Meher Baba Manifesting

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Very carefully like purse.

Gyms, and put them in a basket because we cook them and make them we learnt in the north that you could cook raw papaya and you should never be very economical by Baba was away for master method work with the men manly, he would just intended knowledgeable cook makes things out of leaves in a turnip leaves and radish leaves over all edges we have when Bob came back then we could have the rice and daal and things.

So this was good is Robert class, but they you know.

He would have been is nobody to live it is what wins by new life. These are all symbolic representations of what life Village made us lead and he led you like for him. There was no question of him leading the new life, but he comes in our midst as a gate to set a guideline for us.

That symbolically represented what your new life should be seemed like there was a time entails for the new life. I was thinking it was a conversation between you and Dawn Stevens my friend and money also in my name is also there in Belen was saying sometimes effected. Well the new life did not give any kind of pattern. I think what down was getting at

People being hippies at that time and I didn't want people to be happy remember that all exchange exchange, but there was the discipline that Shirley was. Yeah the right that we have mentioned. We have made it clear that point hasn't lived here. But the hippie life of the 60s was in disciplinary was in discipline. Yeah, but our new life, although it was it was a gypsy life, but had sure discipline.

Was there someone said have hope and I was thinking of the importance of hopefulness understand and just feeling myself with no somewhat hopeless in recent times that my life is difficult. The life of my friends is difficult and

When I first heard about it, there was always a certain expectation soon. He'll break this island then change will come and then you know as time goes by he begins to feel this less and much less and just before you ask that question. I was about to ask the question. What about the life of hopelessness? Will you able to achieve that state of hopelessness from from living the new life where?

There can be no more disappointment. Like the illusion of disappointment is totally seen through. Yeah, it was seen through it was him.

But remember that we did not live the new life.

You were lazy ones. He wanted to go in New Life and those who work wish to accompany him can accompany him on certain conditions. It was just like the story that she said just now that you wanted you want to come me then your company and you just whatever good or bad orders. I give you you carry. The my you should not all the conditions were there. You shouldn't have a garlic paste you SI?

The horsey face as he called it horse like that. He is always a smile on your face, whatever be the circumstances. So it was not that we were leading the new life, but we were following him in New Life.

Which of course tantamount to Leading a new life? I'm still stuck on that tape, you played yesterday and some and that stuck on a great day because I know boy tells us to be as great as we can in our lives at the same time. It's very difficult thing to go out in the world and took to be as good as you can and that be

The effect of that furniture

Kind of thoughtful

But that depict the tape depicts you see the turns and twists that are evil leads us into committing. Is he trying to think good trying to think I'm being humble being hate being small and all. Those are what the big says Baba has. So ably pointed out to us has everything is binding finds you who creates those Impressions that are there you see keeps you down all the time.

You want to get out of the clutches of the bindings Rachel and all the more you get you get all sorts of attacks. One of my favorite things I've ever seen this. Is he little these to be Chinese finger puzzle. We have the United States where you stick your finger in it. And then when you pull really hard your stomach in. Hey, you get more hearty very easy with it like witnessing get free. I was little I haven't seen that I'd love to find what I've been looking for him for five years.

I think it's like made of coil and you stick it in this way. Like you said if you put you know, you get them in and it's like a suction and then asks your hair and it kind of holds then how do you get when you let go of the tension of trying to get them out? You know when you feel like you yeah. Yeah the harder you pull the tighter it, isn't it? Wonderful. This is what

When you give in to the tightness, then suddenly the vanbrugh like expanding your finger that is becoming like particle of dust giving yeah surrender. Surrender Baba top showed me what surrender but you never told us anything about it. You never were such a good example. You are a Chinese you should have

Tibet

Where do you guys work on the highway burma-shave know? It's a sign on the side of the road was hit give way give way.

You know, it's not the right thing brother to use that word. What you yeah yield. Why what's that can kind of

Then you might succumb to your Temptation saying the Bible wants you to eat. Yeah, sometimes you have to burn off some him.

I legit way to him after that point again it I say sometimes you have to burn off some scars. Yeah, so nothing more.

Sometimes you have to kind the process accumulate more while burning is here. It is always the case when you burn off something why you have to give everything we have you want to burn the rubbish that is their get rid of it and strike a match and allow it to burn but that rubbish is still there.

Maintain and be always there's always a slip in this and that which escapes us is the infinite One. How can they inflate one Escape us? That's the day. So what happens is the slip is

That we always miss him in anything that we think of trying to feel or trying to get hold of him while holding getting hold of him. He slips out of my grip. So all the time focus upon try to get the Mind focusing upon him get the hard focusing upon the get your Consciousness awareness what your body mind soul possessions everything focused by then to say

But he slips slippery a very slippery.

He wants to steal our heart and we don't allow him to steal We Are Always On and On so at that time your word yield comes.

He said in good strategies and it is it comes in good State allow yield yourself to heaven. But to him it should complete only yield is not right. He'll to him allow him to capture your heart Steal Your Heart Surrender Your battle. He always used to exhort us is how many times you have whole life is nothing but Gamble.

Not only one life but every Incarnation your gambling you are not knowing what it is all about. You don't know anything about it. You gamble you cross all the distances. He gives me the number various figure you see you sit in his chair me board the ship. You don't know whether she was going to sink or not, but you take you you have a gamble you gamble on your life your gambling your very life their mind you and so many things are there you see where you continue to gamble gamble gamble.

You don't know what's going to happen now that it is going out of the door when he puts the step out what's going to happen to him, but he still Gamble's he dares to go out. He becomes independent and he negotiates things you see and all that was all gambling. She says, well you're so crowing to gambling.

What harm is there in gambling at least once in your lifetime Gamble?

Gamble your life at his feet easy. It will be engaging you won't be the loser the style.

If you don't we can gamble all throughout a lifetime all the incarnations and all that. But when gambling comes that we should gamble for him on him or what is the word you use gamble with gamble him. What is it? What's being English bear? Everything on? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah stake everything take a gamble gamble your life on him gamble your life on once.

And for all times

You're relieved of the burden.

But that is what happens is he comes time and again 2.2 us make us aware of it awaken us to the fact because he's slippery. He slips.

Once the truly mastered said one thing you like things that are said by the Muslim. So once he told us this he was sitting one day in Temple. Nice big Temple minding and under the idol of Lord Krishna. He was reclining against his his pedestal on which the idol was standing and it's dead of night.

And Baba is this gone to contact him? We had contacted him before and he's sitting like that and around him is his own fecal matter all thing is better overall than he Hospital don't know that is the temple mind you

And then Baba wants to contact him us. He wants us to detract distract his attention and something that will distract his attention from him so that he the Lord can serve him properly the way he wants to serve he is not that for anything else, but he wants to call his love but he being the Lord the slave doesn't want to do that. So we had to distract.

Slave you see and

So bubbles, give a signal to come on start your distractions will try to say something make him into a reply things and all that says while Baba is all the time fondling him and pouring out his loved him. So in one of the this episode that occurred I could find nothing except the dead of the night you sit is this little lamp that is burning there in front of the Statue of the Lord and all the and I said only by his name was only by said

But what is this what's place is this? So he looked he was there and then he looked at me and says don't you know, it's not as the temple. I'm translating in his vernacular English. So yeah, I see that it's edible. But what sort of a temple here that here? I just showed him and here's this is

People call it a temple, but do you know what what the temple is?

I said no. What is it? We hear that God is Houston all that. This is all know. It's not that it's not a it's not not that thing that is Sanctified dying himself what he told me. Those are the words of wisdom that comes out to come out at the time. This is you know, what the temple is with the people you act temples and voila. He saw infinite.

That they cannot lay their hands on him anyway.

So what they doing?

The make believe that they are captured in their got a hand on him and the feelings that you and put him here really speaking. It's a prison for him. It's not a temple. They want to imprison his Infinity would

That's what he said. It's a prison Bob said the same thing about acid violence cage Me baba said different way about his own body that this body that you see his body. You know, it's a coffin.

He has been nailed in it.

And we are so happy with his coffin associate in ourselves with his coffin and when he passes a from amidst you see

Then we feel the loss of it on the contrary should feel happy about it that he is released out of this.

That's his resurrection.

After three days

And Resurrection is not to be meant as not of the as we say see that support start the flight from the Earth to the Moon as Rumi said you see and he steps his foot there in the on the moon there says, it's not that it's not miss the Ascension. It's not a from Resurrection. There's the Ascension isn't it after Saudi roomy describe? The Ascension after Resurrection is not that it's not a person you

On the earth ascends to the moon and steps on the moon. It's not the Ascension. Although it is for the men it is so it's not that bad.

Real Ascension is like the sugar.

From the sugarcane farm that should transmutes itself into sugar that is Ascension of the sugarcane.

So the resurrection leads us to this this sort of Ascension, why is resurrection spoke of in terms of three days of dropping the gross body Bible because of the link you see what is there with the girls for three days even with the Avatar? Yeah body is body.

With the universal it is like that.

So the Avatar maintains his subtle and mental body after he grabs the gross body.

He of course here continues to the but is there a possibility of suffering with a mental or subtle body here of the other two after dropping the gross body. So when does The Suffering finally come to an end? I thought he thought when he dropped his grace It Go suffering comes to an end. You see sooner. This little suffering is only my job, but then he said that I don't just suffer physically and I have suffering is he

You call yourself wearing some people suffering, but I have three types of suffering I suffer physically mentally and spiritually and my suffering is such that suffer like that. It's physical you have seen that my accidents have taken place. So many things are there.

Something happens to my body and that's physical suffering is you all know and then mental suffering is that in spite of my being in your midst and all that. You longed to gather blessings from this st. And that same thing. That is my mental suffering. I have taken you all to be mine. I've taken you to take in you be mine and have shown you become shown you the way have made you aware of it and in spite of it.

Well, you have thoughts feelings of going here there and all that an amazing blessings.

That's wasn't there. So that's my mental suffering and my spiritual suffering is being engaged in you all the time so that the Avatar so annually, so is there's never a time when he doesn't know. He feels himself bound and limited within us.

We are closed. So when is the time he's finally free. He's never free is free in each one of us when we free him. He pees himself and we allow him healed.

But he does take rest for 700 years. Yeah, he does he drops. I can't understand how his son even can continue after he finishes his work and we suffer spiritually we can his spiritual suffering is constant.

No you and then it's the constant each his suffering is in each one of us. He he finds himself.

Imprisoned in each one of us. He finds himself Limited in each one of us him being infinite unlimited finds his limitations in each one of us enjoyed enjoyed all that.

But look here's the thing is that there are people who are sick yet take physical example when we get stumped you see the things beyond our understanding and so we have to fall back on our own Earth level. You see gain some sort of understanding from that suppose. If I am I'm sitting over here. I'm in pain at this juncture and yet I am Joy.

Danger all my suffering is them my suffering is a lot. There are people in the world who suffer like that you see and they yet enjoy. Is he the game this thing and all that sort of thing is they're not singing relief. Yeah. There is a read That's why when a person is suffering we play music or we tell stories or something because then that is a relief.

That is enjoying that is.

Filling in or put on my what you call not too strict.

We can weakening is suffering for the time being is less of suffering at the other times.

It's a remedy for example, buddy. Yeah, so read the headlines of the newspapers.

Is this comparative and every time it's oh my goodness Indira Gandhi, but I said, please I haven't got to place what Indira Gandhi has to pay and then I saw this money a cartoon of a mouse looking at a cat and not caring up don't you know what blush you how she was looking at the cat to a binoculars other way the other way

Huh?

So small and that's exactly what we should use those kind of perspective, but it would make a gesture very often when I think we make a thing out of proportion.

The make something that doesn't exist you so much out of proportion and he would say we make a London out of a mustard seed such a instead of making the real do that could possibly make a mountain into a master's thinking that much thought about that much care for the big the real and what is insignificant.

This helps we make that so it's just the final course, you know change about Pakistan does but no really - job. I really attack you but I will oh my goodness gracious. In fact, I've no problem at all. We're talking about the problems like us but this has to be done to it just doesn't seem additional thought.

And I thought maybe this the contras who listen to everybody else's problems. They find that their their problems don't exist. And that trouble is I mean, they they go hunting there because they can't stand not having any problems.

She chose tell me when I choose worry over particular problems in really big dinner. So she just I am Halls opened the Bible said in the Bible, you know, just spontaneously go pop inspiring and said whirring not as to those who have no hope

Bob is All My Hope just think of all the people in the world that don't have Rick and I were talking about this this morning and you see the we think of don't worry as a very passive thing.

Yeah, don't worry with this. That means the worry has not coming. It just does not enter. This is a passively actually don't worry is a very active thing because it takes so much of your energy and so much of our attention not to work. You start worrying about to fall I won't worry about it. Now. I'm not going to worry about that. You know, it's really a life thing. You could bother nothing is a day.

Acting not way in the world. We keep busy worrying that you too busy not worrying not sitting back and being passive and having no life the Rival companies don't worry. So you still think the action the most vibrant the Baba even the even a dead thing. It's life even in usually becomes likely.

She is reality and because we are in his orbit it touches. This is Brick. It did change nice it alive. So even why it is a good thing because we grab over them. So now I want one. I'm busy. I'm busy doing that.

Very good, very good.

Cut me off worrying.

Personal in the Baba between Bob and each his own very special relationship with even His blessings are in this guy's, you know, so you can have joy of discovery.

I don't really like when you see Santa Claus when we succeed in school. We always wondered who's he who's Daddy's A Jones daddy should be enough. So even even that but it's there believe it. You see that's what I trust comes in. We have we have everything we give ourselves to battle. But one thing I find is that we sometimes

Like its total trust

If we can trust hundred percent all the time, then there would be no cause for worry because then we know we trust him that even if even if the paint is like this, he's in control. He's handling it. He loves you. He's aware of it and it just could be anything but for the best of you before you attacked does and therefore the very company I'm including myself.

Sometimes even even if it's moment to it, but with Baba the thing is that we are aware of it. We know it immediately. You catch yourself saying hey, you know, what is this you you even even with anger. I mean once when you're out in the water can be really angry, but when haven't come visit Barbara's orbit little by little you'll find

At least you'll know you'll see that you'll be an audience to your own anger or your own desire only whatever it is. And he said hey, I I have this doesn't reach your thoughts of the way your baby. This is not it that is the first time.

So that's projected before you you can see it then straight away Justice. What is the difference between concern and do your best but the

Worry is when it happened like that. Roman happened with men will admit will it turn out of this. That's why there is a difference of cancer. Definitely if you don't have concerned you're just being lazy.

That's not what it actually got to him whichever way.

Isn't it wants concern becomes preoccupation? It's worried son becomes preoccupation. Yes that then it's worry become preoccupied to do your best to solve it supposing somebody is very ill of your very best.

If he goes is this no that's preoccupation.

Whenever we went out we went out it's a small town. So we'd go that's will be go to the town to find out this will have you heard of Krishna. Was he here Cal where can we find? This is O Krishna got mad man. I know we know he was here. Where is Krishna says he had gone this way. So we will follow that wherever he was. So Restless all the time throughout his life. He was Restless in in search of his Lord, Krishna who had come and work.

In his place. So that's how it was one day. We missed him. Hold a be wandered around him, but we couldn't catch hold of him because he would be here one moment. Next moment will be somewhere like he'd go sometimes you'd run. Sometimes you'd walk something you'd like to share about some where people seem going this then you take a turn and go this way. See that's how it would be. So we missed him for the whole day returned disappointed back to our resthouse bubbles, very

Sad about it that he because when he hears and he is in the same town as his lover is who would want to miss that opportunity. That's how he was of course because of his mood. We didn't enjoy that day or the meal or anything the next day Bob versus again. We packed up and says this team will find him next day also be mr. Seamon Dyess.

All the time we have to go on foot. We return Bible says one more day will try and the third day. Now what has happened? Is that as we get out of the rest house? There's a gate just as this gate is of marat/sade same type of gate was there. I still remember and as we step out there's a road Main Road there and we are there now trying to decide whether to be should go this way or that way in search of him.

So just then we hear from a distance the sound Krishna Krishna Krishna is He said Each one looked at the other Baba himself today. They were noises coming and sure enough. The man was coming raving mad, you know, so we this is what I noticed. I saw it with my own eyes as soon as they came close. He came closer. We stayed there on the main road just before the gate outside the gate so he

Barbara from a distance and you Russia students and they are in a tight Embrace and he's lost the balances means, you know that bad so both fell on the road in the group. Yeah and with great difficulty we separated them.

Yeah, he'll do it strange that Baba often would know have pre knowledge of things were happening with stopped the car and you wouldn't know why somebody would come along sometimes I'm going to do mostly mostly it would be it would be natural. He would want us to be in search of it want us to collect their.

This is gathered their dresses and in the most natural way not anything Supernatural, but sometimes there will be a short circuit in that.

On the spur of the moment same thing happened with the boy in school there in how many poor when the parents wouldn't allow him to go there don't allow him to go. He won't sleep. He can't sleep and all the summer of the bar that youngster was drawn to Baba in his love for him and the parents didn't realize is you shouldn't miss the school. And what's this is this he's a zoroastrian and I we are the devotees of Krishna and Rama and all this. What is this? How can you be the same?

I thought and all that stuff, but the boy couldn't so with great heavy heart. He went to the school and he was there in the school and Baba visited. That's cool. He went from class to class eventually given to the never allowed us to feel anything new no, nothing other side and we thought that was a nice cool wizard Baba is giving his presence. Is there in the school at will do good to the boys and all that. So that's the feeling that we had in our mind nothing, but that

Boy, when he saw he came rushing and embraced Bubbles and then of course, he was all the time with Baba and all that then his parents came to know about it that he could not go and Baba when they're then they realize so they came also with the boy for Baba's - shh.

That same evening. That's how it is. So these little short circuits would be there which we didn't know they were both lost. The balance is he? Well, I don't know what balance you may call it physical bad.

But he says we are to be totally absorbed in him and yet in the world grounded without becoming must right? So the first be techniques he's telling us that for his work not for the world.

Those who are around him. He doesn't want us to be overpowered PC. Otherwise of what Avail it. Is that okay? Yeah what I'm saying, there must be

I feel sometime in the future. They're going to be like there will be yogic techniques that are going to help people achieve the high levels to remain grounded.

So that they don't be good to imbalance. There are schools. You see you go. You crossed the Plains and all that salty you can you remain balanced and it's good you get experiences of the different planes and all that. But that's not the path. Remember that what I'm saying is being on the pad baby not being unbalanced. Yeah without being unbalanced also on the paths. There are cases. That's why in

Speaks it is mentioned that there are musts means imbalanced or you can't call it imbalance really were a real word that will dignified word for such a state is you can't call it imbalance on the contrary is more balanced than are all of us put together. You see see the call it overpowered Ababa uses that word overpowered intoxicated in love. So there are on each plane people who are overpowered people who have kept their

Normal Consciousness and there are who sometimes are overpowered and sometimes keep the balance on each plane of Consciousness. It's like that. I'm ghetto part some some other then it's not a matter of any choice on our part where they will be overpowered or it's not that for you all your car. You can he would love that you all get overpowered and all that, but he used to tell us that of what a whale would you be to me if

Get overpowered for heaven. See you get out from here. Yeah, because you consume food here and right here did work and serve me. Yeah you I don't want you all to be overpowered like that. You you pay attention to what I tell you you have to do the duties. Yeah, he doesn't

Yeah, so good.

Just love him even in the one. I love I love this. But I love most those who simply love me and surrender to me that there's the type of data. That is the highest.

Goodness gracious. That's too big. You're only longing for love to love him is the longing that you couldn't shake all that exists. I keep telling people that sometimes you can get some words.

And my most favorite one is my father Tops on love.

If you love me as st. Francis, love Jesus, you would not only realize me.

But II would not only realize me but you would please me replaces the love about the experience above even achievement of God realization because you could please him only if you love him God the highest that is the grace that you love him and please him so much that promise Grace, but you're not loving him because

Uncle who has so much and even leave you so much you love any because of himself and that is the highest if you cannot log him just because of himself, what's the use of calling that word love it cannot be for him that is his worthy of love because he is love it's part of theirs and those we mustn't miss the lots of other thing and bother

Places that is the highest that he alone can give to that love his really his slave. Look at that sort of enough food out of his way. He goes even later not only signs in this question that that would later goes in person for three days looks for you.

Backside is about that Joy. What what is it that you want if you really seeking that seeking experience seeking God realization seeking that that means you're ready to buy it, you know what it is and and the price you can never pay but this way this is not like breaking open a safe with dynamite and the Pea a combination that you know and the car.

It was a four letters. Hello, really love him. That's all.

But in molecular weight is only two and a half letters.

The English people are was tested to hold it. That's why I know but this reminds me of how

No, you remember just before Artie session. I said it reminded her story reminded me of something that I want you all to know. So what and this topic and subject has cropped up. So it brings back to my memory a very episode.

Not about Bob on his disciple, but there was one true aspiring who aspired for

The truth and he had come to know this is this is the bargain now bug inside of it apart from loving so see what happens is

So he in his aspirations reach the height he had learnt and become aware. The worst of all is searched and says the culmination is going to a puppet master and getting from him.

The name of the Lord

The word with which he could do anything.

And if he can have that word and can naturally he'll be able to.

Burn help the whole world. He can do anything and everything with it.

And his search of truth behind you, but his search of Truth leads him to this.

His goal is to get that secret so that he can be of help to humanity like a thousand. Yeah, it's like that. Let's see what it learns one into so he goes he leaves his family. He leaves his home. He's a young man sturdy person think straight and he's sincere in his search and he goes from place to place place to place one master after another.

And it led him after many years of his journey it led him to the threshold of a hut

Weather is a people house as just as we were LED from one place to another in search of the must so so and people are the ones who helped us in getting the addresses. So likewise people helped him to reach that hat and he is there and there sits an old man when he comes there and he lays himself prostrate before him.

So the man old man says what do you want? What is it? He surprised you see he says I want Refuge at your feet. I want to live with you. This is how the people good thing. Yeah. I do too. Good thing to have some help now because of my age yet go and attend to things clean the place and all that. He was happy expressed his happiness.

Solve the early years passed by and this man knowing fully well the worth of this old man. No, no talk of God or realization anything he is serving now. He's paying the price for a call. Why because he wants to him that it's a bargain. You see he knows that in return what is going to have

Or he expects to him

So then Afters it is said that after a long period of service say 20 years of 14 years, that's the usual period when the each party gets little agitated as to what's going to happen. So it is always fixed at 12 years or 14 years. So it is the 12th year of service submaster one they call not the master the old man who is of course the perfect Master of the time.

So he says young man. I'm well pleased with yourselves what brought you here after all we are doing a service here without any complain or I think day and night you're working and helping me out. I'm very pleased with you. But let me know in the first place. What brought you here. What do you want? What is it?

You have never spoken a word to me and I do nothing about it. I don't know. What is it. So he smiles and says what may I tell you?

I came here with the expectation that if I were to surrender to you, you will be pleased.

To bestow upon me the secret of the name of the Lord that word.

Which is considered to be the only thing.

It is it is said in the spiritual parlor is known as the word will Baba says when I break my silence, I will release that word. You know, he says that so that is the world.

So

Okay, but then I'm well pleased with you, but I need to test you.

After 12 years of service he needs to test him now.

This is test me what test should I be? What is it that you want me to do is nothing. I just want you to now today this morning our I want you to go to the city Gates and stand there be there, you know, those were the years when each City had Gates Northern gate Southern gate of this gate or that gate or delegate or rajputana gate or whatever it is. So I want you to go to The City Gate.

Understand this

And come back in the night when the gates are locked and report to me. What stirred most in your heart at the time the site whatever it is that affected you.

So he goes in obedience. Naturally, he goes there he goes and stands there the donkey's go out the donkey's come in. The Riders. Are there the mules are there the horses are they camels all the things, you know daily worldly life is they're going out of the city going coming inside the city and all the truck.

He just Waits and he remembers his master all the time. Nothing seems to stir in him. Nothing. Nothing seems to be an some site worth noticing. So he waits the love my not baba. But the man man said the Covenant evening afterwards when the city gate is locked come back. So he's waiting for The City Gate will be locked. There's nothing to report.

And sure enough the warden comes with huge key.

That's his duty to go. All Gates and long chain them rewind the christic chain and Locker. So his Dana and he feels that nothing has happened. What will I go and report to him? What does he mean by it? Is this the test? What is it?

He's very sad that there is nothing to report just as he finds the chain and turns the key to lock the lock then an old man comes. They're doubly bent with great weight on his back.

Very old has immense weight burden on his back and that is nothing but firewood that he has collected to seeing the warden there. He implores the warden. Oh sire. Please allow me. Please allow the entry. Please open it, please allow me. I'm the last person to enter but what can I do is I got so engrossed in it says get out you fool and Son of this and this and that, you know, all the abuses are being and this man is watching you.

His heart is getting stirred. This is Grant you have pity on this old man. Who's so doubly bent with the burden and his caring and he's crying out loudly to allow him to get inside China not do that and now is Adam and this is get out. Don't pester me like that. Please allow me, you know that my livelihood depends upon it if I don't sell it I starve tonight. There's no food. I haven't eaten all day. Please. Please our knees imploring and more employers.

Young man, you know, his spirits are sturdy and eventually the imploring led the warden to unwind the chain and the man says really his person and you open the gate not too white. We just open the gate enough and put out his hand and took the whole load you see from his back through the yellowed inside and again block big deal.

Get out from you. Now. I want burdened you go away from here come in the morning. Can't nobody can get entry afterwards. I've done this much for you.

This man is taken aback. What's the matter? Even some anybody the cruelest of the person will feel for him? Why does he do that? Curry not have allowed him to that. Why is he so stubborn? Why is he must have broken the laws so often but this is this the way to treat an old man a vulnerable person like that and his heart is full but that man loved the great turned his back and went away.

This young man tragedies along and goes back to his old man's house. His master's house. And the monster is the and says oh your return

This is what is what is it? That any story that you bring anything that Drew your attention what happened? What transpired you took so long to come? This is Master the whole day passed by in the humdrum life of humanity. Nothing happened. Nothing happened whole day you were there nothing happened, but noticing and Reporting this is just at the time when then he tells the story.

Just as the time the warden came to lock and this happened is a ha.

And what were your feelings and very appealing stirred? Is this what you want to report says? Yes, this is the only report that are to give what did your heart say at that time and said I worked for the master for 12 years in expectation of the world had he given me the word I could have been of such great help to the old man and released him of all his worries and burden and

Nim the love put up from open the gate would have been a jar and there was nobody I could have struck that man dead, you know and so far he's just tearing up and all that with heaving is great sigh.

You couldn't stand the taste test you failed field for generating such feelings. This is yes, you can generate feelings. You have no container be contained them. What is it master? I don't understand. He says you come for me for that word. Do you know who gave me the word? It was the same old man ee belt with all that.

He was the one is my master to give me the word.

That is the story. So expectations are there that lead us to Total frustration. See all that is needed is just now and expect nothing and then you get everything.

Yeah, she wants to gain. Yeah lover wants to lose losers. That's true. Yeah, that's what about because our aspiring. It's the lovers are expired. Yeah, that's true. They're very Faceman plays it plays the most game is the greatest game.

On the spiritual path that is advancement. That's what Bobby always used to tell us.

It's no joke like that. We can't contain. That's what then the master said that if you really want now what you have to do is to ask the grace for

The grace for what for the container to contain the grace where you have the container then automatically everything will be there but just ask for the grace to contain the grace host asked for the container. Otherwise, what is the and that container?

One teaspoon comes to one who just dabbles in Love Without expectation when he loses everything.

The very loss itself is the container garden the this reminds me of a very humorous episode, which I have been telling many people. I don't know whether I told you all in this group. There was a certain person who also was the of the same type very straightforward very sincere very loving but what happened is

The after long years of son he is now getting a lot of well, what you got flustered is the right word and frustration Frosty no means he does not know what to do. He is impatient over anxious you see is losing patience and all that. So he says he decides he takes his seat in the temple and he has he takes a while I do or die.

I'm not going to get it from you. Do you like get

Not God till I get his blessings for this. Well, yeah, well not contain a till I get the blessings that I may be what you call Blessed to the power Infinity power. So he sits there.

And years are passing by and he's determined he's not he's determined not to leave the place. His legs have knee joints and everything has become stiff and everything is just at one place you determination so big.

Mind you the story leads us the determination is so great. But what makes the determination what is behind the determination was seek? Something gained something get something after 12 long years Again The Surge of frustration is on his in him. Is he surgeons and he feels what a real is all the does my Lord know that I'm sitting over here.

Remembering all the time. When will shower his Mercy just then? He says I am well pleased with you. What is it that you want? He hears it.

So he says in his ecstasy his Overjoyed. This is all that I want is you know what it is. I need not say I want justice justice from you.

So then the voice demand says that Divine Justice demands that you have been a burden on the stone for 12 years. Let the stone be released and put it on your head and bear the burden of the storm.

This is the result of expectations. This is not is not spirituality or spiritual search expectation of anything. There you are you get that stingy's.

What needs is total trust and abandonment in love just love him because he is love. That's all.

Why do you expect love needs to give everything doesn't want you to collect anything ask for anything do anything else just wants love has to flow. That's all and the whole creation is is because of that workers to experience that love and to be loving and beloved.

That's fine. All the love stories of the break poets table is the mob.

And the light a candle flame about of the flame. What is the math expecting out of that plane only to consume itself when it finds that life and place all the market wants is to consume itself and Bible would also find this situation at and is Tom's favorite lines of having sort of some great work like that.

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Very carefully like purse.

Gyms, and put them in a basket because we cook them and make them we learnt in the north that you could cook raw papaya and you should never be very economical by Baba was away for master method work with the men manly, he would just intended knowledgeable cook makes things out of leaves in a turnip leaves and radish leaves over all edges we have when Bob came back then we could have the rice and daal and things.

So this was good is Robert class, but they you know.

He would have been is nobody to live it is what wins by new life. These are all symbolic representations of what life Village made us lead and he led you like for him. There was no question of him leading the new life, but he comes in our midst as a gate to set a guideline for us.

That symbolically represented what your new life should be seemed like there was a time entails for the new life. I was thinking it was a conversation between you and Dawn Stevens my friend and money also in my name is also there in Belen was saying sometimes effected. Well the new life did not give any kind of pattern. I think what down was getting at

People being hippies at that time and I didn't want people to be happy remember that all exchange exchange, but there was the discipline that Shirley was. Yeah the right that we have mentioned. We have made it clear that point hasn't lived here. But the hippie life of the 60s was in disciplinary was in discipline. Yeah, but our new life, although it was it was a gypsy life, but had sure discipline.

Was there someone said have hope and I was thinking of the importance of hopefulness understand and just feeling myself with no somewhat hopeless in recent times that my life is difficult. The life of my friends is difficult and

When I first heard about it, there was always a certain expectation soon. He'll break this island then change will come and then you know as time goes by he begins to feel this less and much less and just before you ask that question. I was about to ask the question. What about the life of hopelessness? Will you able to achieve that state of hopelessness from from living the new life where?

There can be no more disappointment. Like the illusion of disappointment is totally seen through. Yeah, it was seen through it was him.

But remember that we did not live the new life.

You were lazy ones. He wanted to go in New Life and those who work wish to accompany him can accompany him on certain conditions. It was just like the story that she said just now that you wanted you want to come me then your company and you just whatever good or bad orders. I give you you carry. The my you should not all the conditions were there. You shouldn't have a garlic paste you SI?

The horsey face as he called it horse like that. He is always a smile on your face, whatever be the circumstances. So it was not that we were leading the new life, but we were following him in New Life.

Which of course tantamount to Leading a new life? I'm still stuck on that tape, you played yesterday and some and that stuck on a great day because I know boy tells us to be as great as we can in our lives at the same time. It's very difficult thing to go out in the world and took to be as good as you can and that be

The effect of that furniture

Kind of thoughtful

But that depict the tape depicts you see the turns and twists that are evil leads us into committing. Is he trying to think good trying to think I'm being humble being hate being small and all. Those are what the big says Baba has. So ably pointed out to us has everything is binding finds you who creates those Impressions that are there you see keeps you down all the time.

You want to get out of the clutches of the bindings Rachel and all the more you get you get all sorts of attacks. One of my favorite things I've ever seen this. Is he little these to be Chinese finger puzzle. We have the United States where you stick your finger in it. And then when you pull really hard your stomach in. Hey, you get more hearty very easy with it like witnessing get free. I was little I haven't seen that I'd love to find what I've been looking for him for five years.

I think it's like made of coil and you stick it in this way. Like you said if you put you know, you get them in and it's like a suction and then asks your hair and it kind of holds then how do you get when you let go of the tension of trying to get them out? You know when you feel like you yeah. Yeah the harder you pull the tighter it, isn't it? Wonderful. This is what

When you give in to the tightness, then suddenly the vanbrugh like expanding your finger that is becoming like particle of dust giving yeah surrender. Surrender Baba top showed me what surrender but you never told us anything about it. You never were such a good example. You are a Chinese you should have

Tibet

Where do you guys work on the highway burma-shave know? It's a sign on the side of the road was hit give way give way.

You know, it's not the right thing brother to use that word. What you yeah yield. Why what's that can kind of

Then you might succumb to your Temptation saying the Bible wants you to eat. Yeah, sometimes you have to burn off some him.

I legit way to him after that point again it I say sometimes you have to burn off some scars. Yeah, so nothing more.

Sometimes you have to kind the process accumulate more while burning is here. It is always the case when you burn off something why you have to give everything we have you want to burn the rubbish that is their get rid of it and strike a match and allow it to burn but that rubbish is still there.

Maintain and be always there's always a slip in this and that which escapes us is the infinite One. How can they inflate one Escape us? That's the day. So what happens is the slip is

That we always miss him in anything that we think of trying to feel or trying to get hold of him while holding getting hold of him. He slips out of my grip. So all the time focus upon try to get the Mind focusing upon him get the hard focusing upon the get your Consciousness awareness what your body mind soul possessions everything focused by then to say

But he slips slippery a very slippery.

He wants to steal our heart and we don't allow him to steal We Are Always On and On so at that time your word yield comes.

He said in good strategies and it is it comes in good State allow yield yourself to heaven. But to him it should complete only yield is not right. He'll to him allow him to capture your heart Steal Your Heart Surrender Your battle. He always used to exhort us is how many times you have whole life is nothing but Gamble.

Not only one life but every Incarnation your gambling you are not knowing what it is all about. You don't know anything about it. You gamble you cross all the distances. He gives me the number various figure you see you sit in his chair me board the ship. You don't know whether she was going to sink or not, but you take you you have a gamble you gamble on your life your gambling your very life their mind you and so many things are there you see where you continue to gamble gamble gamble.

You don't know what's going to happen now that it is going out of the door when he puts the step out what's going to happen to him, but he still Gamble's he dares to go out. He becomes independent and he negotiates things you see and all that was all gambling. She says, well you're so crowing to gambling.

What harm is there in gambling at least once in your lifetime Gamble?

Gamble your life at his feet easy. It will be engaging you won't be the loser the style.

If you don't we can gamble all throughout a lifetime all the incarnations and all that. But when gambling comes that we should gamble for him on him or what is the word you use gamble with gamble him. What is it? What's being English bear? Everything on? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah stake everything take a gamble gamble your life on him gamble your life on once.

And for all times

You're relieved of the burden.

But that is what happens is he comes time and again 2.2 us make us aware of it awaken us to the fact because he's slippery. He slips.

Once the truly mastered said one thing you like things that are said by the Muslim. So once he told us this he was sitting one day in Temple. Nice big Temple minding and under the idol of Lord Krishna. He was reclining against his his pedestal on which the idol was standing and it's dead of night.

And Baba is this gone to contact him? We had contacted him before and he's sitting like that and around him is his own fecal matter all thing is better overall than he Hospital don't know that is the temple mind you

And then Baba wants to contact him us. He wants us to detract distract his attention and something that will distract his attention from him so that he the Lord can serve him properly the way he wants to serve he is not that for anything else, but he wants to call his love but he being the Lord the slave doesn't want to do that. So we had to distract.

Slave you see and

So bubbles, give a signal to come on start your distractions will try to say something make him into a reply things and all that says while Baba is all the time fondling him and pouring out his loved him. So in one of the this episode that occurred I could find nothing except the dead of the night you sit is this little lamp that is burning there in front of the Statue of the Lord and all the and I said only by his name was only by said

But what is this what's place is this? So he looked he was there and then he looked at me and says don't you know, it's not as the temple. I'm translating in his vernacular English. So yeah, I see that it's edible. But what sort of a temple here that here? I just showed him and here's this is

People call it a temple, but do you know what what the temple is?

I said no. What is it? We hear that God is Houston all that. This is all know. It's not that it's not a it's not not that thing that is Sanctified dying himself what he told me. Those are the words of wisdom that comes out to come out at the time. This is you know, what the temple is with the people you act temples and voila. He saw infinite.

That they cannot lay their hands on him anyway.

So what they doing?

The make believe that they are captured in their got a hand on him and the feelings that you and put him here really speaking. It's a prison for him. It's not a temple. They want to imprison his Infinity would

That's what he said. It's a prison Bob said the same thing about acid violence cage Me baba said different way about his own body that this body that you see his body. You know, it's a coffin.

He has been nailed in it.

And we are so happy with his coffin associate in ourselves with his coffin and when he passes a from amidst you see

Then we feel the loss of it on the contrary should feel happy about it that he is released out of this.

That's his resurrection.

After three days

And Resurrection is not to be meant as not of the as we say see that support start the flight from the Earth to the Moon as Rumi said you see and he steps his foot there in the on the moon there says, it's not that it's not miss the Ascension. It's not a from Resurrection. There's the Ascension isn't it after Saudi roomy describe? The Ascension after Resurrection is not that it's not a person you

On the earth ascends to the moon and steps on the moon. It's not the Ascension. Although it is for the men it is so it's not that bad.

Real Ascension is like the sugar.

From the sugarcane farm that should transmutes itself into sugar that is Ascension of the sugarcane.

So the resurrection leads us to this this sort of Ascension, why is resurrection spoke of in terms of three days of dropping the gross body Bible because of the link you see what is there with the girls for three days even with the Avatar? Yeah body is body.

With the universal it is like that.

So the Avatar maintains his subtle and mental body after he grabs the gross body.

He of course here continues to the but is there a possibility of suffering with a mental or subtle body here of the other two after dropping the gross body. So when does The Suffering finally come to an end? I thought he thought when he dropped his grace It Go suffering comes to an end. You see sooner. This little suffering is only my job, but then he said that I don't just suffer physically and I have suffering is he

You call yourself wearing some people suffering, but I have three types of suffering I suffer physically mentally and spiritually and my suffering is such that suffer like that. It's physical you have seen that my accidents have taken place. So many things are there.

Something happens to my body and that's physical suffering is you all know and then mental suffering is that in spite of my being in your midst and all that. You longed to gather blessings from this st. And that same thing. That is my mental suffering. I have taken you all to be mine. I've taken you to take in you be mine and have shown you become shown you the way have made you aware of it and in spite of it.

Well, you have thoughts feelings of going here there and all that an amazing blessings.

That's wasn't there. So that's my mental suffering and my spiritual suffering is being engaged in you all the time so that the Avatar so annually, so is there's never a time when he doesn't know. He feels himself bound and limited within us.

We are closed. So when is the time he's finally free. He's never free is free in each one of us when we free him. He pees himself and we allow him healed.

But he does take rest for 700 years. Yeah, he does he drops. I can't understand how his son even can continue after he finishes his work and we suffer spiritually we can his spiritual suffering is constant.

No you and then it's the constant each his suffering is in each one of us. He he finds himself.

Imprisoned in each one of us. He finds himself Limited in each one of us him being infinite unlimited finds his limitations in each one of us enjoyed enjoyed all that.

But look here's the thing is that there are people who are sick yet take physical example when we get stumped you see the things beyond our understanding and so we have to fall back on our own Earth level. You see gain some sort of understanding from that suppose. If I am I'm sitting over here. I'm in pain at this juncture and yet I am Joy.

Danger all my suffering is them my suffering is a lot. There are people in the world who suffer like that you see and they yet enjoy. Is he the game this thing and all that sort of thing is they're not singing relief. Yeah. There is a read That's why when a person is suffering we play music or we tell stories or something because then that is a relief.

That is enjoying that is.

Filling in or put on my what you call not too strict.

We can weakening is suffering for the time being is less of suffering at the other times.

It's a remedy for example, buddy. Yeah, so read the headlines of the newspapers.

Is this comparative and every time it's oh my goodness Indira Gandhi, but I said, please I haven't got to place what Indira Gandhi has to pay and then I saw this money a cartoon of a mouse looking at a cat and not caring up don't you know what blush you how she was looking at the cat to a binoculars other way the other way

Huh?

So small and that's exactly what we should use those kind of perspective, but it would make a gesture very often when I think we make a thing out of proportion.

The make something that doesn't exist you so much out of proportion and he would say we make a London out of a mustard seed such a instead of making the real do that could possibly make a mountain into a master's thinking that much thought about that much care for the big the real and what is insignificant.

This helps we make that so it's just the final course, you know change about Pakistan does but no really - job. I really attack you but I will oh my goodness gracious. In fact, I've no problem at all. We're talking about the problems like us but this has to be done to it just doesn't seem additional thought.

And I thought maybe this the contras who listen to everybody else's problems. They find that their their problems don't exist. And that trouble is I mean, they they go hunting there because they can't stand not having any problems.

She chose tell me when I choose worry over particular problems in really big dinner. So she just I am Halls opened the Bible said in the Bible, you know, just spontaneously go pop inspiring and said whirring not as to those who have no hope

Bob is All My Hope just think of all the people in the world that don't have Rick and I were talking about this this morning and you see the we think of don't worry as a very passive thing.

Yeah, don't worry with this. That means the worry has not coming. It just does not enter. This is a passively actually don't worry is a very active thing because it takes so much of your energy and so much of our attention not to work. You start worrying about to fall I won't worry about it. Now. I'm not going to worry about that. You know, it's really a life thing. You could bother nothing is a day.

Acting not way in the world. We keep busy worrying that you too busy not worrying not sitting back and being passive and having no life the Rival companies don't worry. So you still think the action the most vibrant the Baba even the even a dead thing. It's life even in usually becomes likely.

She is reality and because we are in his orbit it touches. This is Brick. It did change nice it alive. So even why it is a good thing because we grab over them. So now I want one. I'm busy. I'm busy doing that.

Very good, very good.

Cut me off worrying.

Personal in the Baba between Bob and each his own very special relationship with even His blessings are in this guy's, you know, so you can have joy of discovery.

I don't really like when you see Santa Claus when we succeed in school. We always wondered who's he who's Daddy's A Jones daddy should be enough. So even even that but it's there believe it. You see that's what I trust comes in. We have we have everything we give ourselves to battle. But one thing I find is that we sometimes

Like its total trust

If we can trust hundred percent all the time, then there would be no cause for worry because then we know we trust him that even if even if the paint is like this, he's in control. He's handling it. He loves you. He's aware of it and it just could be anything but for the best of you before you attacked does and therefore the very company I'm including myself.

Sometimes even even if it's moment to it, but with Baba the thing is that we are aware of it. We know it immediately. You catch yourself saying hey, you know, what is this you you even even with anger. I mean once when you're out in the water can be really angry, but when haven't come visit Barbara's orbit little by little you'll find

At least you'll know you'll see that you'll be an audience to your own anger or your own desire only whatever it is. And he said hey, I I have this doesn't reach your thoughts of the way your baby. This is not it that is the first time.

So that's projected before you you can see it then straight away Justice. What is the difference between concern and do your best but the

Worry is when it happened like that. Roman happened with men will admit will it turn out of this. That's why there is a difference of cancer. Definitely if you don't have concerned you're just being lazy.

That's not what it actually got to him whichever way.

Isn't it wants concern becomes preoccupation? It's worried son becomes preoccupation. Yes that then it's worry become preoccupied to do your best to solve it supposing somebody is very ill of your very best.

If he goes is this no that's preoccupation.

Whenever we went out we went out it's a small town. So we'd go that's will be go to the town to find out this will have you heard of Krishna. Was he here Cal where can we find? This is O Krishna got mad man. I know we know he was here. Where is Krishna says he had gone this way. So we will follow that wherever he was. So Restless all the time throughout his life. He was Restless in in search of his Lord, Krishna who had come and work.

In his place. So that's how it was one day. We missed him. Hold a be wandered around him, but we couldn't catch hold of him because he would be here one moment. Next moment will be somewhere like he'd go sometimes you'd run. Sometimes you'd walk something you'd like to share about some where people seem going this then you take a turn and go this way. See that's how it would be. So we missed him for the whole day returned disappointed back to our resthouse bubbles, very

Sad about it that he because when he hears and he is in the same town as his lover is who would want to miss that opportunity. That's how he was of course because of his mood. We didn't enjoy that day or the meal or anything the next day Bob versus again. We packed up and says this team will find him next day also be mr. Seamon Dyess.

All the time we have to go on foot. We return Bible says one more day will try and the third day. Now what has happened? Is that as we get out of the rest house? There's a gate just as this gate is of marat/sade same type of gate was there. I still remember and as we step out there's a road Main Road there and we are there now trying to decide whether to be should go this way or that way in search of him.

So just then we hear from a distance the sound Krishna Krishna Krishna is He said Each one looked at the other Baba himself today. They were noises coming and sure enough. The man was coming raving mad, you know, so we this is what I noticed. I saw it with my own eyes as soon as they came close. He came closer. We stayed there on the main road just before the gate outside the gate so he

Barbara from a distance and you Russia students and they are in a tight Embrace and he's lost the balances means, you know that bad so both fell on the road in the group. Yeah and with great difficulty we separated them.

Yeah, he'll do it strange that Baba often would know have pre knowledge of things were happening with stopped the car and you wouldn't know why somebody would come along sometimes I'm going to do mostly mostly it would be it would be natural. He would want us to be in search of it want us to collect their.

This is gathered their dresses and in the most natural way not anything Supernatural, but sometimes there will be a short circuit in that.

On the spur of the moment same thing happened with the boy in school there in how many poor when the parents wouldn't allow him to go there don't allow him to go. He won't sleep. He can't sleep and all the summer of the bar that youngster was drawn to Baba in his love for him and the parents didn't realize is you shouldn't miss the school. And what's this is this he's a zoroastrian and I we are the devotees of Krishna and Rama and all this. What is this? How can you be the same?

I thought and all that stuff, but the boy couldn't so with great heavy heart. He went to the school and he was there in the school and Baba visited. That's cool. He went from class to class eventually given to the never allowed us to feel anything new no, nothing other side and we thought that was a nice cool wizard Baba is giving his presence. Is there in the school at will do good to the boys and all that. So that's the feeling that we had in our mind nothing, but that

Boy, when he saw he came rushing and embraced Bubbles and then of course, he was all the time with Baba and all that then his parents came to know about it that he could not go and Baba when they're then they realize so they came also with the boy for Baba's - shh.

That same evening. That's how it is. So these little short circuits would be there which we didn't know they were both lost. The balance is he? Well, I don't know what balance you may call it physical bad.

But he says we are to be totally absorbed in him and yet in the world grounded without becoming must right? So the first be techniques he's telling us that for his work not for the world.

Those who are around him. He doesn't want us to be overpowered PC. Otherwise of what Avail it. Is that okay? Yeah what I'm saying, there must be

I feel sometime in the future. They're going to be like there will be yogic techniques that are going to help people achieve the high levels to remain grounded.

So that they don't be good to imbalance. There are schools. You see you go. You crossed the Plains and all that salty you can you remain balanced and it's good you get experiences of the different planes and all that. But that's not the path. Remember that what I'm saying is being on the pad baby not being unbalanced. Yeah without being unbalanced also on the paths. There are cases. That's why in

Speaks it is mentioned that there are musts means imbalanced or you can't call it imbalance really were a real word that will dignified word for such a state is you can't call it imbalance on the contrary is more balanced than are all of us put together. You see see the call it overpowered Ababa uses that word overpowered intoxicated in love. So there are on each plane people who are overpowered people who have kept their

Normal Consciousness and there are who sometimes are overpowered and sometimes keep the balance on each plane of Consciousness. It's like that. I'm ghetto part some some other then it's not a matter of any choice on our part where they will be overpowered or it's not that for you all your car. You can he would love that you all get overpowered and all that, but he used to tell us that of what a whale would you be to me if

Get overpowered for heaven. See you get out from here. Yeah, because you consume food here and right here did work and serve me. Yeah you I don't want you all to be overpowered like that. You you pay attention to what I tell you you have to do the duties. Yeah, he doesn't

Yeah, so good.

Just love him even in the one. I love I love this. But I love most those who simply love me and surrender to me that there's the type of data. That is the highest.

Goodness gracious. That's too big. You're only longing for love to love him is the longing that you couldn't shake all that exists. I keep telling people that sometimes you can get some words.

And my most favorite one is my father Tops on love.

If you love me as st. Francis, love Jesus, you would not only realize me.

But II would not only realize me but you would please me replaces the love about the experience above even achievement of God realization because you could please him only if you love him God the highest that is the grace that you love him and please him so much that promise Grace, but you're not loving him because

Uncle who has so much and even leave you so much you love any because of himself and that is the highest if you cannot log him just because of himself, what's the use of calling that word love it cannot be for him that is his worthy of love because he is love it's part of theirs and those we mustn't miss the lots of other thing and bother

Places that is the highest that he alone can give to that love his really his slave. Look at that sort of enough food out of his way. He goes even later not only signs in this question that that would later goes in person for three days looks for you.

Backside is about that Joy. What what is it that you want if you really seeking that seeking experience seeking God realization seeking that that means you're ready to buy it, you know what it is and and the price you can never pay but this way this is not like breaking open a safe with dynamite and the Pea a combination that you know and the car.

It was a four letters. Hello, really love him. That's all.

But in molecular weight is only two and a half letters.

The English people are was tested to hold it. That's why I know but this reminds me of how

No, you remember just before Artie session. I said it reminded her story reminded me of something that I want you all to know. So what and this topic and subject has cropped up. So it brings back to my memory a very episode.

Not about Bob on his disciple, but there was one true aspiring who aspired for

The truth and he had come to know this is this is the bargain now bug inside of it apart from loving so see what happens is

So he in his aspirations reach the height he had learnt and become aware. The worst of all is searched and says the culmination is going to a puppet master and getting from him.

The name of the Lord

The word with which he could do anything.

And if he can have that word and can naturally he'll be able to.

Burn help the whole world. He can do anything and everything with it.

And his search of truth behind you, but his search of Truth leads him to this.

His goal is to get that secret so that he can be of help to humanity like a thousand. Yeah, it's like that. Let's see what it learns one into so he goes he leaves his family. He leaves his home. He's a young man sturdy person think straight and he's sincere in his search and he goes from place to place place to place one master after another.

And it led him after many years of his journey it led him to the threshold of a hut

Weather is a people house as just as we were LED from one place to another in search of the must so so and people are the ones who helped us in getting the addresses. So likewise people helped him to reach that hat and he is there and there sits an old man when he comes there and he lays himself prostrate before him.

So the man old man says what do you want? What is it? He surprised you see he says I want Refuge at your feet. I want to live with you. This is how the people good thing. Yeah. I do too. Good thing to have some help now because of my age yet go and attend to things clean the place and all that. He was happy expressed his happiness.

Solve the early years passed by and this man knowing fully well the worth of this old man. No, no talk of God or realization anything he is serving now. He's paying the price for a call. Why because he wants to him that it's a bargain. You see he knows that in return what is going to have

Or he expects to him

So then Afters it is said that after a long period of service say 20 years of 14 years, that's the usual period when the each party gets little agitated as to what's going to happen. So it is always fixed at 12 years or 14 years. So it is the 12th year of service submaster one they call not the master the old man who is of course the perfect Master of the time.

So he says young man. I'm well pleased with yourselves what brought you here after all we are doing a service here without any complain or I think day and night you're working and helping me out. I'm very pleased with you. But let me know in the first place. What brought you here. What do you want? What is it?

You have never spoken a word to me and I do nothing about it. I don't know. What is it. So he smiles and says what may I tell you?

I came here with the expectation that if I were to surrender to you, you will be pleased.

To bestow upon me the secret of the name of the Lord that word.

Which is considered to be the only thing.

It is it is said in the spiritual parlor is known as the word will Baba says when I break my silence, I will release that word. You know, he says that so that is the world.

So

Okay, but then I'm well pleased with you, but I need to test you.

After 12 years of service he needs to test him now.

This is test me what test should I be? What is it that you want me to do is nothing. I just want you to now today this morning our I want you to go to the city Gates and stand there be there, you know, those were the years when each City had Gates Northern gate Southern gate of this gate or that gate or delegate or rajputana gate or whatever it is. So I want you to go to The City Gate.

Understand this

And come back in the night when the gates are locked and report to me. What stirred most in your heart at the time the site whatever it is that affected you.

So he goes in obedience. Naturally, he goes there he goes and stands there the donkey's go out the donkey's come in. The Riders. Are there the mules are there the horses are they camels all the things, you know daily worldly life is they're going out of the city going coming inside the city and all the truck.

He just Waits and he remembers his master all the time. Nothing seems to stir in him. Nothing. Nothing seems to be an some site worth noticing. So he waits the love my not baba. But the man man said the Covenant evening afterwards when the city gate is locked come back. So he's waiting for The City Gate will be locked. There's nothing to report.

And sure enough the warden comes with huge key.

That's his duty to go. All Gates and long chain them rewind the christic chain and Locker. So his Dana and he feels that nothing has happened. What will I go and report to him? What does he mean by it? Is this the test? What is it?

He's very sad that there is nothing to report just as he finds the chain and turns the key to lock the lock then an old man comes. They're doubly bent with great weight on his back.

Very old has immense weight burden on his back and that is nothing but firewood that he has collected to seeing the warden there. He implores the warden. Oh sire. Please allow me. Please allow the entry. Please open it, please allow me. I'm the last person to enter but what can I do is I got so engrossed in it says get out you fool and Son of this and this and that, you know, all the abuses are being and this man is watching you.

His heart is getting stirred. This is Grant you have pity on this old man. Who's so doubly bent with the burden and his caring and he's crying out loudly to allow him to get inside China not do that and now is Adam and this is get out. Don't pester me like that. Please allow me, you know that my livelihood depends upon it if I don't sell it I starve tonight. There's no food. I haven't eaten all day. Please. Please our knees imploring and more employers.

Young man, you know, his spirits are sturdy and eventually the imploring led the warden to unwind the chain and the man says really his person and you open the gate not too white. We just open the gate enough and put out his hand and took the whole load you see from his back through the yellowed inside and again block big deal.

Get out from you. Now. I want burdened you go away from here come in the morning. Can't nobody can get entry afterwards. I've done this much for you.

This man is taken aback. What's the matter? Even some anybody the cruelest of the person will feel for him? Why does he do that? Curry not have allowed him to that. Why is he so stubborn? Why is he must have broken the laws so often but this is this the way to treat an old man a vulnerable person like that and his heart is full but that man loved the great turned his back and went away.

This young man tragedies along and goes back to his old man's house. His master's house. And the monster is the and says oh your return

This is what is what is it? That any story that you bring anything that Drew your attention what happened? What transpired you took so long to come? This is Master the whole day passed by in the humdrum life of humanity. Nothing happened. Nothing happened whole day you were there nothing happened, but noticing and Reporting this is just at the time when then he tells the story.

Just as the time the warden came to lock and this happened is a ha.

And what were your feelings and very appealing stirred? Is this what you want to report says? Yes, this is the only report that are to give what did your heart say at that time and said I worked for the master for 12 years in expectation of the world had he given me the word I could have been of such great help to the old man and released him of all his worries and burden and

Nim the love put up from open the gate would have been a jar and there was nobody I could have struck that man dead, you know and so far he's just tearing up and all that with heaving is great sigh.

You couldn't stand the taste test you failed field for generating such feelings. This is yes, you can generate feelings. You have no container be contained them. What is it master? I don't understand. He says you come for me for that word. Do you know who gave me the word? It was the same old man ee belt with all that.

He was the one is my master to give me the word.

That is the story. So expectations are there that lead us to Total frustration. See all that is needed is just now and expect nothing and then you get everything.

Yeah, she wants to gain. Yeah lover wants to lose losers. That's true. Yeah, that's what about because our aspiring. It's the lovers are expired. Yeah, that's true. They're very Faceman plays it plays the most game is the greatest game.

On the spiritual path that is advancement. That's what Bobby always used to tell us.

It's no joke like that. We can't contain. That's what then the master said that if you really want now what you have to do is to ask the grace for

The grace for what for the container to contain the grace where you have the container then automatically everything will be there but just ask for the grace to contain the grace host asked for the container. Otherwise, what is the and that container?

One teaspoon comes to one who just dabbles in Love Without expectation when he loses everything.

The very loss itself is the container garden the this reminds me of a very humorous episode, which I have been telling many people. I don't know whether I told you all in this group. There was a certain person who also was the of the same type very straightforward very sincere very loving but what happened is

The after long years of son he is now getting a lot of well, what you got flustered is the right word and frustration Frosty no means he does not know what to do. He is impatient over anxious you see is losing patience and all that. So he says he decides he takes his seat in the temple and he has he takes a while I do or die.

I'm not going to get it from you. Do you like get

Not God till I get his blessings for this. Well, yeah, well not contain a till I get the blessings that I may be what you call Blessed to the power Infinity power. So he sits there.

And years are passing by and he's determined he's not he's determined not to leave the place. His legs have knee joints and everything has become stiff and everything is just at one place you determination so big.

Mind you the story leads us the determination is so great. But what makes the determination what is behind the determination was seek? Something gained something get something after 12 long years Again The Surge of frustration is on his in him. Is he surgeons and he feels what a real is all the does my Lord know that I'm sitting over here.

Remembering all the time. When will shower his Mercy just then? He says I am well pleased with you. What is it that you want? He hears it.

So he says in his ecstasy his Overjoyed. This is all that I want is you know what it is. I need not say I want justice justice from you.

So then the voice demand says that Divine Justice demands that you have been a burden on the stone for 12 years. Let the stone be released and put it on your head and bear the burden of the storm.

This is the result of expectations. This is not is not spirituality or spiritual search expectation of anything. There you are you get that stingy's.

What needs is total trust and abandonment in love just love him because he is love. That's all.

Why do you expect love needs to give everything doesn't want you to collect anything ask for anything do anything else just wants love has to flow. That's all and the whole creation is is because of that workers to experience that love and to be loving and beloved.

That's fine. All the love stories of the break poets table is the mob.

And the light a candle flame about of the flame. What is the math expecting out of that plane only to consume itself when it finds that life and place all the market wants is to consume itself and Bible would also find this situation at and is Tom's favorite lines of having sort of some great work like that.

That is to give you

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I said well there's a remote possibility but I should say that well, if you want to have a look at him and see him from a distance it is possible. How is it possible? How can it be possible? Well, it says at the time of Camilla.

You know when there is a mass Gathering of millions of people and he want to pinpoint a certain person you can't be in that crowd all that you have to stand out from the pack. So this is if he if you cross the river and scanned out on the other back then maybe there's a possibility of having a view of others. How is it possible? You follow what I'm saying is is logical truth is it's quite logical. So it says means you mean to say that

On the bank of the river he will be there. Yeah, there's a real possibility in the meantime. What had happened is that Baba does came to know that, you know shuttle gonna come on. Yeah New Life give started going from one place to another and

When we went be stationed at his farm, which is no not that kind of known as mines remarking, but then it is now officially recorded and known as Mayor Marty. It's named after a baba. So by the government so he came in contact and he came to know through shatrughna. The shatrughna is made Arrangement at certain.

What we call carrots that has been taken up by his was owned by his friend. Shut up. My husband and Baba and the Rhythm and the money will be on the Terrace to view this whole occasion instead of being inside the cab.

So he tried to get the address bar with ask Auntie against them and immediately went and inform who care about because it's near to that restrict this place Michigan hardwar. It's hard. It was hard work. So since the real focus on yes, I'm sure to come you had to cross the river and go on the other bank and see there and then forgot old index. He might be appearing there on the Terrace the from a

You can see it if you want. That is the only possibility this is now mind. I will Hazard that so that's how for the first time he had a view of Baba from that district is a long distance and Ganges River is not a small River or regulated you call it makes a huge two things and but from there he actually saw him as the dazzling figure. This is Sarah bothered us. He tells me

Odyssey Baba the he tells he asked Barbara's Bar Association. Is that the person there in that white that is you standing there? So here that's the robe of the new life that company as it is called. Yeah, he's the one and he looks at him looks like and some other his heartfelt and there is something in this man because just by he could accept him there is something in your life.

And then he tells Baba that that was the first games of love polka polka polka dots of the then he tells David us where will it be possible whenever the opportunities afforded to us. Is it possible for us to have a clothes that Shin of him interviewer and the interviewee new life. He doesn't see anybody on his it's not possible. He didn't know that Bobby would make it possible I exactly

Year because if you all know they'll go through the records you find that for one day. He stepped into Old life 1/16 of a budget of October 1959.

So well bothered us naturally was at that time in the circle. So he came to know about that and he informed her car and then poke are there were many other colleagues of him who were also underground workers case you need them was a prisoner. You know, here's your nigga. I just heard a story. Where is it? Yeah in the glow. Yeah, and then there was another another MLA the time member of the legislative assembly.

Long many years his name was Robert triple super sorry. So he was there also so they were they were the invitees at the time so he inquired and they were all colleagues in prison and the time see there is the new so they were followers of other they had heard of Bob and they accepted him. This book has yet to accept but he has not accepted but he has seen

From a distance

So what happened? Is this now some other folk art tries to Wrangle his way into the assembly for that one day and get his admission did so through these people who were very close to about had come close to but not they are not very close but there was a new one. You see it just like yeah. Yeah, the westerners are the time you see and the eagerness and enthusiasm and Baba is slave to their love although Baba didn't want any Outsiders or anything, but they

I said so if I say, all right, let him come bring him there with you. So that's how he got into that stable at that time. And that meeting for one day. Is that for few hours New Life from New Life to Old life and the stable of Oregon's place. There is known as our Constable they mobula sure it was known now for it had been given the name of Florence hall now some somebody some

Religious organization has taken it. I don't know how many years have passed by so in this table. We are all assembled there on that appointed Dion 16th, October. And of course those new life companions are with Baba and Baba is there Baba has not come and the stable is now it's not a small thing. I have hands other kind is a very well known figure if you if you have heard of his me. It's a dynasty. See they are the heads of

Means of people following us there. They are following religious pollen his the religious head and his son and his son's son and all day. They are on the throne in college.

So

Baba had assembled people invitees were there on their appointed time and Baba walks inside the strip.

And try to get like this is this corrugated sheet like a huge gate is there but a very shabby looking this all in a dilapidated condition with him. I don't know why being the ancient one he seems to be attached to dilapidated things. It seems to me. Yeah our garden lucky for us. Yeah. It is lucky. So we are all they're squatting on the earth stable media reports.

You can't have any marble paid things is yard. So we are all there and rickety chair is put for him in a corner at the far end of this table. And he walks in with us. I was there and others two or three Companions of New Life at they're all the companies. Are there you 21 20 of them and we walking double boxing with a few of us and we region to the chair and sits down.

And doesn't sit down. He he enters and all of a sudden they were all seated there come a few minutes before a half an hour 15 minutes before and they all stand up. So barbarous fill them sit down.

And the injunction was nobody should bow down just they can hold their hands. So they folded their hands when they stood up and was killed him sit down and it takes a seat belt when takes his seat. He turns to me and says asks me have they all come I can't count them who are here on Earth. So I look at them and I see the whole full and I said, yeah all are coming because the time is because they were the new about the punctuality and all

As India they are components of the game. So he calls one of the other companies by name Vishnu. We are he were he remembered Vishnu this morning you remembered now we know so he Vishnu was there so which day is the so he tell you he signals to Vishnu shut the gate now.

So for Vishnu from nearby deceit, it's a long distance. Although it's stable is a big one. So he walks the distance and goes to subjugate. The two gates are to be brought together to love them.

And mind you there is no such thing as window or until that stable. You see we are all like horses stabled are you know, there is of course between the roof and the wall, there is a little ventilation. That's all just an open Gap that that was the ventilation.

So and that was the thing to which the light filtered in Wiley shutting the gate to Hill to his notice stuns goose. Taji, who is an old companion ibada and being old of age and he needs to peel when X is frequently. So he was coming with his God. You're not dying and walking and his coming. So it's just respect this but naturally was a

Life's companion Bob has very old companion same he was with Barbara from time of Sai Baba and past month. It's a matter of respect. You don't you just do that. You see immediately shut that gate when we study is kept out like that for such an important meeting here Baba stepped into new whole life for one day for New Life. Although gusta G was an old New Life companion also, so he waits for a while. He's waiting there. He is back.

Back is turned to look at Gustafson is signaling to him to come soon. In the meantime three persons dashed inside the stable. They had heard that seen people coming flocking to mahabaleshwar and they were all from different parts of India. Somebody had come from Pakistan and somebody from Bombay and somebody they all loopy and other places and my publisher is a place a small place is a small hill station ill interrogate crashing here.

Vicky they came inside they just rushed inside and they had heard that meher Baba is there they had heard his name before because baba baba will be visiting my pleasure in your life together. And this is a good opportunity. Megabytes comes to they rushed inside and they went straight to the chair unawares. I was taken up because I was there by side by the sash. I should know better that they should not bow down. But before I could do anything they fell at his feet all three of them.

Together so Bob immediately gets up from his chair and mouse down to them. They are embarrassed and they bow down again and bobbing bounce down and this goes on for two three times. Then I get back my senses. It happened within a minute recording so I catch hold of them. I said, what are you doing? I just lovely but it was goodness on my part. I caught hold of I said, what are you trying to do don't you know that he doesn't want you to bow down because the

Enough because we didn't know about this is going very and caressed his their cheeks and better than and all that embrace them and all that. Don't bother now your make me go so they were happy and they left because they got the physical touch Ababa the contact and all it did was happy.

So then of course when they left Vishnu love the dough

Vishnu comes close to Baba and Picard is see Melissa Picard is Cindy who cares who is an observer now in the company of all the followers of Melba. He's the only one stranger he look he views all this.

And this is what sort of man he is that a person borrows down to him and he returns it takes such great pains and he goes down on the floor on the ground and bows down and all that and now these are the things that come later on to our noses because he is nourished these to me so but what is mind is saying at the time I have to depict that so he is his mind says that will

Have been with leaders. I am myself a leader and I don't mind anybody paying me great respect this year on the contrary feel happy and my day is a good day when somebody does that and there are so many political leaders all over the place. And if you happy about to do in Garland in this and that I'm here is somebody somebody sorry sometimes something we must find out with her. So this is how it has started playing upon his mind the situation.

But when Vishnu came close to Baba and Bobby looks at him and says you are in a new life you were isn't it? Yesterday. We are stepping to own life today. But you know the rules I told you to obey me implicitly I told you to shut the gate and why did you not shut the gate in the meantime, these people came in what what stopped what prevented you from Chinese? So he is actually innocent retells, Baba.

Baba we study was coming and I saw him coming and so I was trying to call him soon. It will be pleased we started what does boostedgt to do with my order. I had ordered you to do it, even if you are seeing God coming. So what has that to do with my honor to you. Why do you wait and then he turns to the people and says how often have been driving home to you all that I want.

You too, baby. Nobody seems to pay any means. He's lamenting now on his own as if he saw you love me. Yeah, and I Am The Interpreter is nobody pay he pays heed to what I mean by obedience and all that and then he says even if I were to tell you to give me a slap you should do it. Come here. Give me a slap now person gets up with all this long necks and he goes and just does this

Vince is this the way to obey me. Is this the slap if any if you were to give a slap to somebody to Pat him on the cheek. Is this the way to open it all this book? Are you seeing her mind?

We did not know that all this drama yet called a meeting a very important meeting. He is stepping into Old life of one few hours from his new life that he would never return to Old life and he has done all this. Why should you do all the sir and it seemed as if but it is so logical that Baba is now emphasizing the fact on obedience and all that. But drama behind this behind the stage is something different which we came to know later on.

So what happened is that he is lamenting the fact that nobody seems to be heat to my injunction to obey me implicitly. This is he is disgusted with that man. He called somebody you come and give me a slap. So the person comes in here like that. Is this the slap that a person goes to another one? Is this the way that you all do it? Nobody seems to pay heed anything you come and give me and then he calls out one to me.

Crosses different Pakistan. And now this is the third time now, he should do something and we know Karis those who know him, you know, yeah, what a fanatic he is. He gives such a tight slap to Baba has turned his head like that. I saw it. What is under the slab? That was Bob versus this is what I mean by obedience to your this is obedience.

And other that in humans is yeah. I'm very happy and pleased would you consider that the women went so what happened is now all this is being witnessed by polka.

His mind is in a turmoil. This is what a leader he is deep a give them orders as a and they carry them out, but nobody has taken upon no leader has taken upon himself to give an example of obedience. And here he is being slapped one after the other and he's never satisfied till the real slap is there the change is hard immediately.

Cut off the giant of a man took all his clothes have need including his goatee and everything naked Stark naked guy and just followed the defeat of Barbara. This is awkward. Absolutely. Yeah everything so, you know in Northern India.

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Tablecloth that that all Indians have them so that it was them so Bobby looks at him. What is this body possessions mind everything I Surrender.

Now this is I'm happy to hear from you. But you just wear the clothes back. So this is my order and he sits quietly. And from that day on the impact was so great on him. But he instead of being after his life now. He has dedicated his life to Baba. That's the story.

And soon after that then of course, he was on the line at the time. He went from place to place in the district telling about Baba telling about his love telling about him being the ancient one and all that sort of thing. He did much work formerly. He had even planned to assassinate.

Even when he was not wearing his leg had or G-Man there are sort of like that and you know, we would advise him take no you just went down.

Yeah, I forgot. He had heart trouble also because of his huge fact that she structure, you know when you came to name. It was wonderful he but people were telling you know, when he came to Maple car was invited to name to that and Layla and then he came we were busy Beach but people were saying was such an experience being taking pukar down.

Highway down from Maine to to Myrtle Beach because in America, you know, we're not used to these items are not even able to stop at this truck stops and of their needs a new but just another trucker they're sitting there with a cup of coffee in there down and nobody said boo to anybody knows the waitress, you know, Kelly five, you know over easier than the, you know, real pep. Talk about you were going in break something.

You're No Nonsense people nothing. So now what happens is that it's not just for that time that this Baba set us an example of obedience for whenever he commanded given order.

Because it was what happened was that at that time the meeting disposed of after the deliberations were over he had given that little message which is somebody has made it. That is The Sermon on the Mount and all that sort of thing. You know how it is a table? Sure. Bob Stern. Yeah, I call this and Mound because my publisher is a man in this Advanced and all that very beautiful message. No doubt.

This is there. But of course we again started on a new life with a new life with me with that's the that's the end of our old life people and all that nothing yet. No, no contact nothing of that sort, but that episode served as best to see when later on after he dropped his body and you all started coming over here and in the early years when y'all came y'all, we're not after what me about us.

Said or here but whatever is discourses of what did God speak say, he said in in God speaks or anything of that sort. They were after every details of his personal life and what happened in this and that is new life and soul live lives of almost there. And in the midst of the topic and talks one day it so happened that I described them as Java. Well, how what happened? How did he come from New Life to this place again? So I described them what?

Night prior to that and that night. We all know the story about the bird and how Baba wanted us to beat him without shoes and spit upon him and all that. That story is famously so they would ask me the question is how did you feel at the time you are did y'all going didn't enjoy feel anything to spit on em on a trip chew em like that.

The time we are never given a thought to exist I said no, he'd never felt anything never felt anything so, you know then or suddenly struck me, why are we didn't feel anything because the lesson that he had taught us of implicit obedience on that day in the life itself. Yeah, he wanted it. So he added. Yeah, who are we to question him and why we should do it on the contrary. We felt happy having sure.

Him because he felt happy and relieved because of his well cruelty to the word. He says Ah now I'm relieved of the burden now the top it all spit on me and then he spat on is now I'm very happy and because he was happy people happy. That's and people when we can arrange them. This is what sort of people this is what I am saying. What is the differences in anything that you give them happiness?

Anything that whatever caters to is pleasure is a pleasure to us is our academics. That's all sometimes really did a nice thing except Italy nice, but it didn't make him happy the women will do, you know gently persuade and gently push her eyes, but it's just like my father your nails. The fingernails are really grown long time to cut that would make such a face.

As if it was such a big thing that all right, they're not that big but I mean there were big for watching the pattern that were engaged. So he turned around to one of us I say that is that big

So then in an industry that I have worked there, I promise to cherish that he's going to read out this that accesses thing to do the matter. What about tomorrow?

That's a lot best day. It is very happy that tomorrow is a nice thing about donating but then it didn't make him happy. Sometimes it is to be great fun run by the ones who said II can I to Goose - shrilly smartly in time and I'm not just the looks cares things like that. Not bad. So

You do this and said, you know and I was just trying to come in massage. Okay, so at the dining table after breakfast nobody sometimes the chair would be turned this way and babble the seated Mara bring out the mustache scissors and been trimming them the media might come out and do something the perform about us coming to the minimum. Listen and I go back and

Tends to me and say that's good. The ones have a lot of how and I be honest and truthful even believe it. But yes and I will get to have a properly and I said but this side is a little bigger than this side, but I think she said and she's okay, right? So she turns the left side. I got this.

How are you? How's it now? How do you find it now? So I love can I say well now this shade isn't so much to me that there is as well. Now, how do you find it now? All right. Now I said well, is it out between you I would have no mustache left.

Those are the party was there ever a time when he didn't have a mustache. No, but so after people have been asking me as to what me. He had big bushy mustache first, right? Yeah. Well in the very early all this so what is what led him to trim the mustache so I just brush it off by saying you ask the women.

We did it. I don't know. I want to know do you we all know anything about it? So it is so then I was right as the women. No, but the one thing that always appealed to me is all these pranks that we would play with him would be and he would play with us but out. Yeah because he does not know anything. He's totally innocent about all this.

And these things that led me but also to believe who he is one of the things what happens is this that these are the last year. This is the last year now 1968-69 now everything is is or 68 knows 4268 end of it. So 269 here we have a month in. Yeah. See, this is 68

Most probably December and all that. It seems that it is the woman's duty to have hot water ready for his bath and this and that because everything is being done there and women seek to that and they took great care of his body and we know it can be very happy about it. And of course when he was on tour then it was my turn formerly before I was Kaka body is to seek his body then out acaba. Yeah retired.

It was my turn. So I just grabbed the same thing played his hair combed his hair trimming the mustache and shaving his beard and this and that and see it is hot water enough ice to do that. It seems that word came in the end of the 1968 from inside saying that now Governor brought the news to me and says try to do one thing get bother to take about. This is why this is we have tried our best and he

He doesn't want to take a bath and it's for a long time now. It's not good for his body. So we must give him and Tyson to take a bath with every time the tomorrow would be there with him. Today is a cloudy day. I have cold. I have I'm feeling feverish and you try to put it off and some other when he escaped from the women's side and came here and you come and sometimes say that you know, today is my crucifixion day.

Pacific Cindy. Yeah, and we didn't understand says do you know what it what I mean by it? I will take a bath when I go here in the afternoon and there again, he'll put it off some some excuse and will again come away. So that's how it was say they did not succeed and they thought that well I might do something to succeed, you know, so they shifted the onus on me.

Begin the Box. Well, I said, all right. I'll try my best knowing fully well because I heard from Governor what they did and all that everything failed. Nothing seemed to induce him to take a bath and it was imperative that you saw his body. His pores need to be what you call opened under. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, how do you seem to be there is but he needed that because what happens every afternoon, I would massages body with talcum powder.

And all that beauty coming and I'll just give it up but how to rub it just a little to help. You know, how do you tell what do you call Jennifer that would make him sleep and do that and then to top it all you see prior to this box business what had happened why government was so adamant and others were element for him to take bath. Is that all that calc was there and could be washed but the top it off.

The love of his lovers they heard that his body is failing all that. So from Iran, somebody sent a Jar full of almond oil almond oil is very famous. You see for body to do strength and yeah medic strong. Yeah. It's a fascinating almond oil the whole job. So they had scented with petition to Baba that this is sent for you for your body to do you good and now your body will be nice around that and he

Looks and one thing that he didn't like to my knowledge any woman would come or any man would come and then Bob would Embrace and if he had any grease or his head and naturally the chief the head ghost was the cheek and that is greasy that he what is this your put oil there. So he would be very careful. If there is an oily head. Then he embraced will not be that intimidation.

Today that much I noticed also and to adopt it all to have oil on his body, you know was real Pacific Ocean, but because of the love of his loved ones from Iran, but since it says love and he's looked at me and he said Baba is really good instead of the style being used. This is the best thing for massage and all that and then put we'll put your body in son and he denies absorb the sun's rays and all that. So this had been happening in every did that bottle.

Be here on the windowsill and you look how much is there and I said I will use only little tank wipe it off clean and I used to do that. He didn't.

The bag this yes very slightly. I killed. Yeah, so I

So then what happened? Is that every did he didn't like the oil and he wanted the oil to finish. Now, how do we do that? He want me to have a little of the oil and then he wanted me to have more of the oil so that it's finished and we get over this so there was a tussle music. So all that was there and of course the women were noticing these things and and the pores are being blocked with you all the time with that old talc powder. That was they're not taking bath the oil.

Then all that but in spite of it the body was very good. Very fine. But what do you call it medically pores need to be open? So the news comes to me that some other get him to think about. Well, I'm here as usual as if nothing has been told to me and of course Baba does not know we know that he does not many.

So he says it is there one fine day soon after this message at come to me a couple of days after that.

I think the advantage he called me near has something that he wanted me to show something and I went there and I saw it and he knew that I had very strong nostrils for smell. So while I'm doing that I'm close to his face and body and as I purposely did that without this is what's the matter I said, I don't know there is a stink around here.

Stink out your items. He had also powerful nostrils. Well established since of yeah, he said I don't smell anything. This is my brother it is there so I even share and you see that there is a dad yet little creatures are here that or something I went down and looked at under his chair and passed my hand and said nothing and did when I got up at the back.

Exactly. Oh I said I know where from where it comes with from Ventura. This is from you're scared. I had to tell Eli answers. This is really so he did this you see it is not very no no smell. See I said, yeah, but Baba for you because you it is just scared that when you don't have that smell but I as a stranger away from your scalp I get it.

Case is it real as a realtor but was not here. So I said I said this morning using GT500 I'm going to win now and one one over the women, you know, because women took pride in yeah, so I was very happy that I won and when I sat down balances go and bring the bed, so I went and rang the bell for garlic. I said I told him in the

Meantime that Baba is time that you should take a bath now and get over with this all this horrible because suppose if somebody comes over here and base is you and all that people used to come is not proper is doesn't good. It doesn't look good in all that is that the case don't ring the bells. So then I rang the bell cow is game. I thought that he's asking her over to prepare the hot water and his duty Bartok body immediately. So when Governor comes on a cycle here

As he comes did you call from his boss is here. Come here. You remember some years ago. One of my lover's from the West had sent a perfume bottle. I have given to Mara to keep it.

See if she can find it ask her to find that and bring it here.

Well after sometimes yeah, it must have taken about half an hour or an hour long time. It was so and in the meantime, we are doing something as if nothing has happened, you know, because I was serious that he should take a bath so we can't go on harping on that. Otherwise the seriousness is lost. So now it comes with a bottle. So Bobby looks at it opens it see how it is. He calls mrs. See how the sainted actually has very good. Just see that

So then he took it is it is just end up here. It is now smell now. I said, yeah the perfume remember keep this bottle on that silver this game before it enters our she enters remember to rub the CAC other they won't have any cigarettes last. I lost nothing seemed.

Inducing to take baths. So then we are the only did he know that he didn't know what clock.

How about this is in the not just periods. Yeah. Yeah at four o'clock. He became hot water in the morning first thing.

And that's what it's not. I mean I had we've been removing or closed after not very social so long. What would our salesmen like events are usually very afraid so it's almost like, you know regular himself.

So the only course left now. I told her that we appear to have it was very upset about Asian. We should be something and all of a sudden I said the only thing to man hundred if you think the medical discoveries importantly whole Soldier taking injections. So how did the what happened yet? Next opportunity was there are of course many days passed by now. It's a matter of

Days weeks are there and days are passing by in the week. There are only four weeks left for into possible. What is important is three weeks are there 113 I suppose your birthday 14 14 is your birthday on 13 on 13 January. He works here the last day.

That's how we remember because of his birthday and telegram to be distributed. Yeah, it's 114th nausea rest Baba's room because dr. Stowell stopped him from coming he would come he had nothing but they said no Bobby. You should take rest if you want if there is any work there with they can come their energy. They will be in your room there. So on 14 we are now called there and I'm with his own hands. He distributed sweets and remember Dawn Dawn today is his birthday and this and that

And today is the day changing constellation Stakes race. It is a great day in India also find we continued with hard work and finish top off and then you sell back and all that and days are passing by this must be about 25th 26th of January 26th. I don't remember the exact day, but very few days were left now for the last wish I didn't know.

So now go there is very

Jittery about all this and what to do and we are all the time trying to find out what to do such as do one thing. He likes for DePaul lavender water. Is this lavender water in 11th? Yeah. We like the perfume of that bit about always like perfume, but not all perfumes station person rolls lavender, so somebody had sent a bottle of lavenders water for now.

So it's got a bottle of lavender is very good. Get hot water ready and these see what would happen keep the water ready. And when we come the just get the water ready and keep it there. So we got we are called and by Barbara for the post and mail every day the demon was there till the last and it has not left us even now. So what happens is they are going there now and bye-bye seated this

Playing and singing so messy recover Saturday bringing the pill.

In the meantime what happened? I will do is feet soles of his feet and started rubbing ski, and I said see what it is.

What is it, you know how to drive skill you can have a powder of skin can rub it like that. They're determined to wash the rub the sole of your feet and you're just sponge defeat. At least if you don't want to take a bath then why can't he do this?

First is all right. I said for that being Bob I will make you sit there and you put your face down. We had a basin of what and then we I poured a bottle not the whole bottles see that how lavender water is nice nice fragrance here lavender water is so yeah. So, you know, I've been bath towels just scrub towels and all that. I started gov everyone like myself another and all that and then squirt Leah after I've done that change the towel change the water knew.

Has been put that's why I bother said what is this as it? Naturally it does naughty water you're throwing it out. And I really want to find you in the meantime, then what happened? I just lifted his pajamas Gil started doing this. What are you doing? I said, no just here then here then here and here the whole body. This is you're using the same tactics that I taught. I did for the must I said, what can we do?

Absolutely, scrubbed and cleaned and everything everything.

So this is how it is how to handle the body gasps like that another bath after that. That was the last night as we prepare the body and all that. His body is nothing to be prepared. But use this.

Okay. Good night. Good night.

Had his wife by any other time it'll give it all seated the and distance and Baba is doing is working with the poor and the neighbors and all that one. And then Francis quiet evening of said, I don't know how to because I'm the barber nearby and we are all anxious to get the thing over you see so all of a sudden it seems this is what Francis said later on prices must begin his wife you see because she was not believing in Baba.

So she is looking and Frances looking in every time that I see all like Co see how he's tending to these people around so all of us, he's a good man good neither must have overheard them and he turned round and either I have to say that Baba says, he's not a good man. Now the says he is God, man.

Change that if there is something in that lump in the block just got that look and that's the end of it all the because I'm not a good man and God man.

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elf004b Audio Extracted.wav [00:00:00] I said well there's a remote possibility but I should say that well, if you want to have a look at him and see him from a distance it is possible. How is it possible? How can it be possible? Well, it says at the time of Camilla. [00:00:19] You know when there is a mass Gathering of millions of people and he want to pinpoint a certain person you can't be in that crowd all that you have to stand out from the pack. So this is if he if you cross the river and scanned out on the other back then maybe there's a possibility of having a view of others. How is it possible? You follow what I'm saying is is logical truth is it's quite logical. So it says means you mean to say that [00:00:49] On the bank of the river he will be there. Yeah, there's a real possibility in the meantime. What had happened is that Baba does came to know that, you know shuttle gonna come on. Yeah New Life give started going from one place to another and [00:01:09] When we went be stationed at his farm, which is no not that kind of known as mines remarking, but then it is now officially recorded and known as Mayor Marty. It's named after a baba. So by the government so he came in contact and he came to know through shatrughna. The shatrughna is made Arrangement at certain. [00:01:39] What we call carrots that has been taken up by his was owned by his friend. Shut up. My husband and Baba and the Rhythm and the money will be on the Terrace to view this whole occasion instead of being inside the cab. [00:01:56] So he tried to get the address bar with ask Auntie against them and immediately went and inform who care about because it's near to that restrict this place Michigan hardwar. It's hard. It was hard work. So since the real focus on yes, I'm sure to come you had to cross the river and go on the other bank and see there and then forgot old index. He might be appearing there on the Terrace the from a [00:02:26] You can see it if you want. That is the only possibility this is now mind. I will Hazard that so that's how for the first time he had a view of Baba from that district is a long distance and Ganges River is not a small River or regulated you call it makes a huge two things and but from there he actually saw him as the dazzling figure. This is Sarah bothered us. He tells me [00:02:56] Odyssey Baba the he tells he asked Barbara's Bar Association. Is that the person there in that white that is you standing there? So here that's the robe of the new life that company as it is called. Yeah, he's the one and he looks at him looks like and some other his heartfelt and there is something in this man because just by he could accept him there is something in your life. [00:03:23] And then he tells Baba that that was the first games of love polka polka polka dots of the then he tells David us where will it be possible whenever the opportunities afforded to us. Is it possible for us to have a clothes that Shin of him interviewer and the interviewee new life. He doesn't see anybody on his it's not possible. He didn't know that Bobby would make it possible I exactly [00:03:52] Year because if you all know they'll go through the records you find that for one day. He stepped into Old life 1/16 of a budget of October 1959. [00:04:08] So well bothered us naturally was at that time in the circle. So he came to know about that and he informed her car and then poke are there were many other colleagues of him who were also underground workers case you need them was a prisoner. You know, here's your nigga. I just heard a story. Where is it? Yeah in the glow. Yeah, and then there was another another MLA the time member of the legislative assembly. [00:04:39] Long many years his name was Robert triple super sorry. So he was there also so they were they were the invitees at the time so he inquired and they were all colleagues in prison and the time see there is the new so they were followers of other they had heard of Bob and they accepted him. This book has yet to accept but he has not accepted but he has seen [00:05:08] From a distance [00:05:10] So what happened? Is this now some other folk art tries to Wrangle his way into the assembly for that one day and get his admission did so through these people who were very close to about had come close to but not they are not very close but there was a new one. You see it just like yeah. Yeah, the westerners are the time you see and the eagerness and enthusiasm and Baba is slave to their love although Baba didn't want any Outsiders or anything, but they [00:05:40] I said so if I say, all right, let him come bring him there with you. So that's how he got into that stable at that time. And that meeting for one day. Is that for few hours New Life from New Life to Old life and the stable of Oregon's place. There is known as our Constable they mobula sure it was known now for it had been given the name of Florence hall now some somebody some [00:06:10] Religious organization has taken it. I don't know how many years have passed by so in this table. We are all assembled there on that appointed Dion 16th, October. And of course those new life companions are with Baba and Baba is there Baba has not come and the stable is now it's not a small thing. I have hands other kind is a very well known figure if you if you have heard of his me. It's a dynasty. See they are the heads of [00:06:39] Means of people following us there. They are following religious pollen his the religious head and his son and his son's son and all day. They are on the throne in college. [00:06:56] So [00:06:59] Baba had assembled people invitees were there on their appointed time and Baba walks inside the strip. [00:07:11] And try to get like this is this corrugated sheet like a huge gate is there but a very shabby looking this all in a dilapidated condition with him. I don't know why being the ancient one he seems to be attached to dilapidated things. It seems to me. Yeah our garden lucky for us. Yeah. It is lucky. So we are all they're squatting on the earth stable media reports. [00:07:41] You can't have any marble paid things is yard. So we are all there and rickety chair is put for him in a corner at the far end of this table. And he walks in with us. I was there and others two or three Companions of New Life at they're all the companies. Are there you 21 20 of them and we walking double boxing with a few of us and we region to the chair and sits down. [00:08:11] And doesn't sit down. He he enters and all of a sudden they were all seated there come a few minutes before a half an hour 15 minutes before and they all stand up. So barbarous fill them sit down. [00:08:24] And the injunction was nobody should bow down just they can hold their hands. So they folded their hands when they stood up and was killed him sit down and it takes a seat belt when takes his seat. He turns to me and says asks me have they all come I can't count them who are here on Earth. So I look at them and I see the whole full and I said, yeah all are coming because the time is because they were the new about the punctuality and all [00:08:54] As India they are components of the game. So he calls one of the other companies by name Vishnu. We are he were he remembered Vishnu this morning you remembered now we know so he Vishnu was there so which day is the so he tell you he signals to Vishnu shut the gate now. [00:09:14] So for Vishnu from nearby deceit, it's a long distance. Although it's stable is a big one. So he walks the distance and goes to subjugate. The two gates are to be brought together to love them. [00:09:28] And mind you there is no such thing as window or until that stable. You see we are all like horses stabled are you know, there is of course between the roof and the wall, there is a little ventilation. That's all just an open Gap that that was the ventilation. [00:09:46] So and that was the thing to which the light filtered in Wiley shutting the gate to Hill to his notice stuns goose. Taji, who is an old companion ibada and being old of age and he needs to peel when X is frequently. So he was coming with his God. You're not dying and walking and his coming. So it's just respect this but naturally was a [00:10:16] Life's companion Bob has very old companion same he was with Barbara from time of Sai Baba and past month. It's a matter of respect. You don't you just do that. You see immediately shut that gate when we study is kept out like that for such an important meeting here Baba stepped into new whole life for one day for New Life. Although gusta G was an old New Life companion also, so he waits for a while. He's waiting there. He is back. [00:10:46] Back is turned to look at Gustafson is signaling to him to come soon. In the meantime three persons dashed inside the stable. They had heard that seen people coming flocking to mahabaleshwar and they were all from different parts of India. Somebody had come from Pakistan and somebody from Bombay and somebody they all loopy and other places and my publisher is a place a small place is a small hill station ill interrogate crashing here. [00:11:16] Vicky they came inside they just rushed inside and they had heard that meher Baba is there they had heard his name before because baba baba will be visiting my pleasure in your life together. And this is a good opportunity. Megabytes comes to they rushed inside and they went straight to the chair unawares. I was taken up because I was there by side by the sash. I should know better that they should not bow down. But before I could do anything they fell at his feet all three of them. [00:11:46] Together so Bob immediately gets up from his chair and mouse down to them. They are embarrassed and they bow down again and bobbing bounce down and this goes on for two three times. Then I get back my senses. It happened within a minute recording so I catch hold of them. I said, what are you doing? I just lovely but it was goodness on my part. I caught hold of I said, what are you trying to do don't you know that he doesn't want you to bow down because the [00:12:16] Enough because we didn't know about this is going very and caressed his their cheeks and better than and all that embrace them and all that. Don't bother now your make me go so they were happy and they left because they got the physical touch Ababa the contact and all it did was happy. [00:12:40] So then of course when they left Vishnu love the dough [00:12:44] Vishnu comes close to Baba and Picard is see Melissa Picard is Cindy who cares who is an observer now in the company of all the followers of Melba. He's the only one stranger he look he views all this. [00:13:02] And this is what sort of man he is that a person borrows down to him and he returns it takes such great pains and he goes down on the floor on the ground and bows down and all that and now these are the things that come later on to our noses because he is nourished these to me so but what is mind is saying at the time I have to depict that so he is his mind says that will [00:13:31] Have been with leaders. I am myself a leader and I don't mind anybody paying me great respect this year on the contrary feel happy and my day is a good day when somebody does that and there are so many political leaders all over the place. And if you happy about to do in Garland in this and that I'm here is somebody somebody sorry sometimes something we must find out with her. So this is how it has started playing upon his mind the situation. [00:13:59] But when Vishnu came close to Baba and Bobby looks at him and says you are in a new life you were isn't it? Yesterday. We are stepping to own life today. But you know the rules I told you to obey me implicitly I told you to shut the gate and why did you not shut the gate in the meantime, these people came in what what stopped what prevented you from Chinese? So he is actually innocent retells, Baba. [00:14:31] Baba we study was coming and I saw him coming and so I was trying to call him soon. It will be pleased we started what does boostedgt to do with my order. I had ordered you to do it, even if you are seeing God coming. So what has that to do with my honor to you. Why do you wait and then he turns to the people and says how often have been driving home to you all that I want. [00:14:58] You too, baby. Nobody seems to pay any means. He's lamenting now on his own as if he saw you love me. Yeah, and I Am The Interpreter is nobody pay he pays heed to what I mean by obedience and all that and then he says even if I were to tell you to give me a slap you should do it. Come here. Give me a slap now person gets up with all this long necks and he goes and just does this [00:15:29] Vince is this the way to obey me. Is this the slap if any if you were to give a slap to somebody to Pat him on the cheek. Is this the way to open it all this book? Are you seeing her mind? [00:15:43] We did not know that all this drama yet called a meeting a very important meeting. He is stepping into Old life of one few hours from his new life that he would never return to Old life and he has done all this. Why should you do all the sir and it seemed as if but it is so logical that Baba is now emphasizing the fact on obedience and all that. But drama behind this behind the stage is something different which we came to know later on. [00:16:13] So what happened is that he is lamenting the fact that nobody seems to be heat to my injunction to obey me implicitly. This is he is disgusted with that man. He called somebody you come and give me a slap. So the person comes in here like that. Is this the slap that a person goes to another one? Is this the way that you all do it? Nobody seems to pay heed anything you come and give me and then he calls out one to me. [00:16:43] Crosses different Pakistan. And now this is the third time now, he should do something and we know Karis those who know him, you know, yeah, what a fanatic he is. He gives such a tight slap to Baba has turned his head like that. I saw it. What is under the slab? That was Bob versus this is what I mean by obedience to your this is obedience. [00:17:10] And other that in humans is yeah. I'm very happy and pleased would you consider that the women went so what happened is now all this is being witnessed by polka. [00:17:27] His mind is in a turmoil. This is what a leader he is deep a give them orders as a and they carry them out, but nobody has taken upon no leader has taken upon himself to give an example of obedience. And here he is being slapped one after the other and he's never satisfied till the real slap is there the change is hard immediately. [00:17:55] Cut off the giant of a man took all his clothes have need including his goatee and everything naked Stark naked guy and just followed the defeat of Barbara. This is awkward. Absolutely. Yeah everything so, you know in Northern India. [00:18:36] Wine club [00:18:55] Tablecloth that that all Indians have them so that it was them so Bobby looks at him. What is this body possessions mind everything I Surrender. [00:19:14] Now this is I'm happy to hear from you. But you just wear the clothes back. So this is my order and he sits quietly. And from that day on the impact was so great on him. But he instead of being after his life now. He has dedicated his life to Baba. That's the story. [00:19:39] And soon after that then of course, he was on the line at the time. He went from place to place in the district telling about Baba telling about his love telling about him being the ancient one and all that sort of thing. He did much work formerly. He had even planned to assassinate. [00:20:00] Even when he was not wearing his leg had or G-Man there are sort of like that and you know, we would advise him take no you just went down. [00:20:11] Yeah, I forgot. He had heart trouble also because of his huge fact that she structure, you know when you came to name. It was wonderful he but people were telling you know, when he came to Maple car was invited to name to that and Layla and then he came we were busy Beach but people were saying was such an experience being taking pukar down. [00:20:41] Highway down from Maine to to Myrtle Beach because in America, you know, we're not used to these items are not even able to stop at this truck stops and of their needs a new but just another trucker they're sitting there with a cup of coffee in there down and nobody said boo to anybody knows the waitress, you know, Kelly five, you know over easier than the, you know, real pep. Talk about you were going in break something. [00:21:34] You're No Nonsense people nothing. So now what happens is that it's not just for that time that this Baba set us an example of obedience for whenever he commanded given order. [00:21:49] Because it was what happened was that at that time the meeting disposed of after the deliberations were over he had given that little message which is somebody has made it. That is The Sermon on the Mount and all that sort of thing. You know how it is a table? Sure. Bob Stern. Yeah, I call this and Mound because my publisher is a man in this Advanced and all that very beautiful message. No doubt. [00:22:19] This is there. But of course we again started on a new life with a new life with me with that's the that's the end of our old life people and all that nothing yet. No, no contact nothing of that sort, but that episode served as best to see when later on after he dropped his body and you all started coming over here and in the early years when y'all came y'all, we're not after what me about us. [00:22:49] Said or here but whatever is discourses of what did God speak say, he said in in God speaks or anything of that sort. They were after every details of his personal life and what happened in this and that is new life and soul live lives of almost there. And in the midst of the topic and talks one day it so happened that I described them as Java. Well, how what happened? How did he come from New Life to this place again? So I described them what? [00:23:19] Night prior to that and that night. We all know the story about the bird and how Baba wanted us to beat him without shoes and spit upon him and all that. That story is famously so they would ask me the question is how did you feel at the time you are did y'all going didn't enjoy feel anything to spit on em on a trip chew em like that. [00:23:48] The time we are never given a thought to exist I said no, he'd never felt anything never felt anything so, you know then or suddenly struck me, why are we didn't feel anything because the lesson that he had taught us of implicit obedience on that day in the life itself. Yeah, he wanted it. So he added. Yeah, who are we to question him and why we should do it on the contrary. We felt happy having sure. [00:24:17] Him because he felt happy and relieved because of his well cruelty to the word. He says Ah now I'm relieved of the burden now the top it all spit on me and then he spat on is now I'm very happy and because he was happy people happy. That's and people when we can arrange them. This is what sort of people this is what I am saying. What is the differences in anything that you give them happiness? [00:24:47] Anything that whatever caters to is pleasure is a pleasure to us is our academics. That's all sometimes really did a nice thing except Italy nice, but it didn't make him happy the women will do, you know gently persuade and gently push her eyes, but it's just like my father your nails. The fingernails are really grown long time to cut that would make such a face. [00:25:16] As if it was such a big thing that all right, they're not that big but I mean there were big for watching the pattern that were engaged. So he turned around to one of us I say that is that big [00:25:38] So then in an industry that I have worked there, I promise to cherish that he's going to read out this that accesses thing to do the matter. What about tomorrow? [00:25:52] That's a lot best day. It is very happy that tomorrow is a nice thing about donating but then it didn't make him happy. Sometimes it is to be great fun run by the ones who said II can I to Goose - shrilly smartly in time and I'm not just the looks cares things like that. Not bad. So [00:26:20] You do this and said, you know and I was just trying to come in massage. Okay, so at the dining table after breakfast nobody sometimes the chair would be turned this way and babble the seated Mara bring out the mustache scissors and been trimming them the media might come out and do something the perform about us coming to the minimum. Listen and I go back and [00:26:49] Tends to me and say that's good. The ones have a lot of how and I be honest and truthful even believe it. But yes and I will get to have a properly and I said but this side is a little bigger than this side, but I think she said and she's okay, right? So she turns the left side. I got this. [00:27:19] How are you? How's it now? How do you find it now? So I love can I say well now this shade isn't so much to me that there is as well. Now, how do you find it now? All right. Now I said well, is it out between you I would have no mustache left. [00:27:55] Those are the party was there ever a time when he didn't have a mustache. No, but so after people have been asking me as to what me. He had big bushy mustache first, right? Yeah. Well in the very early all this so what is what led him to trim the mustache so I just brush it off by saying you ask the women. [00:28:21] We did it. I don't know. I want to know do you we all know anything about it? So it is so then I was right as the women. No, but the one thing that always appealed to me is all these pranks that we would play with him would be and he would play with us but out. Yeah because he does not know anything. He's totally innocent about all this. [00:28:49] And these things that led me but also to believe who he is one of the things what happens is this that these are the last year. This is the last year now 1968-69 now everything is is or 68 knows 4268 end of it. So 269 here we have a month in. Yeah. See, this is 68 [00:29:20] Most probably December and all that. It seems that it is the woman's duty to have hot water ready for his bath and this and that because everything is being done there and women seek to that and they took great care of his body and we know it can be very happy about it. And of course when he was on tour then it was my turn formerly before I was Kaka body is to seek his body then out acaba. Yeah retired. [00:29:50] It was my turn. So I just grabbed the same thing played his hair combed his hair trimming the mustache and shaving his beard and this and that and see it is hot water enough ice to do that. It seems that word came in the end of the 1968 from inside saying that now Governor brought the news to me and says try to do one thing get bother to take about. This is why this is we have tried our best and he [00:30:19] He doesn't want to take a bath and it's for a long time now. It's not good for his body. So we must give him and Tyson to take a bath with every time the tomorrow would be there with him. Today is a cloudy day. I have cold. I have I'm feeling feverish and you try to put it off and some other when he escaped from the women's side and came here and you come and sometimes say that you know, today is my crucifixion day. [00:30:49] Pacific Cindy. Yeah, and we didn't understand says do you know what it what I mean by it? I will take a bath when I go here in the afternoon and there again, he'll put it off some some excuse and will again come away. So that's how it was say they did not succeed and they thought that well I might do something to succeed, you know, so they shifted the onus on me. [00:31:18] Begin the Box. Well, I said, all right. I'll try my best knowing fully well because I heard from Governor what they did and all that everything failed. Nothing seemed to induce him to take a bath and it was imperative that you saw his body. His pores need to be what you call opened under. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, how do you seem to be there is but he needed that because what happens every afternoon, I would massages body with talcum powder. [00:31:48] And all that beauty coming and I'll just give it up but how to rub it just a little to help. You know, how do you tell what do you call Jennifer that would make him sleep and do that and then to top it all you see prior to this box business what had happened why government was so adamant and others were element for him to take bath. Is that all that calc was there and could be washed but the top it off. [00:32:19] The love of his lovers they heard that his body is failing all that. So from Iran, somebody sent a Jar full of almond oil almond oil is very famous. You see for body to do strength and yeah medic strong. Yeah. It's a fascinating almond oil the whole job. So they had scented with petition to Baba that this is sent for you for your body to do you good and now your body will be nice around that and he [00:32:48] Looks and one thing that he didn't like to my knowledge any woman would come or any man would come and then Bob would Embrace and if he had any grease or his head and naturally the chief the head ghost was the cheek and that is greasy that he what is this your put oil there. So he would be very careful. If there is an oily head. Then he embraced will not be that intimidation. [00:33:19] Today that much I noticed also and to adopt it all to have oil on his body, you know was real Pacific Ocean, but because of the love of his loved ones from Iran, but since it says love and he's looked at me and he said Baba is really good instead of the style being used. This is the best thing for massage and all that and then put we'll put your body in son and he denies absorb the sun's rays and all that. So this had been happening in every did that bottle. [00:33:48] Be here on the windowsill and you look how much is there and I said I will use only little tank wipe it off clean and I used to do that. He didn't. [00:34:01] The bag this yes very slightly. I killed. Yeah, so I [00:34:08] So then what happened? Is that every did he didn't like the oil and he wanted the oil to finish. Now, how do we do that? He want me to have a little of the oil and then he wanted me to have more of the oil so that it's finished and we get over this so there was a tussle music. So all that was there and of course the women were noticing these things and and the pores are being blocked with you all the time with that old talc powder. That was they're not taking bath the oil. [00:34:38] Then all that but in spite of it the body was very good. Very fine. But what do you call it medically pores need to be open? So the news comes to me that some other get him to think about. Well, I'm here as usual as if nothing has been told to me and of course Baba does not know we know that he does not many. [00:35:10] So he says it is there one fine day soon after this message at come to me a couple of days after that. [00:35:17] I think the advantage he called me near has something that he wanted me to show something and I went there and I saw it and he knew that I had very strong nostrils for smell. So while I'm doing that I'm close to his face and body and as I purposely did that without this is what's the matter I said, I don't know there is a stink around here. [00:35:52] Stink out your items. He had also powerful nostrils. Well established since of yeah, he said I don't smell anything. This is my brother it is there so I even share and you see that there is a dad yet little creatures are here that or something I went down and looked at under his chair and passed my hand and said nothing and did when I got up at the back. [00:36:17] Exactly. Oh I said I know where from where it comes with from Ventura. This is from you're scared. I had to tell Eli answers. This is really so he did this you see it is not very no no smell. See I said, yeah, but Baba for you because you it is just scared that when you don't have that smell but I as a stranger away from your scalp I get it. [00:36:47] Case is it real as a realtor but was not here. So I said I said this morning using GT500 I'm going to win now and one one over the women, you know, because women took pride in yeah, so I was very happy that I won and when I sat down balances go and bring the bed, so I went and rang the bell for garlic. I said I told him in the [00:37:17] Meantime that Baba is time that you should take a bath now and get over with this all this horrible because suppose if somebody comes over here and base is you and all that people used to come is not proper is doesn't good. It doesn't look good in all that is that the case don't ring the bells. So then I rang the bell cow is game. I thought that he's asking her over to prepare the hot water and his duty Bartok body immediately. So when Governor comes on a cycle here [00:37:47] As he comes did you call from his boss is here. Come here. You remember some years ago. One of my lover's from the West had sent a perfume bottle. I have given to Mara to keep it. [00:38:04] See if she can find it ask her to find that and bring it here. [00:38:11] Well after sometimes yeah, it must have taken about half an hour or an hour long time. It was so and in the meantime, we are doing something as if nothing has happened, you know, because I was serious that he should take a bath so we can't go on harping on that. Otherwise the seriousness is lost. So now it comes with a bottle. So Bobby looks at it opens it see how it is. He calls mrs. See how the sainted actually has very good. Just see that [00:38:41] So then he took it is it is just end up here. It is now smell now. I said, yeah the perfume remember keep this bottle on that silver this game before it enters our she enters remember to rub the CAC other they won't have any cigarettes last. I lost nothing seemed. [00:39:11] Inducing to take baths. So then we are the only did he know that he didn't know what clock. [00:39:41] How about this is in the not just periods. Yeah. Yeah at four o'clock. He became hot water in the morning first thing. [00:39:55] And that's what it's not. I mean I had we've been removing or closed after not very social so long. What would our salesmen like events are usually very afraid so it's almost like, you know regular himself. [00:40:19] So the only course left now. I told her that we appear to have it was very upset about Asian. We should be something and all of a sudden I said the only thing to man hundred if you think the medical discoveries importantly whole Soldier taking injections. So how did the what happened yet? Next opportunity was there are of course many days passed by now. It's a matter of [00:40:49] Days weeks are there and days are passing by in the week. There are only four weeks left for into possible. What is important is three weeks are there 113 I suppose your birthday 14 14 is your birthday on 13 on 13 January. He works here the last day. [00:41:09] That's how we remember because of his birthday and telegram to be distributed. Yeah, it's 114th nausea rest Baba's room because dr. Stowell stopped him from coming he would come he had nothing but they said no Bobby. You should take rest if you want if there is any work there with they can come their energy. They will be in your room there. So on 14 we are now called there and I'm with his own hands. He distributed sweets and remember Dawn Dawn today is his birthday and this and that [00:41:39] And today is the day changing constellation Stakes race. It is a great day in India also find we continued with hard work and finish top off and then you sell back and all that and days are passing by this must be about 25th 26th of January 26th. I don't remember the exact day, but very few days were left now for the last wish I didn't know. [00:42:10] So now go there is very [00:42:15] Jittery about all this and what to do and we are all the time trying to find out what to do such as do one thing. He likes for DePaul lavender water. Is this lavender water in 11th? Yeah. We like the perfume of that bit about always like perfume, but not all perfumes station person rolls lavender, so somebody had sent a bottle of lavenders water for now. [00:42:45] So it's got a bottle of lavender is very good. Get hot water ready and these see what would happen keep the water ready. And when we come the just get the water ready and keep it there. So we got we are called and by Barbara for the post and mail every day the demon was there till the last and it has not left us even now. So what happens is they are going there now and bye-bye seated this [00:43:13] Playing and singing so messy recover Saturday bringing the pill. [00:43:25] In the meantime what happened? I will do is feet soles of his feet and started rubbing ski, and I said see what it is. [00:43:34] What is it, you know how to drive skill you can have a powder of skin can rub it like that. They're determined to wash the rub the sole of your feet and you're just sponge defeat. At least if you don't want to take a bath then why can't he do this? [00:44:03] First is all right. I said for that being Bob I will make you sit there and you put your face down. We had a basin of what and then we I poured a bottle not the whole bottles see that how lavender water is nice nice fragrance here lavender water is so yeah. So, you know, I've been bath towels just scrub towels and all that. I started gov everyone like myself another and all that and then squirt Leah after I've done that change the towel change the water knew. [00:44:33] Has been put that's why I bother said what is this as it? Naturally it does naughty water you're throwing it out. And I really want to find you in the meantime, then what happened? I just lifted his pajamas Gil started doing this. What are you doing? I said, no just here then here then here and here the whole body. This is you're using the same tactics that I taught. I did for the must I said, what can we do? [00:45:03] Absolutely, scrubbed and cleaned and everything everything. [00:45:16] So this is how it is how to handle the body gasps like that another bath after that. That was the last night as we prepare the body and all that. His body is nothing to be prepared. But use this. [00:45:55] Okay. Good night. Good night. [00:46:14] Had his wife by any other time it'll give it all seated the and distance and Baba is doing is working with the poor and the neighbors and all that one. And then Francis quiet evening of said, I don't know how to because I'm the barber nearby and we are all anxious to get the thing over you see so all of a sudden it seems this is what Francis said later on prices must begin his wife you see because she was not believing in Baba. [00:46:45] So she is looking and Frances looking in every time that I see all like Co see how he's tending to these people around so all of us, he's a good man good neither must have overheard them and he turned round and either I have to say that Baba says, he's not a good man. Now the says he is God, man. [00:47:14] Change that if there is something in that lump in the block just got that look and that's the end of it all the because I'm not a good man and God man.

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