Eruch Jessawalla - Over Flowing Grace
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The mental suffering seized with the dropping of his body spiritual suffering continues being bound in us and being bound in us. He again has his physical suffering mental suffering spiritual suffering because of that infinite spiritual suffering is finds himself experienced himself Bound in us like that, which is one of the things that made me see perhaps the meaning of don't worry and be happy. That seems such a
Superficial thing when I first heard it, but the less we worry the nice Uplink causing anymore. Yeah, that's true. If at all we want to take a accept the fact that we are something
Paul Wesley pings and things
And whatever little significance
Maidana pain in your mind. It's because of
Involvement with him. That's all.
Having the ring round ones finger that story. I told you remember you were here. Yes ring on the Tea Party or on the table that has no price. It's worthless Royal Signet ring of the king is a metal something like that of what worth it is nothing.
But the ring round his finger that's that same ring comes around his finger.
It's Priceless likewise. We all should be round his finger. Then we get the worth being fulfilled idea expectations. Yes.
Yeah, one of the common things that complaints is that one of the other fields at that partner is not fulfilling. They don't feel fulfilled in this relationship. I mean, that's good. But that has to be a show. Do you see if you go down see to that side? You know, that is harboring such a thought in itself is a vest didn't even want to do follow what I'm saying?
Harboring such a thought or trying your mind to tempt you into thinking that way is in itself a vested interest that brings about the situations like this people have nothing to do with that. What does that do? People will say well why we can get married if you don't even get fulfillment in it. No, that's what filament of what
Tell me tell me tell me tell me.
What what is your what is the Criterion happiness? What are the what's the criteria for him? One of the common things is one of the other feeling neglected, you know a feeling that they are not really seen and appreciated for what they are. The husband say is just come in and
How you doin honey in this net or so that's what that whole you say even that vested interest for someone to expect to be appreciated. Yeah seen kind of a little more for who they are really aren't even that is asking to yes. Yeah loud needs no such things.
Goes overboard nothing to do with all these things. Yeah, that's that's the Crux of a lot of break up marriages but something that is fulfilling. Otherwise, why am I staying with this man? That's one of the complaints this is so Insidious. It happens only life. And once you let the edge of it in it grows and grows and grows and forget this not what you put in.
Yeah, if you have a key idea and wacky Notions of fulfillment and what can help you.
We all started with that. You know, what what I forget about these things, even it comes up then it's right. It's just patchy now it becomes but the thing is that the very fact when you begin with it base your things on sacrifice giving in offering that's what is what we were discussing the other day, isn't it? That's the very basis of a married life. So,
Neglect is there from one party that gives an opportunity to the other party that cannot be the excuse for divorce because that gives a greater scope for the other party to give you.
What I'm saying, is he the difference she asked me about how did I see? I didn't feel myself wretched on the contrary. I felt myself. So pure so good.
I was the person you see who took pride in myself being so straight. So on it never would never any person found you to be angry whenever any person had heard any any lies from me or ill ill feelings were created by me for anybody. I was so good. So loving such a nice young man, and I was proud about myself.
There was no such feeling of being registered agent. But before I came to Baba.
There was no need for me to approach God because I was Godly in myself within myself. It was it's true like that is the situation like that.
Then when I came to Baba all the surfaced, I became first class liar. I became to one of the worst short tempered person in the community here with the monthly. I used to hurt the feelings of so many people around the elders and all the yeah. I used to be rude to Baba I and everything you must take it. I never I never did anything. I became a drunkard. I became a smoker I used to well lavishly spend money and all that.
I think all the streets that were never to be found in me before I joined Baba surfaced here and that was telling upon me I but luckily by his grace. I became aware of it. What's the matter with you? Yeah, that's not says great one to become aware is a greater still towards him. So I became aware about I was so good coming to him. I should become better more best by joining him naturally, but it becomes more.
Or Worse. What is this? That's the time when Baba Comfort is the same thing, but he talked told me a different thing you wear sugar cane in my palms and I cut you and then extracted juice out of the cane till that time. It was all right, but if I had to keep the juice as it is it would ferment and get into vinegar, but I wanted it to be crystallized into sugar. So I put it in a Boiling Pot and when you start boiling nothing the scum, although everything is surely not.
Is so sweet. You are sugar killed sir. But still it is this the scum is the the dirt is this for animal ancestors and everything is there so when I boil it naturally the think comes to the surface and you feel yourself alerted. What's this? I'm not there.
But was in you it does come out.
So all that I do is when it comes up. I just throw this come out. You see an allow the pure juice to boil and crystallized into crystals. So don't be afraid of what you see there on the surface.
Cb heat to the substance that you are all sweetness and about to be transformed into sugar crystals. This is what he told us is true about his marriage as we're talking about. It's underneath it. Yeah, it's all I need everything is there but these are the experiences you have to take experience it this way that way and anything but if you want to get rid of all these things you all have been asking so
Is what we say the fundamental basis of all all this is life of sacrifice life of understanding life of giving him all this is the it's not a joke. It's not fun to have a married life. It's a discipline. You enter into a sort of a what do you call? You know, what is that called? You know what?
Discipline spiritual discipline you call it among Catholics, you know.
Governor Kasich coming in here like that Holy state of matrimony. Yeah, whatever you call it. You see, that's how it is. Did we take it to be a great fun? You know, we spread parties and have dances and drinks and all that and one one fine have honeymoon. Yeah, go ahead. Then what you've done separation and bye bye and good friends.
Yeah, yeah, I could go out there to learn through experience has learned to best way of learning in married life is to giving and just see the response gun, but nobody wants to give him I put my foot down and you put your foot down. I put my foot that's how it is.
Think good of others just as money ask for it's very short prayer. You have heard that story from a father. She's a lazy woman, you know child at the time when she's going to school. She plays all about and then at the time of examination she Longs for some help spiritual help as well. She says that I will can the stairs lessons and my father should pray for me. So every time it would be like that softer examination. Of course, it worked out very well between the two and afterwards some time you see
She hasn't thought why can't I learn the pair? Also, my father says she's ask father for a prayer which is which will be just one minute prayer something small. Her father says to her that I will teach you a prayer which won't even take minutes. Well, it was the least time Factor at the time. So what is that prayer won't take a minute also. Yes, never think he'll a father that is that is the only prayer
Think of being good Brothers all others will want to do good to you.
Think of doing anything evil to others all others would want to do evil to you dislike that you are repaid in your own coins T is the always getting while we should think good of all of my all that I know about it. All is because there is a book on this.
Alabama has got it because it prophesizes many things to come. So there is a book. He's very fond about fond of all these things but what I heard personally about it, I personally heard about them was that there were three messages given to these kids you see sometime back and they have been reportedly.
Deliver to the pope of the time in the Vatican.
And he had gone through these three passages. He shade this shade to messages out of the tree with the public was sometime in the past, but he retained one of the messages and the last message was that that he has come again and walks the Earth and he was he has come again in 1894 or something as a date is given
And that has been retained not publicized.
And this was told to me by one of the Bible hours.
Who was in Miami Florida there? There was a baba meeting and a certain person comes there in the meeting and finds out that this particular place and the assemblage is talking about somebody whom they take to be Christ. And then he later on found out that his birth year was 1894 that struck him. Yes. This is he
Was the start of the Valley of the Pope at the time and at the time when these messages were brought and they were being discussed. I overheard these things. I know it but two messages were given out and one has been retained. I don't know why this is all second and third or fourth. No, no. No, when did the original incident happened turn of the century 1910?
But I haven't paid much attention to these things. You see there are these things are the third and information comes to us. What we'll what have we to do with that. Yes. He We Know This Much that he he was born in 1894. We are we are in the north it.
You need not be told by a third person you see I have to that's all that is but it didn't register as something very important to me because he is that soy but it is of great importance to people you know but who are on the world they are sitting on the fence whether we should accept him as the one who has come again or should not should be should not say to them little straws help
He has said that his grace had it not been for the law of Grace. We all stand.
To be totally took a Total Domination forever puny creatures as we are not knowing what we are doing or what we are saying and how we are living.
It is only because of his grace that sustains us.
There's a Thing Called Love Grace, which is which also supersedes.
The law of Justice Divine Justice
It justice justice demands that we should be condemned.
For eternally happy we have no standing. We are nothing but because of his grace we come to life and we somehow or other we are accepted by him. And he says that Grace is overflowing it is for us to take advantage of the flow of the grace that is there is all-pervading always at all times.
When you create the tallest then you go to the water. Otherwise, there is the water there. The rivers are flowing. The water is there to drink faucets are running everything the way only when you need water then you go to it likewise Grace is everywhere only when you have The Thirst so what happens is
To have the tallest itself is also is Grace.
So that when you have the cursed for the grace you go to the grace to create that Grace.
That helps you to have develop the thirst for it.
Is
The way that one has to live in the world how we should live is see that the least that we can do is to see that we don't displease him.
And
Try to hold on to him repeat remember him repeat his name and all this is this and then the grace comes you see.
Descends upon you that creates The Thirst so that you can take advantage full advantage of the grace. That is Overflow.
For that you have to actually have an effort that effort is to discipline yourself. What is the discipline discipline is to remember try to find out because of creation. What is happening? Who is the creator from? Where have you come? What are you doing? Why are you here is the purpose of your life to just struggle and survive through struggle? No.
Both of this guy different all the setup millions of people here wedding. Is this the purpose of life then begin to think?
And then you begin to remember him begin to somehow or other, you know, Ray little hope comes well, maybe that if I remember him or he may be that the one who what I am thinking about is being registered by someone. There are some for someone something that is there. And so you begin to cultivate the habit of getting in tune with him and remember him.
Remembrance has to be extended has to be frequent every now and then so forth then you can get.
Get in tune with him that makes the grace descend upon you that gives you the thirst to seek out his brains to surrender to him. And when you surrender to him, then it's all over but that surrender is the initial surrender after that his grace again continues to flow then time. And again you surrender each year you make a result to suspect him that surrender leads you to for the surrender of each month each week and every day.
Then you live a life of surrender to him. It's like that. So without his grace there's nothing it is only through his grace that you can surrender to him and become his well, if you are a slave Mark in the market gold market of slavery. There must be a person you see in you.
You are a slave you call yourself to your open for sale.
But if there's no purchaser then what will happen.
Nothing, so it's like that so for that you have to exert a little effort to put yourself up you see to be attractive to be to incite the one who would want to go in for you. See look your best you said the time so that he gets you by his you
But that the effort is needed to draw his attention draw. What will you do suppose if you are there you're put on the stage there. What do you call it stage you call it were the slaves were sold at auction for an auction block. Yeah, very auction is taking place there. You are standing there. What you do is try to attract the attention. You see all the buyer.
Likewise we have to draw the attention if you want to become a slave you have to draw the attention of your lord and that attention can be drawn.
Truly statements
Remember him I think of him.
Try to remain presentable to him. These are the things. Otherwise, we stand to talk for Total Domination. There's no way out.
But that doesn't sound to be a happy note, you know, we are not made for that for Total Domination. I Jennifer but it is said so
So what is in fact in reality that will be more optimistic than being so pessimistic about our being that is that we are not let one thing is so great to see which this fellow doesn't want to hear yourself. But that is the most optimistic thing is that we can think of that we are not at all.
We have nothing to do with it all.
If we can accept the fact that we are not we are already surrendered to him.
They have been trying to put our image forward we succeed we fail there are people well people struggle for wealth. We know they're struggling for happiness. They get happiness. They get wealth. They all have palaces. They are the Kings have the Kingdom's but still there is something lacking and what is it? So these all these things you see our efforts on apart analyze dissect and Ponder upon and that
Bill draws the attention of the buyer the Lord
Except you.
All that is around the world brings home to you the futility of your being you kid into believing that you are.
So that should not be the fact is you are not.
And you are search bar. It's always like that.
What in reality is that all of us are not and he alone is but we threw our pretensions have created a life where we accept the fact that we are and he's not.
So it has the state has to change take a different turn the scenes are different kissing and that can be had by his grace to have his grace. You have to get attract his attention.
There's can to attract his attention. Also instead of looking sharp through indifference to him through in different stream. Also. Yes, you can.
If you remember your indifference is so much. So determined to be indifference that you remember him then I'll see you attract. But you if you are if you have a passive indifference the nothing. Well, you stand to tote for Total Domination condemnation forever. But if you are if you are in difference is active then it reminds you remember him that is also that can help.
You mean by damnation forever? No, nothing continuing with your yeah, just grind all the time all the time and is the difference is he has so impatient. He wanted instantaneously. That's what we are talking about. Is it end is there of course we are not talking about the n-well internal damnation sounds sort of like so that's what in their own in the in the OWN.
In our own language, we say Eternal damnation see going on and on and no never-ending changes. It's like that. How are in time forever? Yeah, whatever. Hmm and I'd like to do with Dante and hellfire. No nothing to do with that. Don't be afraid of that. That's right here. No. No, I mean, there's no other Darkness.
Yeah.
How is it possible to really acting that way? How do you get back in that illusory World any kind of conviction you hold down a job. The thing is that old on the job e very active and all that but time and again keep your awareness focused on the fact that all this is in usury and you're playing a role apart.
So it's just like the puppet plays its role. There is neither really speaking any personality there or any stages or anything. The one behind the stage is pulling strings and making you act if you have that behind your mind, you involve yourself in all the activities and he sailed to happily through all these things which is a fact which is the truth.
The behind it all is the Puppeteer. Let the puppets some other so linked with the truth of existence that they carry with them the stamp of existence the carry the stamp of assertions, which is
Which is the prerogative only of Truth to assert itself, but because we are linked with it because he has put the glove in to pull the strings that link. Is there those little impressions in a college or the wives you see that makes us feel that he I am I am and assertions are there makes us feel real we assert our existence as real.
All these things work late because of her linked with him because of the link with him means the Puppeteer. So while enacting of all right, you have got that this good to have those wives good to be a linked with the truth. It's a great blessedness. Yeah, it is true. And that's two very good. But then what we miss is we miss this that awareness that we are just playing the role. He's the one who
Makes us play their own.
We are just carrying out what he wants us to he wants us to put our hands up. So we put a we played that game you see but we don't you forget that so it doesn't divide us from carrying out all our activities in illusion. It is it's meant for that all this is the all this has been created to remember him to keep him in Focus that he is the one behind it all.
Time and again you miss that how many times we must have spoken about it here each day brings us the same thing back to the same statement and yet we forget to its release lips.
This is also with a purpose but it slips our minds lips our attention slips from our awareness why if it is they're constantly how will we gain the experience they have to gain these experiences. You have to become a woman. You have to become a man. You have to become rich. You have to become poor. You have to cry. You have to laugh lovely you have to be carefree. You have to be burdened with all case all these impressions.
Gather together make you
Then for once and for all times that you are not and yellowness, that's how it is. But are these opposites you see here? We make believe. Yeah, Baba has said that the world is
Nothing, but illusion but illusion is isn't it? I am but I am because of it again go on go on go back to him. Go back to him in all your activities go back to you and then to the nice thing have all the experience has lived through all the experiences go through all that collect all the experiences and you will then get your service stablished in the fact. I am not alone.
That experiences with you really are not really you you don't experience yourself. You have your selfishness is shed and his heinous is manifested.
Yesterday I was going to say sticking with that analogy that you used of sort of a dollar something about it put on the hand that lets say the puppet really speaking is an inanimate object that it's only the hand that fits it then gives it life that says I'm lucky the monkey or whatever name we are at your Gary or whatever that that gives it life. Well, I because it is an attached just try telling him to the hell. Yeah, dude, but it's like
I could see using the analogy to let's say when this body or your body or anybody says I am real it's not true. But if
What I'm saying is is it really that puppet monkey speaking or is the voice really coming from the depths of my being that somewhere inside that something that's not connected with my body is making a statement. I am real isn't it the hand that gives it the life to say that to begin with it? No, the body could have never said that it is the Puppeteer who says that you have seen puppet show. Yeah with the pockets anything just became the voice and the Puppeteer says that anything else that I'm this I'm that.
And you eventually says I am the no but that's my point get the monkey that the monkey can't say anything on its own. So even if I say, I am real yeah that come on the face of real. Yeah. I'm good. Yeah, because yeah because you what you say is just the puppet on its own can't say anything so but what's what I'm saying is it is God that has to get over his own.
Ian and not any illusion that I have to get rid of it is God's miss misunderstanding that makes me safe in a misunderstanding fashion as you are there anyway because whatever you associate is this Dad inanimate object isn't there as long as he's playing the game, you know, you stand no chance, right? That's what I said. So my point is is that what is the use of telling individuals?
Try this process try that we think that it just seems to me that it's an inevitable play of the Puppeteer within you and will take its own time and mold its own session. That's true. That's what I said to her. That's what I said to her that these are important things for you in spite of it all you think about it. You have to become a booming you have to become manual to become big yet because of because of the experiences it will be only this that will lead you
To actually experience you're not missing. How will you share yourself? How will you how will you be not because it is the Puppeteer speaking through you but is the puppet that feels asserts that I am speaking people and makes other people accept the fact that take puppeteers make love puppets plague love and all that something but the Puppeteer is the only one who makes do you does all
So what?
We are we are attached to the fuckin year and we are just playing the role but while playing their own what happens to us is although the Puppeteer speaks out from us that well, I am great. I am big I'm this and I'm that being attached to the rear the truth of it all puppet itself feels that I am great. That is wrong. That's the mind that mind that is there that experience
That I am who's that? I'm not I am so that that is in the way that has to be annihilated. That's the way but he does say to the puppets you choose.
The puppet has some say well, what do you mean awake now choose to awake now? Yeah, he says so is he tells us so he wants us to choose now instantaneously, but he you want to have your own ways have your own way play the game more but who sells this Baba on the seat says that to us Baba in a cell
That is the game ring is that he's the one who's playing this game? Very very easy and makes us believe that we are doing it. We are it's not we won what you Eric to choose to love him Baba or else to was when he when he sits there. He says that class but he tells whom he doesn't tell a rights. He tells himself in errors and
Love him. Yeah, but Blair, it's me the for Life. Yeah, the thing is that that Puppeteer after having a had those experiences.
He's having had having gone through all the Opposites of that. He's the futility of it that he is not the one then he begs to reveal. He begs the Puppeteer to reveal himself who is behind it. All I feel it that I'm doing it, but I'm not doing it. I know it now I'm becoming aware about the futility of my being so why don't you reveal know soon as he reveals are not that's all that's the only thing so the moment is when we are fed up.
Of our own game of assertions
It does give the no doubt about it. How much more it is to me? No, but here is my contention is that there really is? No puppet that what you talk about is the hand behind that let's say it continues to give life to are urge. But and it's like the Puppeteer meso identify with the roll the dough almost the extension of his personality that he's playing through his hand. But as soon as he takes out his hand there is no role whatsoever. There is no such thing as mind as being separate or ha
I told you so that it's the only thing there is is the hand that gives it life. And as long as that hand wants to identify with that role you'll identify with them. So there is no such thing of me trying to get over this and this if you thinking that knee trying to get over this and this that's what the hand is plugging into play at that moment that it's that it's not some kind of a trick that the puppet all of a sudden identified with certain life and is trying to get over it's only they're the only reason I am who I am is because God wants to experience this.
Is role as for the same with everybody else in this room. Yeah brother. That's very very very very true. But this awareness that has dawned upon you is because of him having taken to seat and come here as another puppet to tell this puppet.
Get behind it. So he relates with the puppets as a puppet. No and Puppeteer there has to come to bring this awareness into us and we speak out like puppets which parents again the same thing. Yeah. So unless and until he brings home to ask this thing you see and we are again, but also with all this what happens is the process of him being bound in US
Even being playing this of winding up the game some of us some of the puppets. So this coming over here is to wind up the game in some of the buttons. Yeah. Yeah because they have become old that they won't be able to play the part more now and so forth and so on. I mean isn't the wrong more like a disguise like somebody who is multi handed. Let's say not just to not just hundred millions billions are
Infinite number of hands that he could put infinite number of it's about but one being from which is generated and just and so it's like the same Puppeteer with everyone just talking it's like the hand is their hand is there and these are only just metres away for a chance to talk to ourselves. Yeah, and we just like that only one so who's doing the show for it? That's what started this. That's the joke. That's the Absurd it is this this show is
Is for his own pleasure. Yeah, that's what he has said in the beginning. Yeah, that's the mighty joke. You see what has happened is, you know, we have been telling Baba has told us about it the for whom is he doing it? Why is it in why all the sudden involvement? Why do you bring us into the picture? You see if you are the one so he says what can I do? I have got different attributes and one of the attributes
Has brought about the whole thing is love.
And that attribute of infinite love inherent in itself is to share the Lord.
It is so it is the trade of Love is that it must flow. It must be shared. It is in its very nature and he is infinite love so it needs to flow it needs to be shared. But share with whom there's nobody to share how to share but it has the tremendous urge the potential is there to share. So how could that potential be put into action is so he said this is how he explained to us.
He said have you seen a person who is sick and still not knowing what to do?
So he how does he pass his time? You know, he plays a game of Solitaire. Have you seen the game of solitaire solitaire? Is it a French word? He brought this word into he told us we didn't know that because it's a big French game or something like that. This is yeah. So he makes believe that here is Jeff here. Whereas here is Rose Rosemary here is Madeline here is Rick Gary and all these things are there and
He plays the game himself this and derives pleasure Joy. Please stay out of it making the person lose are making the person win making this and making making him many pastors Jack and king and queen and all that sort of thing. Is this so because of that inherent trait of infinite love to be shared. I began to imagine and true. This imagination cropped up this creation is
And because that imagination is linked to who is imagining whose imagination is that of Eternal infinite existence? So it is the imagination of that exist infinite existence. So in imagining
It carried with it the stamp of existence has the started cropping up. That's how we are and because they're totally linked with the substance. So the assertion his assertion is the you know, I am so that I am gets translated into illusion. You see the imagination that is illusion and yourself. I'm Jeff. I bet you are not then the whole thing has come around is like you see it's like a Frankenstein that has cropped up Luke.
He says that he says that and then I feel so sad and like myself Bound in it. I see you are not that I am the one no, I am I am Jeff. Who are you? I am the maker of you know, I am see that's how the game is one. That's how his spiritual suffering is seeing us Bound in a mental suffering is that you don't want to pay heed to what I say. Now you say so because God is a old and bored old man. We got to go through this.
God himself is he was freaking out like it is all then the answer to Rosemary question of why should we bother it's because we must play the role. He has given us the best we can because of his love and maybe even love us because of Love is that it is because it all stemmed from Love and all that is happening is because of love and all that.
That is bound to end in the result happy result is because of his love. There's nothing Beyond it. The game is worth the candle after all creation the purpose of Creation in creation that we are now human beings creatures animals or anything there is nothing but love to experience that love ya and specially human form is such that it is ripe mature to express love.
Be loud and be loving all the time. So that's how it is. So the charm of loving is to be experienced in this creation. We see so much perversion so much hatred and anger and
Then just remove Justin but so just love this creation is mint.
To experience fully completely that aspect that attribute of the Creator love to love to be loved and beloved and that's why he says my message in this is usually world is what love me because I have created you to love me.
I agree. I want you gone. Now. I have given you my love. I shared my love with you you love me now, but he said no, I don't want to love I want to love Mary. I want to love Jay and I want to love Jeff and this and that but I am the one I want love from you it is because I wanted to share that love I agreed you who said you created me. Hi. I'm followed by somebody I did this I did that and I searched in straight face because why these assertions are because we are
Directly linked to the Supreme assertion. I am before. I don't know how to express ordering. Is there any effort there's no further expression. Otherwise you go into Paradox. Yeah, you think he could have
Control can try various ways methods he will he'll he'll try to give his life in order to please the one whom he loves. It is the manifestation of love to please the other party.
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The mental suffering seized with the dropping of his body spiritual suffering continues being bound in us and being bound in us. He again has his physical suffering mental suffering spiritual suffering because of that infinite spiritual suffering is finds himself experienced himself Bound in us like that, which is one of the things that made me see perhaps the meaning of don't worry and be happy. That seems such a
Superficial thing when I first heard it, but the less we worry the nice Uplink causing anymore. Yeah, that's true. If at all we want to take a accept the fact that we are something
Paul Wesley pings and things
And whatever little significance
Maidana pain in your mind. It's because of
Involvement with him. That's all.
Having the ring round ones finger that story. I told you remember you were here. Yes ring on the Tea Party or on the table that has no price. It's worthless Royal Signet ring of the king is a metal something like that of what worth it is nothing.
But the ring round his finger that's that same ring comes around his finger.
It's Priceless likewise. We all should be round his finger. Then we get the worth being fulfilled idea expectations. Yes.
Yeah, one of the common things that complaints is that one of the other fields at that partner is not fulfilling. They don't feel fulfilled in this relationship. I mean, that's good. But that has to be a show. Do you see if you go down see to that side? You know, that is harboring such a thought in itself is a vest didn't even want to do follow what I'm saying?
Harboring such a thought or trying your mind to tempt you into thinking that way is in itself a vested interest that brings about the situations like this people have nothing to do with that. What does that do? People will say well why we can get married if you don't even get fulfillment in it. No, that's what filament of what
Tell me tell me tell me tell me.
What what is your what is the Criterion happiness? What are the what's the criteria for him? One of the common things is one of the other feeling neglected, you know a feeling that they are not really seen and appreciated for what they are. The husband say is just come in and
How you doin honey in this net or so that's what that whole you say even that vested interest for someone to expect to be appreciated. Yeah seen kind of a little more for who they are really aren't even that is asking to yes. Yeah loud needs no such things.
Goes overboard nothing to do with all these things. Yeah, that's that's the Crux of a lot of break up marriages but something that is fulfilling. Otherwise, why am I staying with this man? That's one of the complaints this is so Insidious. It happens only life. And once you let the edge of it in it grows and grows and grows and forget this not what you put in.
Yeah, if you have a key idea and wacky Notions of fulfillment and what can help you.
We all started with that. You know, what what I forget about these things, even it comes up then it's right. It's just patchy now it becomes but the thing is that the very fact when you begin with it base your things on sacrifice giving in offering that's what is what we were discussing the other day, isn't it? That's the very basis of a married life. So,
Neglect is there from one party that gives an opportunity to the other party that cannot be the excuse for divorce because that gives a greater scope for the other party to give you.
What I'm saying, is he the difference she asked me about how did I see? I didn't feel myself wretched on the contrary. I felt myself. So pure so good.
I was the person you see who took pride in myself being so straight. So on it never would never any person found you to be angry whenever any person had heard any any lies from me or ill ill feelings were created by me for anybody. I was so good. So loving such a nice young man, and I was proud about myself.
There was no such feeling of being registered agent. But before I came to Baba.
There was no need for me to approach God because I was Godly in myself within myself. It was it's true like that is the situation like that.
Then when I came to Baba all the surfaced, I became first class liar. I became to one of the worst short tempered person in the community here with the monthly. I used to hurt the feelings of so many people around the elders and all the yeah. I used to be rude to Baba I and everything you must take it. I never I never did anything. I became a drunkard. I became a smoker I used to well lavishly spend money and all that.
I think all the streets that were never to be found in me before I joined Baba surfaced here and that was telling upon me I but luckily by his grace. I became aware of it. What's the matter with you? Yeah, that's not says great one to become aware is a greater still towards him. So I became aware about I was so good coming to him. I should become better more best by joining him naturally, but it becomes more.
Or Worse. What is this? That's the time when Baba Comfort is the same thing, but he talked told me a different thing you wear sugar cane in my palms and I cut you and then extracted juice out of the cane till that time. It was all right, but if I had to keep the juice as it is it would ferment and get into vinegar, but I wanted it to be crystallized into sugar. So I put it in a Boiling Pot and when you start boiling nothing the scum, although everything is surely not.
Is so sweet. You are sugar killed sir. But still it is this the scum is the the dirt is this for animal ancestors and everything is there so when I boil it naturally the think comes to the surface and you feel yourself alerted. What's this? I'm not there.
But was in you it does come out.
So all that I do is when it comes up. I just throw this come out. You see an allow the pure juice to boil and crystallized into crystals. So don't be afraid of what you see there on the surface.
Cb heat to the substance that you are all sweetness and about to be transformed into sugar crystals. This is what he told us is true about his marriage as we're talking about. It's underneath it. Yeah, it's all I need everything is there but these are the experiences you have to take experience it this way that way and anything but if you want to get rid of all these things you all have been asking so
Is what we say the fundamental basis of all all this is life of sacrifice life of understanding life of giving him all this is the it's not a joke. It's not fun to have a married life. It's a discipline. You enter into a sort of a what do you call? You know, what is that called? You know what?
Discipline spiritual discipline you call it among Catholics, you know.
Governor Kasich coming in here like that Holy state of matrimony. Yeah, whatever you call it. You see, that's how it is. Did we take it to be a great fun? You know, we spread parties and have dances and drinks and all that and one one fine have honeymoon. Yeah, go ahead. Then what you've done separation and bye bye and good friends.
Yeah, yeah, I could go out there to learn through experience has learned to best way of learning in married life is to giving and just see the response gun, but nobody wants to give him I put my foot down and you put your foot down. I put my foot that's how it is.
Think good of others just as money ask for it's very short prayer. You have heard that story from a father. She's a lazy woman, you know child at the time when she's going to school. She plays all about and then at the time of examination she Longs for some help spiritual help as well. She says that I will can the stairs lessons and my father should pray for me. So every time it would be like that softer examination. Of course, it worked out very well between the two and afterwards some time you see
She hasn't thought why can't I learn the pair? Also, my father says she's ask father for a prayer which is which will be just one minute prayer something small. Her father says to her that I will teach you a prayer which won't even take minutes. Well, it was the least time Factor at the time. So what is that prayer won't take a minute also. Yes, never think he'll a father that is that is the only prayer
Think of being good Brothers all others will want to do good to you.
Think of doing anything evil to others all others would want to do evil to you dislike that you are repaid in your own coins T is the always getting while we should think good of all of my all that I know about it. All is because there is a book on this.
Alabama has got it because it prophesizes many things to come. So there is a book. He's very fond about fond of all these things but what I heard personally about it, I personally heard about them was that there were three messages given to these kids you see sometime back and they have been reportedly.
Deliver to the pope of the time in the Vatican.
And he had gone through these three passages. He shade this shade to messages out of the tree with the public was sometime in the past, but he retained one of the messages and the last message was that that he has come again and walks the Earth and he was he has come again in 1894 or something as a date is given
And that has been retained not publicized.
And this was told to me by one of the Bible hours.
Who was in Miami Florida there? There was a baba meeting and a certain person comes there in the meeting and finds out that this particular place and the assemblage is talking about somebody whom they take to be Christ. And then he later on found out that his birth year was 1894 that struck him. Yes. This is he
Was the start of the Valley of the Pope at the time and at the time when these messages were brought and they were being discussed. I overheard these things. I know it but two messages were given out and one has been retained. I don't know why this is all second and third or fourth. No, no. No, when did the original incident happened turn of the century 1910?
But I haven't paid much attention to these things. You see there are these things are the third and information comes to us. What we'll what have we to do with that. Yes. He We Know This Much that he he was born in 1894. We are we are in the north it.
You need not be told by a third person you see I have to that's all that is but it didn't register as something very important to me because he is that soy but it is of great importance to people you know but who are on the world they are sitting on the fence whether we should accept him as the one who has come again or should not should be should not say to them little straws help
He has said that his grace had it not been for the law of Grace. We all stand.
To be totally took a Total Domination forever puny creatures as we are not knowing what we are doing or what we are saying and how we are living.
It is only because of his grace that sustains us.
There's a Thing Called Love Grace, which is which also supersedes.
The law of Justice Divine Justice
It justice justice demands that we should be condemned.
For eternally happy we have no standing. We are nothing but because of his grace we come to life and we somehow or other we are accepted by him. And he says that Grace is overflowing it is for us to take advantage of the flow of the grace that is there is all-pervading always at all times.
When you create the tallest then you go to the water. Otherwise, there is the water there. The rivers are flowing. The water is there to drink faucets are running everything the way only when you need water then you go to it likewise Grace is everywhere only when you have The Thirst so what happens is
To have the tallest itself is also is Grace.
So that when you have the cursed for the grace you go to the grace to create that Grace.
That helps you to have develop the thirst for it.
Is
The way that one has to live in the world how we should live is see that the least that we can do is to see that we don't displease him.
And
Try to hold on to him repeat remember him repeat his name and all this is this and then the grace comes you see.
Descends upon you that creates The Thirst so that you can take advantage full advantage of the grace. That is Overflow.
For that you have to actually have an effort that effort is to discipline yourself. What is the discipline discipline is to remember try to find out because of creation. What is happening? Who is the creator from? Where have you come? What are you doing? Why are you here is the purpose of your life to just struggle and survive through struggle? No.
Both of this guy different all the setup millions of people here wedding. Is this the purpose of life then begin to think?
And then you begin to remember him begin to somehow or other, you know, Ray little hope comes well, maybe that if I remember him or he may be that the one who what I am thinking about is being registered by someone. There are some for someone something that is there. And so you begin to cultivate the habit of getting in tune with him and remember him.
Remembrance has to be extended has to be frequent every now and then so forth then you can get.
Get in tune with him that makes the grace descend upon you that gives you the thirst to seek out his brains to surrender to him. And when you surrender to him, then it's all over but that surrender is the initial surrender after that his grace again continues to flow then time. And again you surrender each year you make a result to suspect him that surrender leads you to for the surrender of each month each week and every day.
Then you live a life of surrender to him. It's like that. So without his grace there's nothing it is only through his grace that you can surrender to him and become his well, if you are a slave Mark in the market gold market of slavery. There must be a person you see in you.
You are a slave you call yourself to your open for sale.
But if there's no purchaser then what will happen.
Nothing, so it's like that so for that you have to exert a little effort to put yourself up you see to be attractive to be to incite the one who would want to go in for you. See look your best you said the time so that he gets you by his you
But that the effort is needed to draw his attention draw. What will you do suppose if you are there you're put on the stage there. What do you call it stage you call it were the slaves were sold at auction for an auction block. Yeah, very auction is taking place there. You are standing there. What you do is try to attract the attention. You see all the buyer.
Likewise we have to draw the attention if you want to become a slave you have to draw the attention of your lord and that attention can be drawn.
Truly statements
Remember him I think of him.
Try to remain presentable to him. These are the things. Otherwise, we stand to talk for Total Domination. There's no way out.
But that doesn't sound to be a happy note, you know, we are not made for that for Total Domination. I Jennifer but it is said so
So what is in fact in reality that will be more optimistic than being so pessimistic about our being that is that we are not let one thing is so great to see which this fellow doesn't want to hear yourself. But that is the most optimistic thing is that we can think of that we are not at all.
We have nothing to do with it all.
If we can accept the fact that we are not we are already surrendered to him.
They have been trying to put our image forward we succeed we fail there are people well people struggle for wealth. We know they're struggling for happiness. They get happiness. They get wealth. They all have palaces. They are the Kings have the Kingdom's but still there is something lacking and what is it? So these all these things you see our efforts on apart analyze dissect and Ponder upon and that
Bill draws the attention of the buyer the Lord
Except you.
All that is around the world brings home to you the futility of your being you kid into believing that you are.
So that should not be the fact is you are not.
And you are search bar. It's always like that.
What in reality is that all of us are not and he alone is but we threw our pretensions have created a life where we accept the fact that we are and he's not.
So it has the state has to change take a different turn the scenes are different kissing and that can be had by his grace to have his grace. You have to get attract his attention.
There's can to attract his attention. Also instead of looking sharp through indifference to him through in different stream. Also. Yes, you can.
If you remember your indifference is so much. So determined to be indifference that you remember him then I'll see you attract. But you if you are if you have a passive indifference the nothing. Well, you stand to tote for Total Domination condemnation forever. But if you are if you are in difference is active then it reminds you remember him that is also that can help.
You mean by damnation forever? No, nothing continuing with your yeah, just grind all the time all the time and is the difference is he has so impatient. He wanted instantaneously. That's what we are talking about. Is it end is there of course we are not talking about the n-well internal damnation sounds sort of like so that's what in their own in the in the OWN.
In our own language, we say Eternal damnation see going on and on and no never-ending changes. It's like that. How are in time forever? Yeah, whatever. Hmm and I'd like to do with Dante and hellfire. No nothing to do with that. Don't be afraid of that. That's right here. No. No, I mean, there's no other Darkness.
Yeah.
How is it possible to really acting that way? How do you get back in that illusory World any kind of conviction you hold down a job. The thing is that old on the job e very active and all that but time and again keep your awareness focused on the fact that all this is in usury and you're playing a role apart.
So it's just like the puppet plays its role. There is neither really speaking any personality there or any stages or anything. The one behind the stage is pulling strings and making you act if you have that behind your mind, you involve yourself in all the activities and he sailed to happily through all these things which is a fact which is the truth.
The behind it all is the Puppeteer. Let the puppets some other so linked with the truth of existence that they carry with them the stamp of existence the carry the stamp of assertions, which is
Which is the prerogative only of Truth to assert itself, but because we are linked with it because he has put the glove in to pull the strings that link. Is there those little impressions in a college or the wives you see that makes us feel that he I am I am and assertions are there makes us feel real we assert our existence as real.
All these things work late because of her linked with him because of the link with him means the Puppeteer. So while enacting of all right, you have got that this good to have those wives good to be a linked with the truth. It's a great blessedness. Yeah, it is true. And that's two very good. But then what we miss is we miss this that awareness that we are just playing the role. He's the one who
Makes us play their own.
We are just carrying out what he wants us to he wants us to put our hands up. So we put a we played that game you see but we don't you forget that so it doesn't divide us from carrying out all our activities in illusion. It is it's meant for that all this is the all this has been created to remember him to keep him in Focus that he is the one behind it all.
Time and again you miss that how many times we must have spoken about it here each day brings us the same thing back to the same statement and yet we forget to its release lips.
This is also with a purpose but it slips our minds lips our attention slips from our awareness why if it is they're constantly how will we gain the experience they have to gain these experiences. You have to become a woman. You have to become a man. You have to become rich. You have to become poor. You have to cry. You have to laugh lovely you have to be carefree. You have to be burdened with all case all these impressions.
Gather together make you
Then for once and for all times that you are not and yellowness, that's how it is. But are these opposites you see here? We make believe. Yeah, Baba has said that the world is
Nothing, but illusion but illusion is isn't it? I am but I am because of it again go on go on go back to him. Go back to him in all your activities go back to you and then to the nice thing have all the experience has lived through all the experiences go through all that collect all the experiences and you will then get your service stablished in the fact. I am not alone.
That experiences with you really are not really you you don't experience yourself. You have your selfishness is shed and his heinous is manifested.
Yesterday I was going to say sticking with that analogy that you used of sort of a dollar something about it put on the hand that lets say the puppet really speaking is an inanimate object that it's only the hand that fits it then gives it life that says I'm lucky the monkey or whatever name we are at your Gary or whatever that that gives it life. Well, I because it is an attached just try telling him to the hell. Yeah, dude, but it's like
I could see using the analogy to let's say when this body or your body or anybody says I am real it's not true. But if
What I'm saying is is it really that puppet monkey speaking or is the voice really coming from the depths of my being that somewhere inside that something that's not connected with my body is making a statement. I am real isn't it the hand that gives it the life to say that to begin with it? No, the body could have never said that it is the Puppeteer who says that you have seen puppet show. Yeah with the pockets anything just became the voice and the Puppeteer says that anything else that I'm this I'm that.
And you eventually says I am the no but that's my point get the monkey that the monkey can't say anything on its own. So even if I say, I am real yeah that come on the face of real. Yeah. I'm good. Yeah, because yeah because you what you say is just the puppet on its own can't say anything so but what's what I'm saying is it is God that has to get over his own.
Ian and not any illusion that I have to get rid of it is God's miss misunderstanding that makes me safe in a misunderstanding fashion as you are there anyway because whatever you associate is this Dad inanimate object isn't there as long as he's playing the game, you know, you stand no chance, right? That's what I said. So my point is is that what is the use of telling individuals?
Try this process try that we think that it just seems to me that it's an inevitable play of the Puppeteer within you and will take its own time and mold its own session. That's true. That's what I said to her. That's what I said to her that these are important things for you in spite of it all you think about it. You have to become a booming you have to become manual to become big yet because of because of the experiences it will be only this that will lead you
To actually experience you're not missing. How will you share yourself? How will you how will you be not because it is the Puppeteer speaking through you but is the puppet that feels asserts that I am speaking people and makes other people accept the fact that take puppeteers make love puppets plague love and all that something but the Puppeteer is the only one who makes do you does all
So what?
We are we are attached to the fuckin year and we are just playing the role but while playing their own what happens to us is although the Puppeteer speaks out from us that well, I am great. I am big I'm this and I'm that being attached to the rear the truth of it all puppet itself feels that I am great. That is wrong. That's the mind that mind that is there that experience
That I am who's that? I'm not I am so that that is in the way that has to be annihilated. That's the way but he does say to the puppets you choose.
The puppet has some say well, what do you mean awake now choose to awake now? Yeah, he says so is he tells us so he wants us to choose now instantaneously, but he you want to have your own ways have your own way play the game more but who sells this Baba on the seat says that to us Baba in a cell
That is the game ring is that he's the one who's playing this game? Very very easy and makes us believe that we are doing it. We are it's not we won what you Eric to choose to love him Baba or else to was when he when he sits there. He says that class but he tells whom he doesn't tell a rights. He tells himself in errors and
Love him. Yeah, but Blair, it's me the for Life. Yeah, the thing is that that Puppeteer after having a had those experiences.
He's having had having gone through all the Opposites of that. He's the futility of it that he is not the one then he begs to reveal. He begs the Puppeteer to reveal himself who is behind it. All I feel it that I'm doing it, but I'm not doing it. I know it now I'm becoming aware about the futility of my being so why don't you reveal know soon as he reveals are not that's all that's the only thing so the moment is when we are fed up.
Of our own game of assertions
It does give the no doubt about it. How much more it is to me? No, but here is my contention is that there really is? No puppet that what you talk about is the hand behind that let's say it continues to give life to are urge. But and it's like the Puppeteer meso identify with the roll the dough almost the extension of his personality that he's playing through his hand. But as soon as he takes out his hand there is no role whatsoever. There is no such thing as mind as being separate or ha
I told you so that it's the only thing there is is the hand that gives it life. And as long as that hand wants to identify with that role you'll identify with them. So there is no such thing of me trying to get over this and this if you thinking that knee trying to get over this and this that's what the hand is plugging into play at that moment that it's that it's not some kind of a trick that the puppet all of a sudden identified with certain life and is trying to get over it's only they're the only reason I am who I am is because God wants to experience this.
Is role as for the same with everybody else in this room. Yeah brother. That's very very very very true. But this awareness that has dawned upon you is because of him having taken to seat and come here as another puppet to tell this puppet.
Get behind it. So he relates with the puppets as a puppet. No and Puppeteer there has to come to bring this awareness into us and we speak out like puppets which parents again the same thing. Yeah. So unless and until he brings home to ask this thing you see and we are again, but also with all this what happens is the process of him being bound in US
Even being playing this of winding up the game some of us some of the puppets. So this coming over here is to wind up the game in some of the buttons. Yeah. Yeah because they have become old that they won't be able to play the part more now and so forth and so on. I mean isn't the wrong more like a disguise like somebody who is multi handed. Let's say not just to not just hundred millions billions are
Infinite number of hands that he could put infinite number of it's about but one being from which is generated and just and so it's like the same Puppeteer with everyone just talking it's like the hand is their hand is there and these are only just metres away for a chance to talk to ourselves. Yeah, and we just like that only one so who's doing the show for it? That's what started this. That's the joke. That's the Absurd it is this this show is
Is for his own pleasure. Yeah, that's what he has said in the beginning. Yeah, that's the mighty joke. You see what has happened is, you know, we have been telling Baba has told us about it the for whom is he doing it? Why is it in why all the sudden involvement? Why do you bring us into the picture? You see if you are the one so he says what can I do? I have got different attributes and one of the attributes
Has brought about the whole thing is love.
And that attribute of infinite love inherent in itself is to share the Lord.
It is so it is the trade of Love is that it must flow. It must be shared. It is in its very nature and he is infinite love so it needs to flow it needs to be shared. But share with whom there's nobody to share how to share but it has the tremendous urge the potential is there to share. So how could that potential be put into action is so he said this is how he explained to us.
He said have you seen a person who is sick and still not knowing what to do?
So he how does he pass his time? You know, he plays a game of Solitaire. Have you seen the game of solitaire solitaire? Is it a French word? He brought this word into he told us we didn't know that because it's a big French game or something like that. This is yeah. So he makes believe that here is Jeff here. Whereas here is Rose Rosemary here is Madeline here is Rick Gary and all these things are there and
He plays the game himself this and derives pleasure Joy. Please stay out of it making the person lose are making the person win making this and making making him many pastors Jack and king and queen and all that sort of thing. Is this so because of that inherent trait of infinite love to be shared. I began to imagine and true. This imagination cropped up this creation is
And because that imagination is linked to who is imagining whose imagination is that of Eternal infinite existence? So it is the imagination of that exist infinite existence. So in imagining
It carried with it the stamp of existence has the started cropping up. That's how we are and because they're totally linked with the substance. So the assertion his assertion is the you know, I am so that I am gets translated into illusion. You see the imagination that is illusion and yourself. I'm Jeff. I bet you are not then the whole thing has come around is like you see it's like a Frankenstein that has cropped up Luke.
He says that he says that and then I feel so sad and like myself Bound in it. I see you are not that I am the one no, I am I am Jeff. Who are you? I am the maker of you know, I am see that's how the game is one. That's how his spiritual suffering is seeing us Bound in a mental suffering is that you don't want to pay heed to what I say. Now you say so because God is a old and bored old man. We got to go through this.
God himself is he was freaking out like it is all then the answer to Rosemary question of why should we bother it's because we must play the role. He has given us the best we can because of his love and maybe even love us because of Love is that it is because it all stemmed from Love and all that is happening is because of love and all that.
That is bound to end in the result happy result is because of his love. There's nothing Beyond it. The game is worth the candle after all creation the purpose of Creation in creation that we are now human beings creatures animals or anything there is nothing but love to experience that love ya and specially human form is such that it is ripe mature to express love.
Be loud and be loving all the time. So that's how it is. So the charm of loving is to be experienced in this creation. We see so much perversion so much hatred and anger and
Then just remove Justin but so just love this creation is mint.
To experience fully completely that aspect that attribute of the Creator love to love to be loved and beloved and that's why he says my message in this is usually world is what love me because I have created you to love me.
I agree. I want you gone. Now. I have given you my love. I shared my love with you you love me now, but he said no, I don't want to love I want to love Mary. I want to love Jay and I want to love Jeff and this and that but I am the one I want love from you it is because I wanted to share that love I agreed you who said you created me. Hi. I'm followed by somebody I did this I did that and I searched in straight face because why these assertions are because we are
Directly linked to the Supreme assertion. I am before. I don't know how to express ordering. Is there any effort there's no further expression. Otherwise you go into Paradox. Yeah, you think he could have
Control can try various ways methods he will he'll he'll try to give his life in order to please the one whom he loves. It is the manifestation of love to please the other party.
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