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This is everything that was it. Of course not the paraphernalia is not the cookies and bananas are just better come inside. Unfortunately is no light your there is see all the stone material and everything. That is the stone was up there until you see all this wood material in these windows this mesh that you see, you know, all this was there at the time

Except the curtain.

Well, this is a real treasure to live in isn't it in a way. Yeah, it's known as the Menage cabin and a relation of the mind. They're lying in the process. You know, when the mind gets you had to go to the mental hospital people are here, you know as counselors and all that certain phone, but the persons who live here.

This is like that this is Gabby detials. Now you find a don't with all the cookies and the boxes and all that and medicines to of course. So they were use the shells were used the time to place those little toys that he played with. Have you seen those models of temples churches the power see what is Russian fire?

Iron, Pagoda or the budist Masjid in the mosque of the Muslims and all Church Christians all this was here. These shells were there for that so he would sit here right here and there were no no bad or anything of the sort. So he would just be here. I don't know what he needs to do with the shut the door. I should sit outside and then he called them I would come in.

So he worked here and ended his Manoj phase in new life began it in Lucknow. No began it in Hyderabad Hyderabad and there's a king called kujaku. Decay is still there is in the new life. There are different phases in New Life it all started with Gypsy life and wandering and digging and all that sort of thing. And there is no one of the phases was banished and then he completed the space and phase and

Then he went to the West in 52 there. He started it's called the complicated free life. He met with the accident and all that sort of thing. And then after that he had said this all this prior to starting a new life you see and then there was a fire if we life where he went all over the country all over the world you see and set fire in the hearts of people and there we were astonished and amazed how they accepted him and he told them with great Authority and all that. Nobody raised any voice.

And think he of course exhorted them like anything in the very strongholds of Orthodoxy that he has come here to duel with all rights rituals and ceremonies. I used to tremble while speaking out is so huge you do that is why I'm standing here. Don't be afraid continue here this like that. So the first things were there in the sea of humanity the not little section would come we'll take it in or something like that.

Well, they would just pulverized into powder.

She was like that and then the life so these were the different phases. That's after we finish the work here is you exchange identity. This is but there was no bed here. No nobody used to keep on the floor he did but this is not the sleeping place. You see he would always divide his office and his workspace and his hopes his workspace and you see these name.

Yes put at random. So we had what you call the tarpaulin and he'll be behind the darkening their huge sleep. This was his rest and here was where he worked. It's very hot in the summertime mind you it's very cold ice box in Winter and I will okay, but do you know I'm sorry. I didn't believe you. This is known as

Listen, well, I see it. Here's your picture Sheila. These two cabins are brought into one. So this is the material that was used.

Charlotte's convinced now that going up the hill means just in Story Only actually we don't move from here. All right, you know, I'm just trying to let you all know you're going nowhere.

I need to see that no Zoo is there no palaces not even a hot day. So what are we crazy people? It's like going to the new pyramid. There's nothing that not even new you'll see why we are going is following in his footsteps following his death wherever you have come.

We are still following. Okay, so we are going why are we going because he walked up there he was there he was there is universal world. What is it? What is that Universal was we don't know but he said that he was busy. So this is all right. We'll go. It's a place of pilgrimage for us now, which he had said

Long back in 1955. You said that I don't know. There are four groups that were the last time even after the accident. He went up the hill carrying all the four groups up there not on his piggyback on TV, but carrying on his footsteps. So they followed his footsteps and they were going up when each with each group when he went up there. He said how blessed you all are. You have no idea 70 years from now.

People from all parts of the world will come over here and they'll come here to pay homage and what went to find nothing but wrong because at that time the cabins were not that they were brought down in 51, what will they find nothing but rocks but yet they will come for what just to pay off its so in memory of that or the and it will become a place of world pilgrimage say memory of it pick up a rock and keep it with you.

Same thing for all the four groups in said the same thing then we let us up the hill there. Mehrabad at that time. It was no to there's no tool because he was alive physically, so he said I am leading you up this hill how blessed you are that I am hearing body in flesh and blood and you see me and I am taking you out to play the place where I work. My body will waste.

But this place after 70 years.

You become place a world pilgrimage people from all parts of the world will come to a place of honor respect and all that. So in memory of that Dow down at the tissue to cure for it expression of this place where my body is going to dance. So that's what he did the threshold. You know that big fish of the Rebellion to the tomb he didn't tell us to get inside.

He said place your head on the phone threshold. In memory of the ones who are going to come to Korea continued following following. There will be led to be don't know I think eventually to him.

This lady serious matter

Now how many years are left now 55 and how many years about 65? Well, we may not be here. But remember

This is not 70 years have not passed 70 years from now. He says 55. This is just this is just what you call exploration trip today this way.

This is the high high road. You see Highway, you know towards the hill and it's not only goes towards the hill which Baba is to take but it takes us to ahmednagar for the villagers. This is a cards and everything go used to go but now it has been blocked there. And so many times has walked through this Gully. Uh-huh. Yeah so many times

Bonding was not here. The route would be the same route going up to the tree. And from there. We used to go that was Bob has room but we are taken little diversion here because the government try to put up a Earthen Dam, you know feed our well that you see that I'm on my way.

The dogs

Deccan Plateau was a volcano and was under the sea, you know, I found a seashell here last week somebody to yeah, I think when we went up there you showed me somebody showed me some somebody was no I this was just very recently. I never showed you it look but it's a seashell about 10 to 15 days ago. Somebody sitting this is all look at this.

Yeah, this is not the first time he had been noticing the climbing gear.

This track that you see

Was made by dr. William Duncan, you know on the quiet Bob would climb the hill this way anyway, yeah, but this trick one day. Dr. Duncan said, it's best Baba you use this now, so he started using it just to please him and it has become a regular.

Tobacco after the accident he came up here 4 times 52 and thus he brought people in 1955 just before the second accident.

Could you come I didn't count I didn't come up the hill to count the number of trips, but I just came following when you follow something. You don't count.

So now imagine a big crowd so he'll wait here allowing all of them to collect together and also the same time just a little time to breathe properly easily and all that you get the breaths back or something.

Then who'll admire the see all that ask them to do so take interest in it?

And then all of a sudden you say see how it is when we leave mirrors are.

It's like your world you see and uninspired and who aspires to attend the truth wants to reach the height the Pinnacle of Truth.

Well in the beginning that is lot of shelving you see the opportunities on this and that is is indecisive about it has to take lot lot of years to decide as to when to leave whether to leave not to leave. Yes. We should leave and all the just as we started, you know, whether we should go up the hill today tomorrow yesterday know what Charlotte was the one you see that look on Saturday. We are definitely going so she became

The cause of it

Well good fish good good exercise and all that and then what happens by verses that once we decide to start on the journey to reach the height the highest goal that is letting the Pinnacle of Truth has you call it or to attain realization of so we set out on a journey, but that journey is not joining as we journey now. It's not journey and yet it is more realistic than the journeys that we take.

And on this girl's fear this much more realistic is it is it is Journey real journey, and you come across many sites and many continents in many worlds and many things in space and all that the whole macrocosm somehow or other you are traversing me see

And in the process many Faults Are there many things happen you like you're going through getting out from there and you hurt your toes or you get pricked by some Thorns you see and you say ouch and wow and all that's all thing is there. So when you set out it's a great thing is that you feel yourself so liberated with your determination. So when you set out from the world, the feeling of elation is so great Baba described.

Is like hop skip and jump like a child you see it sets out to play but when he starts going on the journey and the journey is in progress with every breath. You see he has to think twice and them so many times he feels so desperate about it. So many disappointments take place. So many things happen so many times he thinks of why has he set out on the journey? Can you not go back but there's no chance to go back now.

He has set out and has come far away. So he can neither go to the destination not can return just like that so that that encourages him to proceed further, but then there comes a stage in spite of all the hardships and all like this the points out this way this turning that is and this stage if he is totally frustrated, he is absolutely despondent in his journey and all that is what is this

All the time while you coming all the distance we had in mind the height of it kept in mind but here while we this stage what happened is now we are seeing the world again as if we are progress will be again back towards the world from where we set out.

So this is total frustration on the stage. And that is the last frustration that we encounter but Baba says don't give up on the contrary such a stage on in. Your journey is really helpful that will help you to reach the height, but don't give up. So let us see let us see what happens. That's how you say he's going to be he'll go ahead.

India to follow him up

Gone are those days.

I don't know.

Can you open it?

This to Celestial Foreman. No, really. I can't see.

Some days because there is a place there free of charge. You can say stay a shelter in in little sort of in is the ACC will try the Moguls of rocks and all that. So he stayed there but subsequently he took his Western and Eastern disciples and he used to stay there now, but that one is that's a big Bungalow like thing stay there you have to pay fees and there were people who could afford to pay the fees around him.

So that's how we went there in the beginning. There was nobody who had any money. He was pretty good range. So we used to go with Baba to that hill to that him to this hill then there's another Hill they see that khandoba Hill is the Temple of khandoba whether it's a dilapidated Temple and here it is customary for the villagers to well gather.

Together and collect the funds energy hands and hearts and money collected and they select a spot which is on a raised level so that they can easily have him up there to keep a watch over them if his place is below their habitation. How is it possible for him to keep watch, you know, you have a watchtower, you know that this on a high level like

Wise is the Watchtower for the lon. So whenever there is an epidemic of famines and disasters the villagers gather up there and exhort him and three to him sing and dance and keep vigil for the night or two nights and the feel contented and happy the exhaust him to help them out of the situation and they think that they have done their business now leave it to him to do his business and the come down.

Hinted in all that in the hardships, of course and other times it remains forsaken is they allow him to keep a good wash over that's how it is. So the aspect of the DT that is installed there is called khandoba is called The Watch.

Watchfulness of the Lord that aspect it's a dog is represented by dog. See so is the dog that keeps a watch you God. Yeah. It was temporary. What is what hem be means Hills in moratti. So this is known as the hockey team is smaller Hill and that is more heat energy can be it's in the record of Rights. We are got this hill recorded as dr. Tim be that's how it is and here you'll find

This is the stuff. That is the one of the Outpost and you find this is the place where his cabin was. Um, there are the three on here near the 3D stuff that we find here somewhere. It has been cut down past two years. It used to give nice shelter a little shade and we who were brought by him here. Well, we had to pitch our tents around you hear all this place is

Yeah, it was there a cement slab under the cabin. Yeah. No, it's not cement slab. There was a blind we call it and or on that blends the flagstones were because these are awesome. And so this is cemented pieces from the same cabin. Here's one here cook our food this heat the water and all that how many you might pardon sorry for interrupting. I just ask how many days at a time which is 10. So you see it depended upon his pleasure. He would come here.

For overnight stay or just come and go back in the or he might stay here for two three days or a week or two weeks three weeks the longest period he had stayed here was for 40 days. Yeah, and the last that he stays here was in 1951 December and then he said we get the two cabins down the hill and make into one. He he came right across. We were in New Life traveling on foot years. We were wondering

So we were traveling that is the road that we are taken we are coming right from the that NDC about 500 miles from here called hyderabad's walking and we thought we'd pass by this town of ours and while he was on that road there that position there he looked up as is although the cabins are still here. We said yeah, they must be taking taking care of it and snatching the cabins are there. Yeah, just come on. Let's go and have rest for the night.

So he cut across the field and you followed him and from the backside we climbed up the head and that's how we made our stay here. And we thought that well very sad next we will see next day and three four days and then he continued with his work here and then after some days is bring the two cabins down see that they are brought down made into one. That's how the garden let's go and that's the end of her skin except.

Sequent for visits that Bob brought us up here to tell us the must-see work with the Mustang the lower. This is the stage where he used his place where he worked here as he said he would do Universal work and all that if there was a cabin right on the top there which he used for his rest. You should I show you the picture is the railing and all that you saw that people

Wrong here. You can't even dunk quietly or until the sun was force of the wind is so great is here to shout out. I found some tan. I found some tax stuck in would up at the top it was there any kind of canvas or something to prevent win from coming underneath? No look and the Swift canvas was here. There was no cameras up there. There was another cabin up there.

But tax are usually used you. See I have three Carpenters two or three tacks.

You may have noticed that he had sat on this chair a stone and there's a group of people around there is a group picture photo Ababa sitting the this is the this is a seat. This is also a seat. We're here Dorothy is that is a seat all these are receipts.

Is there another seat around here? Yeah, that is a very big City View on the heat.

Charlotte come up as you make it.

North south east west. Is that true or not?

Mr. Bean

Wider

Here come your last time. He does something very peculiar. He's not normal, you know.

He has to be abnormal to be in tune with the abnormality of his creation.

Apollo and eventually we reach

And it's a pretty woman but it's a journey people come across the oceans and continents and across the planet and eventually the reach the height and then do what?

What happens to them they contemplated sign they help others. Yeah, bundu accomplish. You did know the hazards and all that and they Scott orders to come up there and they carry in their hearts the contentment that you're jaded did it go to be half the experience is that counts to our for others to be of help to others? Where was The Hut?

Doesn't want all that rigmarole.

Half the size that you see this that is Builder two cabins run from down and one up here brought down and made into one. So this is the cabin where he rested for the denied.

You'll be restless was the smaller of the nose equal size. Yeah, then in the late afternoon when he is free from his work you'd come up here and we'll sit down around him. And this is the stone that you do this one.

Let it sit for a while boiling in the sun. It doesn't matter.

You want to sit down for a while and how he would be leaving with us and we will be sitting around him and chatting and talking about what you might wonder. What did you talk about? What was it?

Everything except anything to do with spirituality of God, how was the food? Why was your fault less and what had happened to the T and how did you happen? Do you have a fight with those cowherd's order to keep the cattle up coming up? And why was that route that was there who was speaking loudly all that sort of thing. And then sometimes you'd asked us to admire at all the swastika plan in spite.

Right of such vastness

But his human beings Jabba that is human beings are housed yet. There is that quarrel between the two farmers the street this belongs to me. And now that belongs to me and and so forth all this would be there but in our casual conversation with him, we found that each sentence was a discourse in itself if you take heed to what he's saying. Otherwise, there is no meaning in it. It was just a little

Something rambling but each little thing that he would remark or say or Intense or they will be discussing. Yeah.

That Hill you see you cross it you pass by when you come here to my result from a McGregor see that so there is a shrine of a mohammedan Vale Vale means the friend of God and he is known as murali. His name is Mira Valley people go there to get the spirits out of them their system. You see those people who are possessed and all that. So once

Curves do that is to make Euler traffic up the hill there and they go up there to get themselves free of The Possession you are possessed.

And once in a while after many reincarnations, we think of getting ourselves relieved that the spirit that possesses us.

It's like that and for them, we haven't we have no records. We can't go to the friend of the girl friend of God. We had to approach him directly to get get the spirit out of her system.

Baba has one said to us. I don't know whether you are y'all have gathered or has it been mentioned that we have? No right to say that I have a soul.

Those who are not realized have no right to speak in terms of soul.

Each one has a spirit only the one who has realized realizes the soul the self.

The rest of them are nothing but imbued with spirits.

That's what he said.

And you find these the spot so bad and but was once covered with quite a few trees you see number of trees were there and that's how we used to get our fuel from the dried twigs and all that branches need to go out and get them and there is the well over there that we used to use to fetch water from carry water on her shoulders, you know with the bamboo floor across like that and to tends to come up and get water.

On the spot was move for till then that you see now it's getting done as years pass by.

And the cattle are fewer formally on either side every side. You'll you'll know you'll have noticed she missing and buffaloes and the cows, but now very rarely you see a cluster of them.

So the purpose of having four or three persons with him when he would come up this equation was this that each one would be sent down the hill. Nobody remained up the hill when he's working over there. So we had to do one thing to lie to these Shepherds and be in the good books and Kajol and even embrace them and put just cut the beards are chains around him. Keep them away from them not to

Was human but humid. Mm-hmm, and they would see this his boys are shouting and crying at the time. We had to be very particular pin drop silence. He expected us to be

How the voice gets killed

Erosion is happening so fast that the yeah, you don't do this. This is not a cave or anything specially Dugout. It happened at the time when there was a great earthquake in 1968. So Boulders, let's roll down and cavity was created in people think that that is the cave above us at yeah, there's no cake. There's no such thing on the contrary we had to now the Mason work is the mystery work and fortified and

Keep it intact. That's all. Yeah, I feel there is a seat over there at the time when the sun was too hot in the west. There's a place here. He lured here. He would go and sit there. There's a little couch like thing. We call it his throne and you feel very happy and and away from wind. The thing is now see how it is those who have visited previously they had.

I felt the wind from now when I whenever I come here, there's no sign of it. It's very oppressive. But there was all the time constantly the wind was blowing all the time the temperature any different thing up here. No, it was scorching hot. There's no doubt about it. But because of the wind we will feel it. But if he remains stationary then you'd feel movement even feel.

That's how it is. Okay. Now we'll get up and go. Is there anything that you are going to ask please ask or should we go to the hall and then ask it's too hot. What do you think Helen you are good.

See how the whole thing is. Now. Look at this now that you're standing up here. You can see a little Mound over there.

Yes, there is a little thing. Is there anything on the top of it? Looks like a before coming to this place in the night where he had stationed ourself was four miles away from there. We were there in the night and you all may have read in the book The episode about the downs and

Taking upon himself the punishment for being cruel and he told us to meet him the chairs and spit upon him and it happened near about that place. There's a mosque over there. Very dilapidated NG looking thing that is there for miles away from there and that it took place there in the night. So we from there that morning after all that we started walking and we started coming this way. That's next morning after.

The morning that he took the beating and he then came here. That's the place that is on your way to a lower case. It goes down wrong about this road. Okay.

This is the limit let us not be in the way.

Imagine that a nice platform over here. We sit comfortably and have a nice chat and when the sun was Blazing there is in the west and this would be a shadowy spot away from the wind and Breeze and all that. That's how it was.

In my life with him.

Hardly, I should say four times to be on safe side.

Every time bending down, I'm just recording something.

Sometimes the descent is slower, but he's the one who gives speech.

To the mute. He's the one who makes the lame means legless one legless one to climb the peak of the Himalayas.

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