to have hot water ready for his bath and this and that because everything is being done there and women seek to that and they took great care of his body and we know it can be very happy about it. And of course when he was on tour then it was my turn formerly before I was Kaka body is to seek his body then out acaba. Yeah retired.
[00:29:50] It was my turn. So I just grabbed the same thing played his hair combed his hair trimming the mustache and shaving his beard and this and that and see it is hot water enough ice to do that. It seems that word came in the end of the 1968 from inside saying that now Governor brought the news to me and says try to do one thing get bother to take about. This is why this is we have tried our best and he
[00:30:19] He doesn't want to take a bath and it's for a long time now. It's not good for his body. So we must give him and Tyson to take a bath with every time the tomorrow would be there with him. Today is a cloudy day. I have cold. I have I'm feeling feverish and you try to put it off and some other when he escaped from the women's side and came here and you come and sometimes say that you know, today is my crucifixion day.
[00:30:49] Pacific Cindy. Yeah, and we didn't understand says do you know what it what I mean by it? I will take a bath when I go here in the afternoon and there again, he'll put it off some some excuse and will again come away. So that's how it was say they did not succeed and they thought that well I might do something to succeed, you know, so they shifted the onus on me.
[00:31:18] Begin the Box. Well, I said, all right. I'll try my best knowing fully well because I heard from Governor what they did and all that everything failed. Nothing seemed to induce him to take a bath and it was imperative that you saw his body. His pores need to be what you call opened under. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, how do you seem to be there is but he needed that because what happens every afternoon, I would massages body with talcum powder.
[00:31:48] And all that beauty coming and I'll just give it up but how to rub it just a little to help. You know, how do you tell what do you call Jennifer that would make him sleep and do that and then to top it all you see prior to this box business what had happened why government was so adamant and others were element for him to take bath. Is that all that calc was there and could be washed but the top it off.
[00:32:19] The love of his lovers they heard that his body is failing all that. So from Iran, somebody sent a Jar full of almond oil almond oil is very famous. You see for body to do strength and yeah medic strong. Yeah. It's a fascinating almond oil the whole job. So they had scented with petition to Baba that this is sent for you for your body to do you good and now your body will be nice around that and he
[00:32:48] Looks and one thing that he didn't like to my knowledge any woman would come or any man would come and then Bob would Embrace and if he had any grease or his head and naturally the chief the head ghost was the cheek and that is greasy that he what is this your put oil there. So he would be very careful. If there is an oily head. Then he embraced will not be that intimidation.
[00:33:19] Today that much I noticed also and to adopt it all to have oil on his body, you know was real Pacific Ocean, but because of the love of his loved ones from Iran, but since it says love and he's looked at me and he said Baba is really good instead of the style being used. This is the best thing for massage and all that and then put we'll put your body in son and he denies absorb the sun's rays and all that. So this had been happening in every did that bottle.
[00:33:48] Be here on the windowsill and you look how much is there and I said I will use only little tank wipe it off clean and I used to do that. He didn't.
[00:34:01] The bag this yes very slightly. I killed. Yeah, so I
[00:34:08] So then what happened? Is that every did he didn't like the oil and he wanted the oil to finish. Now, how do we do that? He want me to have a little of the oil and then he wanted me to have more of the oil so that it's finished and we get over this so there was a tussle music. So all that was there and of course the women were noticing these things and and the pores are being blocked with you all the time with that old talc powder. That was they're not taking bath the oil.
[00:34:38] Then all that but in spite of it the body was very good. Very fine. But what do you call it medically pores need to be open? So the news comes to me that some other get him to think about. Well, I'm here as usual as if nothing has been told to me and of course Baba does not know we know that he does not many.
[00:35:10] So he says it is there one fine day soon after this message at come to me a couple of days after that.
[00:35:17] I think the advantage he called me near has something that he wanted me to show something and I went there and I saw it and he knew that I had very strong nostrils for smell. So while I'm doing that I'm close to his face and body and as I purposely did that without this is what's the matter I said, I don't know there is a stink around here.
[00:35:52] Stink out your items. He had also powerful nostrils. Well established since of yeah, he said I don't smell anything. This is my brother it is there so I even share and you see that there is a dad yet little creatures are here that or something I went down and looked at under his chair and passed my hand and said nothing and did when I got up at the back.
[00:36:17] Exactly. Oh I said I know where from where it comes with from Ventura. This is from you're scared. I had to tell Eli answers. This is really so he did this you see it is not very no no smell. See I said, yeah, but Baba for you because you it is just scared that when you don't have that smell but I as a stranger away from your scalp I get it.
[00:36:47] Case is it real as a realtor but was not here. So I said I said this morning using GT500 I'm going to win now and one one over the women, you know, because women took pride in yeah, so I was very happy that I won and when I sat down balances go and bring the bed, so I went and rang the bell for garlic. I said I told him in the
[00:37:17] Meantime that Baba is time that you should take a bath now and get over with this all this horrible because suppose if somebody comes over here and base is you and all that people used to come is not proper is doesn't good. It doesn't look good in all that is that the case don't ring the bells. So then I rang the bell cow is game. I thought that he's asking her over to prepare the hot water and his duty Bartok body immediately. So when Governor comes on a cycle here
[00:37:47] As he comes did you call from his boss is here. Come here. You remember some years ago. One of my lover's from the West had sent a perfume bottle. I have given to Mara to keep it.
[00:38:04] See if she can find it ask her to find that and bring it here.
[00:38:11] Well after sometimes yeah, it must have taken about half an hour or an hour long time. It was so and in the meantime, we are doing something as if nothing has happened, you know, because I was serious that he should take a bath so we can't go on harping on that. Otherwise the seriousness is lost. So now it comes with a bottle. So Bobby looks at it opens it see how it is. He calls mrs. See how the sainted actually has very good. Just see that
[00:38:41] So then he took it is it is just end up here. It is now smell now. I said, yeah the perfume remember keep this bottle on that silver this game before it enters our she enters remember to rub the CAC other they won't have any cigarettes last. I lost nothing seemed.
[00:39:11] Inducing to take baths. So then we are the only did he know that he didn't know what clock.
[00:39:41] How about this is in the not just periods. Yeah. Yeah at four o'clock. He became hot water in the morning first thing.
[00:39:55] And that's what it's not. I mean I had we've been removing or closed after not very social so long. What would our salesmen like events are usually very afraid so it's almost like, you know regular himself.
[00:40:19] So the only course left now. I told her that we appear to have it was very upset about Asian. We should be something and all of a sudden I said the only thing to man hundred if you think the medical discoveries importantly whole Soldier taking injections. So how did the what happened yet? Next opportunity was there are of course many days passed by now. It's a matter of
[00:40:49] Days weeks are there and days are passing by in the week. There are only four weeks left for into possible. What is important is three weeks are there 113 I suppose your birthday 14 14 is your birthday on 13 on 13 January. He works here the last day.
[00:41:09] That's how we remember because of his birthday and telegram to be distributed. Yeah, it's 114th nausea rest Baba's room because dr. Stowell stopped him from coming he would come he had nothing but they said no Bobby. You should take rest if you want if there is any work there with they can come their energy. They will be in your room there. So on 14 we are now called there and I'm with his own hands. He distributed sweets and remember Dawn Dawn today is his birthday and this and that
[00:41:39] And today is the day changing constellation Stakes race. It is a great day in India also find we continued with hard work and finish top off and then you sell back and all that and days are passing by this must be about 25th 26th of January 26th. I don't remember the exact day, but very few days were left now for the last wish I didn't know.
[00:42:10] So now go there is very
[00:42:15] Jittery about all this and what to do and we are all the time trying to find out what to do such as do one thing. He likes for DePaul lavender water. Is this lavender water in 11th? Yeah. We like the perfume of that bit about always like perfume, but not all perfumes station person rolls lavender, so somebody had sent a bottle of lavenders water for now.
[00:42:45] So it's got a bottle of lavender is very good. Get hot water ready and these see what would happen keep the water ready. And when we come the just get the water ready and keep it there. So we got we are called and by Barbara for the post and mail every day the demon was there till the last and it has not left us even now. So what happens is they are going there now and bye-bye seated this
[00:43:13] Playing and singing so messy recover Saturday bringing the pill.
[00:43:25] In the meantime what happened? I will do is feet soles of his feet and started rubbing ski, and I said see what it is.
[00:43:34] What is it, you know how to drive skill you can have a powder of skin can rub it like that. They're determined to wash the rub the sole of your feet and you're just sponge defeat. At least if you don't want to take a bath then why can't he do this?
[00:44:03] First is all right. I said for that being Bob I will make you sit there and you put your face down. We had a basin of what and then we I poured a bottle not the whole bottles see that how lavender water is nice nice fragrance here lavender water is so yeah. So, you know, I've been bath towels just scrub towels and all that. I started gov everyone like myself another and all that and then squirt Leah after I've done that change the towel change the water knew.
[00:44:33] Has been put that's why I bother said what is this as it? Naturally it does naughty water you're throwing it out. And I really want to find you in the meantime, then what happened? I just lifted his pajamas Gil started doing this. What are you doing? I said, no just here then here then here and here the whole body. This is you're using the same tactics that I taught. I did for the must I said, what can we do?
[00:45:03] Absolutely, scrubbed and cleaned and everything everything.
[00:45:16] So this is how it is how to handle the body gasps like that another bath after that. That was the last night as we prepare the body and all that. His body is nothing to be prepared. But use this.
[00:45:55] Okay. Good night. Good night.
[00:46:14] Had his wife by any other time it'll give it all seated the and distance and Baba is doing is working with the poor and the neighbors and all that one. And then Francis quiet evening of said, I don't know how to because I'm the barber nearby and we are all anxious to get the thing over you see so all of a sudden it seems this is what Francis said later on prices must begin his wife you see because she was not believing in Baba.
[00:46:45] So she is looking and Frances looking in every time that I see all like Co see how he's tending to these people around so all of us, he's a good man good neither must have overheard them and he turned round and either I have to say that Baba says, he's not a good man. Now the says he is God, man.
[00:47:14] Change that if there is something in that lump in the block just got that look and that's the end of it all the because I'm not a good man and God man.
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[00:00:00] I said well there's a remote possibility but I should say that well, if you want to have a look at him and see him from a distance it is possible. How is it possible? How can it be possible? Well, it says at the time of Camilla.
[00:00:19] You know when there is a mass Gathering of millions of people and he want to pinpoint a certain person you can't be in that crowd all that you have to stand out from the pack. So this is if he if you cross the river and scanned out on the other back then maybe there's a possibility of having a view of others. How is it possible? You follow what I'm saying is is logical truth is it's quite logical. So it says means you mean to say that
[00:00:49] On the bank of the river he will be there. Yeah, there's a real possibility in the meantime. What had happened is that Baba does came to know that, you know shuttle gonna come on. Yeah New Life give started going from one place to another and
[00:01:09] When we went be stationed at his farm, which is no not that kind of known as mines remarking, but then it is now officially recorded and known as Mayor Marty. It's named after a baba. So by the government so he came in contact and he came to know through shatrughna. The shatrughna is made Arrangement at certain.
[00:01:39] What we call carrots that has been taken up by his was owned by his friend. Shut up. My husband and Baba and the Rhythm and the money will be on the Terrace to view this whole occasion instead of being inside the cab.
[00:01:56] So he tried to get the address bar with ask Auntie against them and immediately went and inform who care about because it's near to that restrict this place Michigan hardwar. It's hard. It was hard work. So since the real focus on yes, I'm sure to come you had to cross the river and go on the other bank and see there and then forgot old index. He might be appearing there on the Terrace the from a
[00:02:26] You can see it if you want. That is the only possibility this is now mind. I will Hazard that so that's how for the first time he had a view of Baba from that district is a long distance and Ganges River is not a small River or regulated you call it makes a huge two things and but from there he actually saw him as the dazzling figure. This is Sarah bothered us. He tells me
[00:02:56] Odyssey Baba the he tells he asked Barbara's Bar Association. Is that the person there in that white that is you standing there? So here that's the robe of the new life that company as it is called. Yeah, he's the one and he looks at him looks like and some other his heartfelt and there is something in this man because just by he could accept him there is something in your life.
[00:03:23] And then he tells Baba that that was the first games of love polka polka polka dots of the then he tells David us where will it be possible whenever the opportunities afforded to us. Is it possible for us to have a clothes that Shin of him interviewer and the interviewee new life. He doesn't see anybody on his it's not possible. He didn't know that Bobby would make it possible I exactly
[00:03:52] Year because if you all know they'll go through the records you find that for one day. He stepped into Old life 1/16 of a budget of October 1959.
[00:04:08] So well bothered us naturally was at that time in the circle. So he came to know about that and he informed her car and then poke are there were many other colleagues of him who were also underground workers case you need them was a prisoner. You know, here's your nigga. I just heard a story. Where is it? Yeah in the glow. Yeah, and then there was another another MLA the time member of the legislative assembly.
[00:04:39] Long many years his name was Robert triple super sorry. So he was there also so they were they were the invitees at the time so he inquired and they were all colleagues in prison and the time see there is the new so they were followers of other they had heard of Bob and they accepted him. This book has yet to accept but he has not accepted but he has seen
[00:05:08] From a distance
[00:05:10] So what happened? Is this now some other folk art tries to Wrangle his way into the assembly for that one day and get his admission did so through these people who were very close to about had come close to but not they are not very close but there was a new one. You see it just like yeah. Yeah, the westerners are the time you see and the eagerness and enthusiasm and Baba is slave to their love although Baba didn't want any Outsiders or anything, but they
[00:05:40] I said so if I say, all right, let him come bring him there with you. So that's how he got into that stable at that time. And that meeting for one day. Is that for few hours New Life from New Life to Old life and the stable of Oregon's place. There is known as our Constable they mobula sure it was known now for it had been given the name of Florence hall now some somebody some
[00:06:10] Religious organization has taken it. I don't know how many years have passed by so in this table. We are all assembled there on that appointed Dion 16th, October. And of course those new life companions are with Baba and Baba is there Baba has not come and the stable is now it's not a small thing. I have hands other kind is a very well known figure if you if you have heard of his me. It's a dynasty. See they are the heads of
[00:06:39] Means of people following us there. They are following religious pollen his the religious head and his son and his son's son and all day. They are on the throne in college.
[00:06:56] So
[00:06:59] Baba had assembled people invitees were there on their appointed time and Baba walks inside the strip.
[00:07:11] And try to get like this is this corrugated sheet like a huge gate is there but a very shabby looking this all in a dilapidated condition with him. I don't know why being the ancient one he seems to be attached to dilapidated things. It seems to me. Yeah our garden lucky for us. Yeah. It is lucky. So we are all they're squatting on the earth stable media reports.
[00:07:41] You can't have any marble paid things is yard. So we are all there and rickety chair is put for him in a corner at the far end of this table. And he walks in with us. I was there and others two or three Companions of New Life at they're all the companies. Are there you 21 20 of them and we walking double boxing with a few of us and we region to the chair and sits down.
[00:08:11] And doesn't sit down. He he enters and all of a sudden they were all seated there come a few minutes before a half an hour 15 minutes before and they all stand up. So barbarous fill them sit down.
[00:08:24] And the injunction was nobody should bow down just they can hold their hands. So they folded their hands when they stood up and was killed him sit down and it takes a seat belt when takes his seat. He turns to me and says asks me have they all come I can't count them who are here on Earth. So I look at them and I see the whole full and I said, yeah all are coming because the time is because they were the new about the punctuality and all
[00:08:54] As India they are components of the game. So he calls one of the other companies by name Vishnu. We are he were he remembered Vishnu this morning you remembered now we know so he Vishnu was there so which day is the so he tell you he signals to Vishnu shut the gate now.
[00:09:14] So for Vishnu from nearby deceit, it's a long distance. Although it's stable is a big one. So he walks the distance and goes to subjugate. The two gates are to be brought together to love them.
[00:09:28] And mind you there is no such thing as window or until that stable. You see we are all like horses stabled are you know, there is of course between the roof and the wall, there is a little ventilation. That's all just an open Gap that that was the ventilation.
[00:09:46] So and that was the thing to which the light filtered in Wiley shutting the gate to Hill to his notice stuns goose. Taji, who is an old companion ibada and being old of age and he needs to peel when X is frequently. So he was coming with his God. You're not dying and walking and his coming. So it's just respect this but naturally was a
[00:10:16] Life's companion Bob has very old companion same he was with Barbara from time of Sai Baba and past month. It's a matter of respect. You don't you just do that. You see immediately shut that gate when we study is kept out like that for such an important meeting here Baba stepped into new whole life for one day for New Life. Although gusta G was an old New Life companion also, so he waits for a while. He's waiting there. He is back.
[00:10:46] Back is turned to look at Gustafson is signaling to him to come soon. In the meantime three persons dashed inside the stable. They had heard that seen people coming flocking to mahabaleshwar and they were all from different parts of India. Somebody had come from Pakistan and somebody from Bombay and somebody they all loopy and other places and my publisher is a place a small place is a small hill station ill interrogate crashing here.
[00:11:16] Vicky they came inside they just rushed inside and they had heard that meher Baba is there they had heard his name before because baba baba will be visiting my pleasure in your life together. And this is a good opportunity. Megabytes comes to they rushed inside and they went straight to the chair unawares. I was taken up because I was there by side by the sash. I should know better that they should not bow down. But before I could do anything they fell at his feet all three of them.
[00:11:46] Together so Bob immediately gets up from his chair and mouse down to them. They are embarrassed and they bow down again and bobbing bounce down and this goes on for two three times. Then I get back my senses. It happened within a minute recording so I catch hold of them. I said, what are you doing? I just lovely but it was goodness on my part. I caught hold of I said, what are you trying to do don't you know that he doesn't want you to bow down because the
[00:12:16] Enough because we didn't know about this is going very and caressed his their cheeks and better than and all that embrace them and all that. Don't bother now your make me go so they were happy and they left because they got the physical touch Ababa the contact and all it did was happy.
[00:12:40] So then of course when they left Vishnu love the dough
[00:12:44] Vishnu comes close to Baba and Picard is see Melissa Picard is Cindy who cares who is an observer now in the company of all the followers of Melba. He's the only one stranger he look he views all this.
[00:13:02] And this is what sort of man he is that a person borrows down to him and he returns it takes such great pains and he goes down on the floor on the ground and bows down and all that and now these are the things that come later on to our noses because he is nourished these to me so but what is mind is saying at the time I have to depict that so he is his mind says that will
[00:13:31] Have been with leaders. I am myself a leader and I don't mind anybody paying me great respect this year on the contrary feel happy and my day is a good day when somebody does that and there are so many political leaders all over the place. And if you happy about to do in Garland in this and that I'm here is somebody somebody sorry sometimes something we must find out with her. So this is how it has started playing upon his mind the situation.
[00:13:59] But when Vishnu came close to Baba and Bobby looks at him and says you are in a new life you were isn't it? Yesterday. We are stepping to own life today. But you know the rules I told you to obey me implicitly I told you to shut the gate and why did you not shut the gate in the meantime, these people came in what what stopped what prevented you from Chinese? So he is actually innocent retells, Baba.
[00:14:31] Baba we study was coming and I saw him coming and so I was trying to call him soon. It will be pleased we started what does boostedgt to do with my order. I had ordered you to do it, even if you are seeing God coming. So what has that to do with my honor to you. Why do you wait and then he turns to the people and says how often have been driving home to you all that I want.
[00:14:58] You too, baby. Nobody seems to pay any means. He's lamenting now on his own as if he saw you love me. Yeah, and I Am The Interpreter is nobody pay he pays heed to what I mean by obedience and all that and then he says even if I were to tell you to give me a slap you should do it. Come here. Give me a slap now person gets up with all this long necks and he goes and just does this
[00:15:29] Vince is this the way to obey me. Is this the slap if any if you were to give a slap to somebody to Pat him on the cheek. Is this the way to open it all this book? Are you seeing her mind?
[00:15:43] We did not know that all this drama yet called a meeting a very important meeting. He is stepping into Old life of one few hours from his new life that he would never return to Old life and he has done all this. Why should you do all the sir and it seemed as if but it is so logical that Baba is now emphasizing the fact on obedience and all that. But drama behind this behind the stage is something different which we came to know later on.
[00:16:13] So what happened is that he is lamenting the fact that nobody seems to be heat to my injunction to obey me implicitly. This is he is disgusted with that man. He called somebody you come and give me a slap. So the person comes in here like that. Is this the slap that a person goes to another one? Is this the way that you all do it? Nobody seems to pay heed anything you come and give me and then he calls out one to me.
[00:16:43] Crosses different Pakistan. And now this is the third time now, he should do something and we know Karis those who know him, you know, yeah, what a fanatic he is. He gives such a tight slap to Baba has turned his head like that. I saw it. What is under the slab? That was Bob versus this is what I mean by obedience to your this is obedience.
[00:17:10] And other that in humans is yeah. I'm very happy and pleased would you consider that the women went so what happened is now all this is being witnessed by polka.
[00:17:27] His mind is in a turmoil. This is what a leader he is deep a give them orders as a and they carry them out, but nobody has taken upon no leader has taken upon himself to give an example of obedience. And here he is being slapped one after the other and he's never satisfied till the real slap is there the change is hard immediately.
[00:17:55] Cut off the giant of a man took all his clothes have need including his goatee and everything naked Stark naked guy and just followed the defeat of Barbara. This is awkward. Absolutely. Yeah everything so, you know in Northern India.
[00:18:36] Wine club
[00:18:55] Tablecloth that that all Indians have them so that it was them so Bobby looks at him. What is this body possessions mind everything I Surrender.
[00:19:14] Now this is I'm happy to hear from you. But you just wear the clothes back. So this is my order and he sits quietly. And from that day on the impact was so great on him. But he instead of being after his life now. He has dedicated his life to Baba. That's the story.
[00:19:39] And soon after that then of course, he was on the line at the time. He went from place to place in the district telling about Baba telling about his love telling about him being the ancient one and all that sort of thing. He did much work formerly. He had even planned to assassinate.
[00:20:00] Even when he was not wearing his leg had or G-Man there are sort of like that and you know, we would advise him take no you just went down.
[00:20:11] Yeah, I forgot. He had heart trouble also because of his huge fact that she structure, you know when you came to name. It was wonderful he but people were telling you know, when he came to Maple car was invited to name to that and Layla and then he came we were busy Beach but people were saying was such an experience being taking pukar down.
[00:20:41] Highway down from Maine to to Myrtle Beach because in America, you know, we're not used to these items are not even able to stop at this truck stops and of their needs a new but just another trucker they're sitting there with a cup of coffee in there down and nobody said boo to anybody knows the waitress, you know, Kelly five, you know over easier than the, you know, real pep. Talk about you were going in break something.
[00:21:34] You're No Nonsense people nothing. So now what happens is that it's not just for that time that this Baba set us an example of obedience for whenever he commanded given order.
[00:21:49] Because it was what happened was that at that time the meeting disposed of after the deliberations were over he had given that little message which is somebody has made it. That is The Sermon on the Mount and all that sort of thing. You know how it is a table? Sure. Bob Stern. Yeah, I call this and Mound because my publisher is a man in this Advanced and all that very beautiful message. No doubt.
[00:22:19] This is there. But of course we again started on a new life with a new life with me with that's the that's the end of our old life people and all that nothing yet. No, no contact nothing of that sort, but that episode served as best to see when later on after he dropped his body and you all started coming over here and in the early years when y'all came y'all, we're not after what me about us.
[00:22:49] Said or here but whatever is discourses of what did God speak say, he said in in God speaks or anything of that sort. They were after every details of his personal life and what happened in this and that is new life and soul live lives of almost there. And in the midst of the topic and talks one day it so happened that I described them as Java. Well, how what happened? How did he come from New Life to this place again? So I described them what?
[00:23:19] Night prior to that and that night. We all know the story about the bird and how Baba wanted us to beat him without shoes and spit upon him and all that. That story is famously so they would ask me the question is how did you feel at the time you are did y'all going didn't enjoy feel anything to spit on em on a trip chew em like that.
[00:23:48] The time we are never given a thought to exist I said no, he'd never felt anything never felt anything so, you know then or suddenly struck me, why are we didn't feel anything because the lesson that he had taught us of implicit obedience on that day in the life itself. Yeah, he wanted it. So he added. Yeah, who are we to question him and why we should do it on the contrary. We felt happy having sure.
[00:24:17] Him because he felt happy and relieved because of his well cruelty to the word. He says Ah now I'm relieved of the burden now the top it all spit on me and then he spat on is now I'm very happy and because he was happy people happy. That's and people when we can arrange them. This is what sort of people this is what I am saying. What is the differences in anything that you give them happiness?
[00:24:47] Anything that whatever caters to is pleasure is a pleasure to us is our academics. That's all sometimes really did a nice thing except Italy nice, but it didn't make him happy the women will do, you know gently persuade and gently push her eyes, but it's just like my father your nails. The fingernails are really grown long time to cut that would make such a face.
[00:25:16] As if it was such a big thing that all right, they're not that big but I mean there were big for watching the pattern that were engaged. So he turned around to one of us I say that is that big
[00:25:38] So then in an industry that I have worked there, I promise to cherish that he's going to read out this that accesses thing to do the matter. What about tomorrow?
[00:25:52] That's a lot best day. It is very happy that tomorrow is a nice thing about donating but then it didn't make him happy. Sometimes it is to be great fun run by the ones who said II can I to Goose - shrilly smartly in time and I'm not just the looks cares things like that. Not bad. So
[00:26:20] You do this and said, you know and I was just trying to come in massage. Okay, so at the dining table after breakfast nobody sometimes the chair would be turned this way and babble the seated Mara bring out the mustache scissors and been trimming them the media might come out and do something the perform about us coming to the minimum. Listen and I go back and
[00:26:49] Tends to me and say that's good. The ones have a lot of how and I be honest and truthful even believe it. But yes and I will get to have a properly and I said but this side is a little bigger than this side, but I think she said and she's okay, right? So she turns the left side. I got this.
[00:27:19] How are you? How's it now? How do you find it now? So I love can I say well now this shade isn't so much to me that there is as well. Now, how do you find it now? All right. Now I said well, is it out between you I would have no mustache left.
[00:27:55] Those are the party was there ever a time when he didn't have a mustache. No, but so after people have been asking me as to what me. He had big bushy mustache first, right? Yeah. Well in the very early all this so what is what led him to trim the mustache so I just brush it off by saying you ask the women.
[00:28:21] We did it. I don't know. I want to know do you we all know anything about it? So it is so then I was right as the women. No, but the one thing that always appealed to me is all these pranks that we would play with him would be and he would play with us but out. Yeah because he does not know anything. He's totally innocent about all this.
[00:28:49] And these things that led me but also to believe who he is one of the things what happens is this that these are the last year. This is the last year now 1968-69 now everything is is or 68 knows 4268 end of it. So 269 here we have a month in. Yeah. See, this is 68
[00:29:20] Most probably December and all that. It seems that it is the woman's duty to have hot water ready for his bath and this and that because everything is being done there and women seek to that and they took great care of his body and we know it can be very happy about it. And of course when he was on tour then it was my turn formerly before I was Kaka body is to seek his body then out acaba. Yeah retired.
[00:29:50] It was my turn. So I just grabbed the same thing played his hair combed his hair trimming the mustache and shaving his beard and this and that and see it is hot water enough ice to do that. It seems that word came in the end of the 1968 from inside saying that now Governor brought the news to me and says try to do one thing get bother to take about. This is why this is we have tried our best and he
[00:30:19] He doesn't want to take a bath and it's for a long time now. It's not good for his body. So we must give him and Tyson to take a bath with every time the tomorrow would be there with him. Today is a cloudy day. I have cold. I have I'm feeling feverish and you try to put it off and some other when he escaped from the women's side and came here and you come and sometimes say that you know, today is my crucifixion day.
[00:30:49] Pacific Cindy. Yeah, and we didn't understand says do you know what it what I mean by it? I will take a bath when I go here in the afternoon and there again, he'll put it off some some excuse and will again come away. So that's how it was say they did not succeed and they thought that well I might do something to succeed, you know, so they shifted the onus on me.
[00:31:18] Begin the Box. Well, I said, all right. I'll try my best knowing fully well because I heard from Governor what they did and all that everything failed. Nothing seemed to induce him to take a bath and it was imperative that you saw his body. His pores need to be what you call opened under. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, how do you seem to be there is but he needed that because what happens every afternoon, I would massages body with talcum powder.
[00:31:48] And all that beauty coming and I'll just give it up but how to rub it just a little to help. You know, how do you tell what do you call Jennifer that would make him sleep and do that and then to top it all you see prior to this box business what had happened why government was so adamant and others were element for him to take bath. Is that all that calc was there and could be washed but the top it off.
[00:32:19] The love of his lovers they heard that his body is failing all that. So from Iran, somebody sent a Jar full of almond oil almond oil is very famous. You see for body to do strength and yeah medic strong. Yeah. It's a fascinating almond oil the whole job. So they had scented with petition to Baba that this is sent for you for your body to do you good and now your body will be nice around that and he
[00:32:48] Looks and one thing that he didn't like to my knowledge any woman would come or any man would come and then Bob would Embrace and if he had any grease or his head and naturally the chief the head ghost was the cheek and that is greasy that he what is this your put oil there. So he would be very careful. If there is an oily head. Then he embraced will not be that intimidation.
[00:33:19] Today that much I noticed also and to adopt it all to have oil on his body, you know was real Pacific Ocean, but because of the love of his loved ones from Iran, but since it says love and he's looked at me and he said Baba is really good instead of the style being used. This is the best thing for massage and all that and then put we'll put your body in son and he denies absorb the sun's rays and all that. So this had been happening in every did that bottle.
[00:33:48] Be here on the windowsill and you look how much is there and I said I will use only little tank wipe it off clean and I used to do that. He didn't.
[00:34:01] The bag this yes very slightly. I killed. Yeah, so I
[00:34:08] So then what happened? Is that every did he didn't like the oil and he wanted the oil to finish. Now, how do we do that? He want me to have a little of the oil and then he wanted me to have more of the oil so that it's finished and we get over this so there was a tussle music. So all that was there and of course the women were noticing these things and and the pores are being blocked with you all the time with that old talc powder. That was they're not taking bath the oil.
[00:34:38] Then all that but in spite of it the body was very good. Very fine. But what do you call it medically pores need to be open? So the news comes to me that some other get him to think about. Well, I'm here as usual as if nothing has been told to me and of course Baba does not know we know that he does not many.
[00:35:10] So he says it is there one fine day soon after this message at come to me a couple of days after that.
[00:35:17] I think the advantage he called me near has something that he wanted me to show something and I went there and I saw it and he knew that I had very strong nostrils for smell. So while I'm doing that I'm close to his face and body and as I purposely did that without this is what's the matter I said, I don't know there is a stink around here.
[00:35:52] Stink out your items. He had also powerful nostrils. Well established since of yeah, he said I don't smell anything. This is my brother it is there so I even share and you see that there is a dad yet little creatures are here that or something I went down and looked at under his chair and passed my hand and said nothing and did when I got up at the back.
[00:36:17] Exactly. Oh I said I know where from where it comes with from Ventura. This is from you're scared. I had to tell Eli answers. This is really so he did this you see it is not very no no smell. See I said, yeah, but Baba for you because you it is just scared that when you don't have that smell but I as a stranger away from your scalp I get it.
[00:36:47] Case is it real as a realtor but was not here. So I said I said this morning using GT500 I'm going to win now and one one over the women, you know, because women took pride in yeah, so I was very happy that I won and when I sat down balances go and bring the bed, so I went and rang the bell for garlic. I said I told him in the
[00:37:17] Meantime that Baba is time that you should take a bath now and get over with this all this horrible because suppose if somebody comes over here and base is you and all that people used to come is not proper is doesn't good. It doesn't look good in all that is that the case don't ring the bells. So then I rang the bell cow is game. I thought that he's asking her over to prepare the hot water and his duty Bartok body immediately. So when Governor comes on a cycle here
[00:37:47] As he comes did you call from his boss is here. Come here. You remember some years ago. One of my lover's from the West had sent a perfume bottle. I have given to Mara to keep it.
[00:38:04] See if she can find it ask her to find that and bring it here.
[00:38:11] Well after sometimes yeah, it must have taken about half an hour or an hour long time. It was so and in the meantime, we are doing something as if nothing has happened, you know, because I was serious that he should take a bath so we can't go on harping on that. Otherwise the seriousness is lost. So now it comes with a bottle. So Bobby looks at it opens it see how it is. He calls mrs. See how the sainted actually has very good. Just see that
[00:38:41] So then he took it is it is just end up here. It is now smell now. I said, yeah the perfume remember keep this bottle on that silver this game before it enters our she enters remember to rub the CAC other they won't have any cigarettes last. I lost nothing seemed.
[00:39:11] Inducing to take baths. So then we are the only did he know that he didn't know what clock.
[00:39:41] How about this is in the not just periods. Yeah. Yeah at four o'clock. He became hot water in the morning first thing.
[00:39:55] And that's what it's not. I mean I had we've been removing or closed after not very social so long. What would our salesmen like events are usually very afraid so it's almost like, you know regular himself.
[00:40:19] So the only course left now. I told her that we appear to have it was very upset about Asian. We should be something and all of a sudden I said the only thing to man hundred if you think the medical discoveries importantly whole Soldier taking injections. So how did the what happened yet? Next opportunity was there are of course many days passed by now. It's a matter of
[00:40:49] Days weeks are there and days are passing by in the week. There are only four weeks left for into possible. What is important is three weeks are there 113 I suppose your birthday 14 14 is your birthday on 13 on 13 January. He works here the last day.
[00:41:09] That's how we remember because of his birthday and telegram to be distributed. Yeah, it's 114th nausea rest Baba's room because dr. Stowell stopped him from coming he would come he had nothing but they said no Bobby. You should take rest if you want if there is any work there with they can come their energy. They will be in your room there. So on 14 we are now called there and I'm with his own hands. He distributed sweets and remember Dawn Dawn today is his birthday and this and that
[00:41:39] And today is the day changing constellation Stakes race. It is a great day in India also find we continued with hard work and finish top off and then you sell back and all that and days are passing by this must be about 25th 26th of January 26th. I don't remember the exact day, but very few days were left now for the last wish I didn't know.
[00:42:10] So now go there is very
[00:42:15] Jittery about all this and what to do and we are all the time trying to find out what to do such as do one thing. He likes for DePaul lavender water. Is this lavender water in 11th? Yeah. We like the perfume of that bit about always like perfume, but not all perfumes station person rolls lavender, so somebody had sent a bottle of lavenders water for now.
[00:42:45] So it's got a bottle of lavender is very good. Get hot water ready and these see what would happen keep the water ready. And when we come the just get the water ready and keep it there. So we got we are called and by Barbara for the post and mail every day the demon was there till the last and it has not left us even now. So what happens is they are going there now and bye-bye seated this
[00:43:13] Playing and singing so messy recover Saturday bringing the pill.
[00:43:25] In the meantime what happened? I will do is feet soles of his feet and started rubbing ski, and I said see what it is.
[00:43:34] What is it, you know how to drive skill you can have a powder of skin can rub it like that. They're determined to wash the rub the sole of your feet and you're just sponge defeat. At least if you don't want to take a bath then why can't he do this?
[00:44:03] First is all right. I said for that being Bob I will make you sit there and you put your face down. We had a basin of what and then we I poured a bottle not the whole bottles see that how lavender water is nice nice fragrance here lavender water is so yeah. So, you know, I've been bath towels just scrub towels and all that. I started gov everyone like myself another and all that and then squirt Leah after I've done that change the towel change the water knew.
[00:44:33] Has been put that's why I bother said what is this as it? Naturally it does naughty water you're throwing it out. And I really want to find you in the meantime, then what happened? I just lifted his pajamas Gil started doing this. What are you doing? I said, no just here then here then here and here the whole body. This is you're using the same tactics that I taught. I did for the must I said, what can we do?
[00:45:03] Absolutely, scrubbed and cleaned and everything everything.
[00:45:16] So this is how it is how to handle the body gasps like that another bath after that. That was the last night as we prepare the body and all that. His body is nothing to be prepared. But use this.
[00:45:55] Okay. Good night. Good night.
[00:46:14] Had his wife by any other time it'll give it all seated the and distance and Baba is doing is working with the poor and the neighbors and all that one. And then Francis quiet evening of said, I don't know how to because I'm the barber nearby and we are all anxious to get the thing over you see so all of a sudden it seems this is what Francis said later on prices must begin his wife you see because she was not believing in Baba.
[00:46:45] So she is looking and Frances looking in every time that I see all like Co see how he's tending to these people around so all of us, he's a good man good neither must have overheard them and he turned round and either I have to say that Baba says, he's not a good man. Now the says he is God, man.
[00:47:14] Change that if there is something in that lump in the block just got that look and that's the end of it all the because I'm not a good man and God man.