Eruch Jessawalla - Real Testimony
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Cindy
And it is my job daily to season with the morning food and one day which subsequently was nerves. I knew it the day in which David drops his body one day I was
Division did it without leaving his leading to the to cut when I have to put my two buckets down. I hit the point of the dry food and running running weight reduce. This will be resolved. I put one down probably the weight one because it was heavier than the other and I totally changed be night in the job for me and happy.
To be bigamy figure mixed in usual of something and I put it down with a dirty to pick it up having changed it and I discovered Barber looking at Birth the distance from here to the end of it. It is very elderly.
And this is possible.
And as I was contemplating, what is he wrote in a good?
Plus The Vig
We know it's going to be what was the first I had a very had reason to again put the luggage down. And in this case because it's sceeto is biting in. I just need a phone that it in do not touch the barber because all over the ceiling price doing this.
And you Skeeter word thing twice it is still remarkably.
Bright picture that I had in my mind and then I said this was in there and they put my buckets down and they would seem that this station had seen enough of me and disappeared disappeared that was on the very day that
Mama had dropped the first time he saw the next deal to something, but you also disappears.
Again, and just filming nearby and he's not even concerned.
I don't remember the other day care of that accepted.
But did you see him second time to after that another day? Yeah, I don't know. It was the same day that you saw while changing the buckets the same type of thing, but the difference
Nothing in June that she sees but what happened in Pakistan was quite different our idea and rode out to Bosh will contacting the program director of all Pakistan radio to broadcast a live program monitor towards India is he they were trying hard Bob wanted they thought that will be a nice idea.
That is the Life program of the day function 25th, February.
23rd by Baba and the monthly so they were contriving and I know but I had all the plans you see working out because Bob has birthday was continuing to be celebrated on 31st January. His birthday was there because it was in Vogue at that time to celebrate the number of days.
Side to that 75 days prior to his actual birthday. You see so each day was about the celebration and different quarters of the country. So they at some other they are too big to befriend the directories this not think the to take a live program there and who are you people and all that? So in order to bring this about they tried to contact the director told him about Bob
Baba the told him how how nice it would be that people in India would hear this program and so forth. It will be a great program. They usually do on a large scale in a big Hall and they got these people interested to a degree. Well the wife of the director agreed to sing the Arabic on that day, we still have the recording means the tapes are there of what happened that day?
The books are given every now and then little feeding is to be done, you know, go there and Rhoda and Audi are adapting these things. So they did that they went on doing it and very happy that gradually they're coming closer and closer. They have not confirmed it yet. They are not confirmed but maybe and she had not agreed to sing the RT that day that time she doing that occasion.
But eventually the term transpire that way so while they are getting them closer and closer feeding them with Bubba literature photos of Bob Anderson and his 31st January at about after lunch hour.
The director has gone from his office and is retired in the pot in his Bungalow and he is resting on his bed 31st, January after lunch mirror server to 32 33 Opera his necessary not to get up from bed. This is the position of the bed is like this the bed is here and there is a sort of a party poppers or what.
Where it is visitor is a bench over there and seats. Are there first visitors the come, you know, because he's the directed many people come this there the waiting room like this so he gets up from his bed. And he looks out there is a person sitting there and he addressed the person Baba you are here so he gets up and says
So he clearly hear the voice from her brother saying that all the time.
I was in India, but now I am everywhere and that's all that's the end of it message, which is Pakistan next day at 0.8 30 got the phone and ring him that world met Bob has passed away. So Rhoda is on the phone contacting him on the phone. So and so
Forget the name. Did they now begin to call him with his name? First name? So we speaking this is so he's answering them. So and so you are you speaking he says yes, I want to tell you the news. Yeah, I know Mel Bob has passed away. How do you know so well after all I am the director of all your Pakistan really? I must know the news first.
Maybe it has been relayed or they must have naturally they have the interest to all these yet not heard that.
Since it oh, you heard over the radio. I heard from him directly. What do you mean by can we this happened?
I'm having that was enough to make them them that brought them the whole game. You see that time for live broadcast monitor to India Indian listening and his wife sang be near RT and all that being Muslim mind. It's not a joke, but it needs this.
Little touches, you know, there's Thoughtless and he heard that probably got the Buddy Holly says no, I don't account balance giving an order. Naughty chicken. Yeah.
Taking skin to light after he passed away soon after immediately after he passed away. We started hearing all these things.
Pain from Despicable people is not just made up story where I was living in Seattle.
We didn't hear about the this last dark and I mean the the opportunity to go over to see button so we can see but who are you I need Dusty Dusty and exactly the girl named Mary Ellen and myself. Anyway, we heard about the left we heard.
Heard about a month before Baba dropped a body that bit about to start. We're about his dark skinned and I didn't have a job this girl. She was an epileptic and she didn't have any source of income or anything. She had no way of going and we just heard about this is
You know, this is really in the west coast of the United States Northwest and we start thinking well, maybe we can take a shift, you know work our way over something like that. We didn't know how we're going to do it and we just gotta know that was some, you know mimeograph moving rapidly rep letter and this is an opportunity to see Bob Allen and it just seemed like there was no chance. So then
A month later we got the lettered about me drop. The body is body. And so anyway, you know, it was a really small record about the size of about from here over there in a restaurant where all the people in the university area used to go when you were drunk and it goes are to sober up and go open all night long.
Walls with greet this the the glass panes were all greasy and everything like that precede someone feet and people was on drugs and going it was like really a hangout called the Hasty tasty.
The sitting there talking and suddenly marrying. This girl looks over this chairs, but the thing in the chair and I just tried to turn my head and look like and you know, I turned my head my father was sitting right there and he stay there for you know,
I don't know how long you stay Stayed and stayed and stayed and finally went and we just kind of held hands. We were speechless we could tell him for a long time to table and we got up.
Just wouldn't even talk. We just got up a for coffee each other getting no response over here, but the beautiful thing is that that we have no way of going to be
The last dharshan she wouldn't have been able to make it but Barbara came up with you. Yeah when he went how did he go away you left before he left over.
But up here. It's rolling down, you know cheeks and you know like that and I I think that was it, but I was just going to ask how did he seem as someone just described translucent or transparent or as John was saying or did he see me? What else do you exactly?
I know where I to to her. He saw Bob and forth. She was looking right at mama. There's Bob is sitting in the chair for me. There was was like like the light of it was so brilliant. I could not even look I could.
Looking at outer Fringe of it was so brilliant and I tried about why can't I just turn my head and look into it was so brilliant. I was going to get and tear this the lightest O'Brien tears are just streaming down my eyes and I was trying to look into the heart of it and I could only see me out of food, but now she was looking right at about
Brilliant light and I wanted to look at everything that was too blinded.
There was a Vestige of wanting anything that particular object always eluded me I used to run after it and yet I couldn't have it. But when I stopped running after it anything then after all it became anything and everything just had nothing to do with done all the things that would dental eyes me to run after they started chasing me. Just be sure of my
Using them in comfortable because he didn't think the way out want him to do thinking about you all the time like that. You don't want anything.
Could do it beautiful experience that is but recently we had another very glaring example.
There was a real difference of opinion between the two heads of the department in a university.
And the head of the department when doctor and the other one was also a doctor having a doctorate in his subject. So the other one was Ababa lover and the head of the department had nothing to do with Baba yourself, but having having heard that he's a bobbin our all the more he contradicted him in anything that he would want to say to know. He took the matter.
Is that degree where he even stopped his promotion in its place some Junior was to be installed and all that sitting and was installed.
We took the chair and all that and he felt much hurt about it. And he said why Baba you are doing this and why you did this and why is it that I am treated by him like that every time he'd go there you'd insult him before the janitors and other people he holds the position. He holds a change there, you know do but this head of a department. Some are other took him to be a kid.
So much for him that he is as we call Ajay amongst the British in kid two farthings for him in the college just because he was about not because something some graduate there and more so because you're the barbell over and to to an extent he was so exasperated that he wanted to resign from his post. There is no way out because he's treating him like that like she's just popping that all the time. Pardon me.
Adot, yes. So, you know in his desperation what he did he wrote long letter of all his woes he is addressing to Autumn elbaba and he addressed the envelope and says, please place this in the name of Mayor Bob. I implore you to just offer this to bother and now we're to offer this T power. Where is Bobby here? So we sent the letter to the tomb or we placed it at the chair whatever it was at the time. I forget now.
This was Bible with living on this is after 3 months 4 months back. It happened for in his sheer desperation. He had written this letter the decide know whatever what I should do. There is no way out except to resign my post.
And within 15 days, we received glorious and good news that all of a sudden he had taken a different turn and he begged his pardon. Not only that the whole family of the head of the department came over here. He brought another doctor who was with working under him and all these people you were here at the time. Nobody would know it happened when he completely just give it up and
And himself just decide what you what I should do.
It happened if you want to rectify anything you want the way that you want it and we'll go ahead struggling yourself and striving and fighting a Dalton. Yeah, but when you just give it up to give everything to him let him decide and be designed to whatever he decides hear about your sweet little
It was so simple at one point in your life. And when Bonnie was talking about the new life and have the ID wages to leave everything and go and I will start flowing so encumbered by my material existence is realizing how hard it is for me to be ingredien at that level in a certain way. But Jeanne this is video been placed. So it's your ability to hold onto things that are there when the time comes all this you be prepared you wouldn't
Want to have a second look at all these things you wouldn't even care who takes it. You wouldn't want to even feel responsible for leaving everything behind like that when the time comes heated charge about it, but why want to prepare? Why worry before worry, why is used?
It doesn't matter. We are placed in such a position. You are surrounded by all the amenities all things and enjoy the time but at the same time always have Barbara in the midst of all whatever it is all the encumbrances that you feel the everything. Is there all things that are there use them for him.
All whatever it is what I don't know what you want what you are aiming at or hinting at what L whatever you are surrounded with all the furniture all the communities all the women have the frigidaires and air conditioners in this in the form of them bringing Baba in that to give him more Comfort is how much you can purchase more because I'm really I'm serious about it.
Many times what you see with all these things. Yeah, if you bring him in life, it will be a different life in spite of all the paraphernalia the ceramic you won't feel about anything about it. It's for him. It's for his comfort. Is this and how do you mean by his comforts you see?
Bring him in your life live in him live for him. Bob out. Like this. Will Baba like to have some ice cream the full Baba want to have hot water for his bath wouldn't want Baba the temperature to be even high. No, he didn't like too hard didn't like to cook or everything anything. That is there. You see. Oh the draft is the power in lighter. So what should we do? You should see what it is, but I like the drought but Baba doesn't
Like it. Let us shut it down for the time being keep yourself warm kidding kidding kidding kidding eventually one day. He's very before you and you didn't frighten. You see to see him then likewise. That's how you should live. It seems so childish so fictitious and yet it is the truth is in fact true.
Equality potential but it is a fact it is pretension not to see him as he is now.
How can we say the opposite to pretend to see because he is you follow what I'm saying? It is pretentious on apart to say that well, we don't see what do you mean do you do you want me to pretend that he is here?
Pretend that he's doing.
But it is pretending that we are not seeing really sleeping.
That's how that either turn differently from Visions are quite different.
Being killed now ourselves that we are talking about human. He's not in our midst. I feel it that his presence. Is this about the travel with lots of paraphernalia to dinner and then when he went on these things you did and sometimes he didn't. Do you know how the paraphernalia started?
The best means you don't love but it's a fact the gadget ears not the gadgets at that time, of course, but it's the Baba you'd like to have this great quote Baba. This is going important have it have it and who Bears the burden the camels that were around here.
That's not possible. That is not possible. What's your responsibility is young? But here I am with his humongous house with all the truck for my kids and myself and I just turn the key and stick of burning Ember and I don't know sir.
Believe me. I know full well I couldn't walk away from it. I think of rhinos living room here just enough room to live and it looks like I'm just happy my little bit. You have no idea so simple, you're no idea GD, but see now it only this morning I said who are literal to whom I said, it's a story of Modern Art Store house, whatever.
Many things that are extraneous not wanted but what can we do for by love? All right have it keep it? What do you do here is the things that are given by love are chasing us and we are running away from there. Formerly. We wanted and we were running after them and they do to us now. We have turned our back on them and they are chasing us and we are running away from them. That's how it is.
It is so true what you said just now, who is that? She has gone gone. Yeah, it is already very Babu is keep the things that must gave into wouldn't be here when because of love.
I stood there are still closed. We haven't even dare to open them if we open we might faint the stage would be so great key. I don't know what it must be transformed into now.
One day massaged him the give me all this and take mine Sababa started taking out the clothes. I said Baba. No, he was he started with the hat. So hat was given the coat was given the pyjama trousers were given everything was given and in its place. He more all that is because of love.
And the snare of the love my lover's time. And again, he would want us. I'm not your slave. You call yourself my lover's I'm not the slave of my lover's I am the slave of the love of my lover's and the Lord of my neighbors but slave of their love for me.
Is that sometimes you didn't give a little chuckle about it all?
Yeah about a setup. You see everything that around us you see if we take a forgotten be so complacent about everything that is there is no it's not that it's quite different and when he says something differently we have to accept kidding ourselves that what he says well already it will pretend to believe what he says really speaking. There is no slip retention is in you're not believe
Deciding what can you say and these little glimpses come there's no such thing as just saying it tall talk. Now, we feel his presence there, but there are testimonies. There are things that come to light. You see the story of Aaron Burr going to CH empty chair and she yourself believe that it is.
Empty and what you know the story about and Burgoyne
Have you heard about the name of Annie?
And you home? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She was an was working and is well built woman's number time and UPS needed that physique is needed because she is to break horses.
She's a trainer so she was employed by a couple bubble other in Spain.
She didn't know anything was bothering her but she worked hard and help them on the farm. She's to break horses harness them and do this and that so after years employment, she earned a vacation so she prepared to leave the place for short while and they asked as to where she was going for a vacation. So she way jokingly said well, I'll go to India. I'm going to India what you're going to India.
Yes, good idea.
I have enjoyed myself for yoga classes, and I'm going this I have paid the fees there. So there's a course of about a month and a half. I think that course I like it.
On your way. Will you will you do one favor? What can I do for you on your way you pass by ahmednagar is here going south. So there's a place called ahmednagar. Will you go there? Stop there for a while sure what you want me to do something. So here's pay our respects to the places that mehrabad and there are not will you go there?
You can't do that.
And he come not knowing anything about it. She comes here. And first thing she was given the address how to contact so they give the address of the automobile the trust office.
So he comes one day. He said about 4:30 or 5:00 o'clock in the mixture. And at that time when he was working somewhere near the Bots there some shoes. There are some some reads there. She was plucking out from the pots in the office trust office.
Office hours are almost over now. So she's seeing somebody come Universe Turner solely years. My dear not many Mysteries would flock getting out of the direction. So she goes there as you know, how money is nature is so J bhabha and she goes there she is cold as anything like an iceberg. She was Tall Blond and Jacob. Ah,
There is this whole term about office has yet come inside and she brings in and when she walks given all that money says somebody has done and then she spoke to me in Gujarati. It seems she's knows nothing about David So I said, yes, what can we do to help you?
This is fun. I have to go to a place called. Mehrabad replace you the city has five miles from here. Yeah, you can go in the direction. If you want to you have just arrived don't you want to take some restaurant think so now I am on my way to a dear and I have been told to go there. Well, what are you going to do there? Well, I too want
Behalf of somebody I had to be there that's all and conveys his respects. Yeah. Okay. I'll instructor What's Your Name by the way, my name is Beau going and going. Oh I said to break the ice. I said, I never made a little joke everything. We had Burgoyne mixtures. You need a gimmick.
Choose when we had fever lot of fever. We used to have that at the time of the British hers. I can easily remember your name is just yeah. This is by the way, there is another place called the method method I said, yeah, but it's nine miles from Cancun out because it will be closed by the time you reach there what you do the best thing for you and you stopped yourself there somewhere will
We send a man you can put your luggage there go to Hyderabad and stay overnight and then look at I have no time. So Google then you can go if you are Newt I know but I have to go and dig next trip next day. You can go to mirrors are you can't have both the things that when the same time is too late for me result now, so she must have decided to cook she take the download large at the time. There was just
This is depressed office. Then she went to mehrabad written on a road shipment and when she went there naturally nanak here came the healed J bhabha and tried and embraced her and she said the shark and lady was a blessing here is a man is embracing music. So welcome home and all that used to all this sort of nonsense is going on here.
No other way except this is what what here is there is the to Shrine of Mario Bava come inside and she left and she determined that when she resists Meredith the next morning. She's going to tell right away that she's not allowed of metal bar has anything to do with Mel Barbara? She has just come to just come to visit the place because she has been told by her employer.
She came here, but unfortunately when she arrived here, she found a lot voice lost. Totally. She couldn't speak. I couldn't speak to tell people that she had nothing to do with her if you lost her voice so naturally all about was this led her here, and she wants to say something not even this whisper. Thank you. Can't you investors?
Such hoarseness or something settle down the people speak out and she is all embarrassed and all Oliver is saying to her is yes, we're probably is to set, you know, bottom down here this place. So she looks at him don't you know how to borrow and so he bows down in this is how we do it. This is what the heck is all this situation empty chair this sort of thing.
But then of course said that with these people what's the census just left her there and went away number is nobody she looks here the after all this little man is insisting that I should bow down and there is nobody after buying down what's there in that in empty chair? I will bow down so she puts her head and it is impossible for her to lift her head.
That's all and then there was at the time of Clinic over there. We had clinic in one of our small rooms dingy little place here one of the rules here. So after the crowd had gone the whole Veranda would be filled with people are all cigar becomes tired, you know cycling sees a solitary woman here weeping a heart out and there's nobody here to help and guy will poor girl's heart goes out to her.
She puts the cycle down there and comes inside. Let me embrace her and she allows her to embrace and she sobs and weeps and cries and all them comfort her to comfort her. Nothing could contain her softer while she I feel it's best to do it with Barbara and then leaves when she left nobody knows when we return in the evening. She prays of you know, Governor says there's
Get over here to take care of the poor pilgrims who come over here. Baba lovers are here. There is a woman here who was weeping. I don't know how long she can remain beeping. I was so tired in spite of it I came but I was so tired. I had to go and nobody I don't know what happened to her. What who came, what is it that you're saying? So when she described what she blond
What does it mean I didn't even ask she could even speak out her name or anything. So was she and but it is impossible for and to be be like that. How can she shed a single tear what 50 this so we thought somebody else had come.
And then of course, it was also gotten in all that but then since there is nothing happened that persons are posted here on Thursdays. I remain on Tuesdays pal not to remain here Wendy on Mondays and Wednesdays. There's nobody here. Otherwise, we some other take take little time off from the trust work and be here next weekend when we are all here what we find in the crowds those small town.
This Tall lady is here. I remember the name that Berg wine Singlish a gue mixture that oh and you are here what happened? You didn't go to Madras. I will break smile says I'm hooked here. I said what happened to you? She didn't say anything. Come on come inside. I'll show you this and that and for the first time of course, I told her about this Hall and Bob has pictures and all that sort of thing. And then we all sat.
I said what's the matter with you? And you were in great urgency to leave the place and go to a Dr. For your somewhere in the South for some data that you have so she turned narrates the story about this chair not being vacant.
What she said was the space that when I give she told all the story that I had prepared myself known to speak out. I wouldn't want myself to be just hugged and embraced them thinking that I am an Baba lover or something that I don't know who made Baba is and all that but my boys could choke do that. You're older than I came. Then he she spoke about all of us and how and embarrassing it wasn't what the heck I should bow down to this place. Who am I? Why?
Should I do this all the time but things that you need to personally get asked me it's easier in the dog down.
It happened something something fell on me. So I was turned topsy-turvy up side and down and I didn't know what to do. I I cried and I cried and cried all the time what happened? I said what happened and then she begins to weep and cry loudly do this day. She has been you to try still to this day. We haven't gone further away from this that I put my head and something
Tell on me, I'm turning it upside down and all that what happened after that. It hasn't come out of her mouth the soon as she said she begins to me and cry. So that's what it is who are still with the person is gone.
Do you feel good?
So that's what it is. And then she went by the way and she went she had to go because she didn't have any money she would come and listen to all the Bible stories for two weeks. She was here. She couldn't stay moved because there was no money for the hotel and all that and she said that I'm going there with
I don't want to go but I have no money. I'm sure I'll get my money for my mother and mothers. But in the meantime, I'll try to cook that man to return my feet but then she wrote a letter that's impossible and she wrote a beautiful letter. This is real testimony. Where is that biology?
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Eruch Jessawalla - Real Testimony
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Cindy
And it is my job daily to season with the morning food and one day which subsequently was nerves. I knew it the day in which David drops his body one day I was
Division did it without leaving his leading to the to cut when I have to put my two buckets down. I hit the point of the dry food and running running weight reduce. This will be resolved. I put one down probably the weight one because it was heavier than the other and I totally changed be night in the job for me and happy.
To be bigamy figure mixed in usual of something and I put it down with a dirty to pick it up having changed it and I discovered Barber looking at Birth the distance from here to the end of it. It is very elderly.
And this is possible.
And as I was contemplating, what is he wrote in a good?
Plus The Vig
We know it's going to be what was the first I had a very had reason to again put the luggage down. And in this case because it's sceeto is biting in. I just need a phone that it in do not touch the barber because all over the ceiling price doing this.
And you Skeeter word thing twice it is still remarkably.
Bright picture that I had in my mind and then I said this was in there and they put my buckets down and they would seem that this station had seen enough of me and disappeared disappeared that was on the very day that
Mama had dropped the first time he saw the next deal to something, but you also disappears.
Again, and just filming nearby and he's not even concerned.
I don't remember the other day care of that accepted.
But did you see him second time to after that another day? Yeah, I don't know. It was the same day that you saw while changing the buckets the same type of thing, but the difference
Nothing in June that she sees but what happened in Pakistan was quite different our idea and rode out to Bosh will contacting the program director of all Pakistan radio to broadcast a live program monitor towards India is he they were trying hard Bob wanted they thought that will be a nice idea.
That is the Life program of the day function 25th, February.
23rd by Baba and the monthly so they were contriving and I know but I had all the plans you see working out because Bob has birthday was continuing to be celebrated on 31st January. His birthday was there because it was in Vogue at that time to celebrate the number of days.
Side to that 75 days prior to his actual birthday. You see so each day was about the celebration and different quarters of the country. So they at some other they are too big to befriend the directories this not think the to take a live program there and who are you people and all that? So in order to bring this about they tried to contact the director told him about Bob
Baba the told him how how nice it would be that people in India would hear this program and so forth. It will be a great program. They usually do on a large scale in a big Hall and they got these people interested to a degree. Well the wife of the director agreed to sing the Arabic on that day, we still have the recording means the tapes are there of what happened that day?
The books are given every now and then little feeding is to be done, you know, go there and Rhoda and Audi are adapting these things. So they did that they went on doing it and very happy that gradually they're coming closer and closer. They have not confirmed it yet. They are not confirmed but maybe and she had not agreed to sing the RT that day that time she doing that occasion.
But eventually the term transpire that way so while they are getting them closer and closer feeding them with Bubba literature photos of Bob Anderson and his 31st January at about after lunch hour.
The director has gone from his office and is retired in the pot in his Bungalow and he is resting on his bed 31st, January after lunch mirror server to 32 33 Opera his necessary not to get up from bed. This is the position of the bed is like this the bed is here and there is a sort of a party poppers or what.
Where it is visitor is a bench over there and seats. Are there first visitors the come, you know, because he's the directed many people come this there the waiting room like this so he gets up from his bed. And he looks out there is a person sitting there and he addressed the person Baba you are here so he gets up and says
So he clearly hear the voice from her brother saying that all the time.
I was in India, but now I am everywhere and that's all that's the end of it message, which is Pakistan next day at 0.8 30 got the phone and ring him that world met Bob has passed away. So Rhoda is on the phone contacting him on the phone. So and so
Forget the name. Did they now begin to call him with his name? First name? So we speaking this is so he's answering them. So and so you are you speaking he says yes, I want to tell you the news. Yeah, I know Mel Bob has passed away. How do you know so well after all I am the director of all your Pakistan really? I must know the news first.
Maybe it has been relayed or they must have naturally they have the interest to all these yet not heard that.
Since it oh, you heard over the radio. I heard from him directly. What do you mean by can we this happened?
I'm having that was enough to make them them that brought them the whole game. You see that time for live broadcast monitor to India Indian listening and his wife sang be near RT and all that being Muslim mind. It's not a joke, but it needs this.
Little touches, you know, there's Thoughtless and he heard that probably got the Buddy Holly says no, I don't account balance giving an order. Naughty chicken. Yeah.
Taking skin to light after he passed away soon after immediately after he passed away. We started hearing all these things.
Pain from Despicable people is not just made up story where I was living in Seattle.
We didn't hear about the this last dark and I mean the the opportunity to go over to see button so we can see but who are you I need Dusty Dusty and exactly the girl named Mary Ellen and myself. Anyway, we heard about the left we heard.
Heard about a month before Baba dropped a body that bit about to start. We're about his dark skinned and I didn't have a job this girl. She was an epileptic and she didn't have any source of income or anything. She had no way of going and we just heard about this is
You know, this is really in the west coast of the United States Northwest and we start thinking well, maybe we can take a shift, you know work our way over something like that. We didn't know how we're going to do it and we just gotta know that was some, you know mimeograph moving rapidly rep letter and this is an opportunity to see Bob Allen and it just seemed like there was no chance. So then
A month later we got the lettered about me drop. The body is body. And so anyway, you know, it was a really small record about the size of about from here over there in a restaurant where all the people in the university area used to go when you were drunk and it goes are to sober up and go open all night long.
Walls with greet this the the glass panes were all greasy and everything like that precede someone feet and people was on drugs and going it was like really a hangout called the Hasty tasty.
The sitting there talking and suddenly marrying. This girl looks over this chairs, but the thing in the chair and I just tried to turn my head and look like and you know, I turned my head my father was sitting right there and he stay there for you know,
I don't know how long you stay Stayed and stayed and stayed and finally went and we just kind of held hands. We were speechless we could tell him for a long time to table and we got up.
Just wouldn't even talk. We just got up a for coffee each other getting no response over here, but the beautiful thing is that that we have no way of going to be
The last dharshan she wouldn't have been able to make it but Barbara came up with you. Yeah when he went how did he go away you left before he left over.
But up here. It's rolling down, you know cheeks and you know like that and I I think that was it, but I was just going to ask how did he seem as someone just described translucent or transparent or as John was saying or did he see me? What else do you exactly?
I know where I to to her. He saw Bob and forth. She was looking right at mama. There's Bob is sitting in the chair for me. There was was like like the light of it was so brilliant. I could not even look I could.
Looking at outer Fringe of it was so brilliant and I tried about why can't I just turn my head and look into it was so brilliant. I was going to get and tear this the lightest O'Brien tears are just streaming down my eyes and I was trying to look into the heart of it and I could only see me out of food, but now she was looking right at about
Brilliant light and I wanted to look at everything that was too blinded.
There was a Vestige of wanting anything that particular object always eluded me I used to run after it and yet I couldn't have it. But when I stopped running after it anything then after all it became anything and everything just had nothing to do with done all the things that would dental eyes me to run after they started chasing me. Just be sure of my
Using them in comfortable because he didn't think the way out want him to do thinking about you all the time like that. You don't want anything.
Could do it beautiful experience that is but recently we had another very glaring example.
There was a real difference of opinion between the two heads of the department in a university.
And the head of the department when doctor and the other one was also a doctor having a doctorate in his subject. So the other one was Ababa lover and the head of the department had nothing to do with Baba yourself, but having having heard that he's a bobbin our all the more he contradicted him in anything that he would want to say to know. He took the matter.
Is that degree where he even stopped his promotion in its place some Junior was to be installed and all that sitting and was installed.
We took the chair and all that and he felt much hurt about it. And he said why Baba you are doing this and why you did this and why is it that I am treated by him like that every time he'd go there you'd insult him before the janitors and other people he holds the position. He holds a change there, you know do but this head of a department. Some are other took him to be a kid.
So much for him that he is as we call Ajay amongst the British in kid two farthings for him in the college just because he was about not because something some graduate there and more so because you're the barbell over and to to an extent he was so exasperated that he wanted to resign from his post. There is no way out because he's treating him like that like she's just popping that all the time. Pardon me.
Adot, yes. So, you know in his desperation what he did he wrote long letter of all his woes he is addressing to Autumn elbaba and he addressed the envelope and says, please place this in the name of Mayor Bob. I implore you to just offer this to bother and now we're to offer this T power. Where is Bobby here? So we sent the letter to the tomb or we placed it at the chair whatever it was at the time. I forget now.
This was Bible with living on this is after 3 months 4 months back. It happened for in his sheer desperation. He had written this letter the decide know whatever what I should do. There is no way out except to resign my post.
And within 15 days, we received glorious and good news that all of a sudden he had taken a different turn and he begged his pardon. Not only that the whole family of the head of the department came over here. He brought another doctor who was with working under him and all these people you were here at the time. Nobody would know it happened when he completely just give it up and
And himself just decide what you what I should do.
It happened if you want to rectify anything you want the way that you want it and we'll go ahead struggling yourself and striving and fighting a Dalton. Yeah, but when you just give it up to give everything to him let him decide and be designed to whatever he decides hear about your sweet little
It was so simple at one point in your life. And when Bonnie was talking about the new life and have the ID wages to leave everything and go and I will start flowing so encumbered by my material existence is realizing how hard it is for me to be ingredien at that level in a certain way. But Jeanne this is video been placed. So it's your ability to hold onto things that are there when the time comes all this you be prepared you wouldn't
Want to have a second look at all these things you wouldn't even care who takes it. You wouldn't want to even feel responsible for leaving everything behind like that when the time comes heated charge about it, but why want to prepare? Why worry before worry, why is used?
It doesn't matter. We are placed in such a position. You are surrounded by all the amenities all things and enjoy the time but at the same time always have Barbara in the midst of all whatever it is all the encumbrances that you feel the everything. Is there all things that are there use them for him.
All whatever it is what I don't know what you want what you are aiming at or hinting at what L whatever you are surrounded with all the furniture all the communities all the women have the frigidaires and air conditioners in this in the form of them bringing Baba in that to give him more Comfort is how much you can purchase more because I'm really I'm serious about it.
Many times what you see with all these things. Yeah, if you bring him in life, it will be a different life in spite of all the paraphernalia the ceramic you won't feel about anything about it. It's for him. It's for his comfort. Is this and how do you mean by his comforts you see?
Bring him in your life live in him live for him. Bob out. Like this. Will Baba like to have some ice cream the full Baba want to have hot water for his bath wouldn't want Baba the temperature to be even high. No, he didn't like too hard didn't like to cook or everything anything. That is there. You see. Oh the draft is the power in lighter. So what should we do? You should see what it is, but I like the drought but Baba doesn't
Like it. Let us shut it down for the time being keep yourself warm kidding kidding kidding kidding eventually one day. He's very before you and you didn't frighten. You see to see him then likewise. That's how you should live. It seems so childish so fictitious and yet it is the truth is in fact true.
Equality potential but it is a fact it is pretension not to see him as he is now.
How can we say the opposite to pretend to see because he is you follow what I'm saying? It is pretentious on apart to say that well, we don't see what do you mean do you do you want me to pretend that he is here?
Pretend that he's doing.
But it is pretending that we are not seeing really sleeping.
That's how that either turn differently from Visions are quite different.
Being killed now ourselves that we are talking about human. He's not in our midst. I feel it that his presence. Is this about the travel with lots of paraphernalia to dinner and then when he went on these things you did and sometimes he didn't. Do you know how the paraphernalia started?
The best means you don't love but it's a fact the gadget ears not the gadgets at that time, of course, but it's the Baba you'd like to have this great quote Baba. This is going important have it have it and who Bears the burden the camels that were around here.
That's not possible. That is not possible. What's your responsibility is young? But here I am with his humongous house with all the truck for my kids and myself and I just turn the key and stick of burning Ember and I don't know sir.
Believe me. I know full well I couldn't walk away from it. I think of rhinos living room here just enough room to live and it looks like I'm just happy my little bit. You have no idea so simple, you're no idea GD, but see now it only this morning I said who are literal to whom I said, it's a story of Modern Art Store house, whatever.
Many things that are extraneous not wanted but what can we do for by love? All right have it keep it? What do you do here is the things that are given by love are chasing us and we are running away from there. Formerly. We wanted and we were running after them and they do to us now. We have turned our back on them and they are chasing us and we are running away from them. That's how it is.
It is so true what you said just now, who is that? She has gone gone. Yeah, it is already very Babu is keep the things that must gave into wouldn't be here when because of love.
I stood there are still closed. We haven't even dare to open them if we open we might faint the stage would be so great key. I don't know what it must be transformed into now.
One day massaged him the give me all this and take mine Sababa started taking out the clothes. I said Baba. No, he was he started with the hat. So hat was given the coat was given the pyjama trousers were given everything was given and in its place. He more all that is because of love.
And the snare of the love my lover's time. And again, he would want us. I'm not your slave. You call yourself my lover's I'm not the slave of my lover's I am the slave of the love of my lover's and the Lord of my neighbors but slave of their love for me.
Is that sometimes you didn't give a little chuckle about it all?
Yeah about a setup. You see everything that around us you see if we take a forgotten be so complacent about everything that is there is no it's not that it's quite different and when he says something differently we have to accept kidding ourselves that what he says well already it will pretend to believe what he says really speaking. There is no slip retention is in you're not believe
Deciding what can you say and these little glimpses come there's no such thing as just saying it tall talk. Now, we feel his presence there, but there are testimonies. There are things that come to light. You see the story of Aaron Burr going to CH empty chair and she yourself believe that it is.
Empty and what you know the story about and Burgoyne
Have you heard about the name of Annie?
And you home? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She was an was working and is well built woman's number time and UPS needed that physique is needed because she is to break horses.
She's a trainer so she was employed by a couple bubble other in Spain.
She didn't know anything was bothering her but she worked hard and help them on the farm. She's to break horses harness them and do this and that so after years employment, she earned a vacation so she prepared to leave the place for short while and they asked as to where she was going for a vacation. So she way jokingly said well, I'll go to India. I'm going to India what you're going to India.
Yes, good idea.
I have enjoyed myself for yoga classes, and I'm going this I have paid the fees there. So there's a course of about a month and a half. I think that course I like it.
On your way. Will you will you do one favor? What can I do for you on your way you pass by ahmednagar is here going south. So there's a place called ahmednagar. Will you go there? Stop there for a while sure what you want me to do something. So here's pay our respects to the places that mehrabad and there are not will you go there?
You can't do that.
And he come not knowing anything about it. She comes here. And first thing she was given the address how to contact so they give the address of the automobile the trust office.
So he comes one day. He said about 4:30 or 5:00 o'clock in the mixture. And at that time when he was working somewhere near the Bots there some shoes. There are some some reads there. She was plucking out from the pots in the office trust office.
Office hours are almost over now. So she's seeing somebody come Universe Turner solely years. My dear not many Mysteries would flock getting out of the direction. So she goes there as you know, how money is nature is so J bhabha and she goes there she is cold as anything like an iceberg. She was Tall Blond and Jacob. Ah,
There is this whole term about office has yet come inside and she brings in and when she walks given all that money says somebody has done and then she spoke to me in Gujarati. It seems she's knows nothing about David So I said, yes, what can we do to help you?
This is fun. I have to go to a place called. Mehrabad replace you the city has five miles from here. Yeah, you can go in the direction. If you want to you have just arrived don't you want to take some restaurant think so now I am on my way to a dear and I have been told to go there. Well, what are you going to do there? Well, I too want
Behalf of somebody I had to be there that's all and conveys his respects. Yeah. Okay. I'll instructor What's Your Name by the way, my name is Beau going and going. Oh I said to break the ice. I said, I never made a little joke everything. We had Burgoyne mixtures. You need a gimmick.
Choose when we had fever lot of fever. We used to have that at the time of the British hers. I can easily remember your name is just yeah. This is by the way, there is another place called the method method I said, yeah, but it's nine miles from Cancun out because it will be closed by the time you reach there what you do the best thing for you and you stopped yourself there somewhere will
We send a man you can put your luggage there go to Hyderabad and stay overnight and then look at I have no time. So Google then you can go if you are Newt I know but I have to go and dig next trip next day. You can go to mirrors are you can't have both the things that when the same time is too late for me result now, so she must have decided to cook she take the download large at the time. There was just
This is depressed office. Then she went to mehrabad written on a road shipment and when she went there naturally nanak here came the healed J bhabha and tried and embraced her and she said the shark and lady was a blessing here is a man is embracing music. So welcome home and all that used to all this sort of nonsense is going on here.
No other way except this is what what here is there is the to Shrine of Mario Bava come inside and she left and she determined that when she resists Meredith the next morning. She's going to tell right away that she's not allowed of metal bar has anything to do with Mel Barbara? She has just come to just come to visit the place because she has been told by her employer.
She came here, but unfortunately when she arrived here, she found a lot voice lost. Totally. She couldn't speak. I couldn't speak to tell people that she had nothing to do with her if you lost her voice so naturally all about was this led her here, and she wants to say something not even this whisper. Thank you. Can't you investors?
Such hoarseness or something settle down the people speak out and she is all embarrassed and all Oliver is saying to her is yes, we're probably is to set, you know, bottom down here this place. So she looks at him don't you know how to borrow and so he bows down in this is how we do it. This is what the heck is all this situation empty chair this sort of thing.
But then of course said that with these people what's the census just left her there and went away number is nobody she looks here the after all this little man is insisting that I should bow down and there is nobody after buying down what's there in that in empty chair? I will bow down so she puts her head and it is impossible for her to lift her head.
That's all and then there was at the time of Clinic over there. We had clinic in one of our small rooms dingy little place here one of the rules here. So after the crowd had gone the whole Veranda would be filled with people are all cigar becomes tired, you know cycling sees a solitary woman here weeping a heart out and there's nobody here to help and guy will poor girl's heart goes out to her.
She puts the cycle down there and comes inside. Let me embrace her and she allows her to embrace and she sobs and weeps and cries and all them comfort her to comfort her. Nothing could contain her softer while she I feel it's best to do it with Barbara and then leaves when she left nobody knows when we return in the evening. She prays of you know, Governor says there's
Get over here to take care of the poor pilgrims who come over here. Baba lovers are here. There is a woman here who was weeping. I don't know how long she can remain beeping. I was so tired in spite of it I came but I was so tired. I had to go and nobody I don't know what happened to her. What who came, what is it that you're saying? So when she described what she blond
What does it mean I didn't even ask she could even speak out her name or anything. So was she and but it is impossible for and to be be like that. How can she shed a single tear what 50 this so we thought somebody else had come.
And then of course, it was also gotten in all that but then since there is nothing happened that persons are posted here on Thursdays. I remain on Tuesdays pal not to remain here Wendy on Mondays and Wednesdays. There's nobody here. Otherwise, we some other take take little time off from the trust work and be here next weekend when we are all here what we find in the crowds those small town.
This Tall lady is here. I remember the name that Berg wine Singlish a gue mixture that oh and you are here what happened? You didn't go to Madras. I will break smile says I'm hooked here. I said what happened to you? She didn't say anything. Come on come inside. I'll show you this and that and for the first time of course, I told her about this Hall and Bob has pictures and all that sort of thing. And then we all sat.
I said what's the matter with you? And you were in great urgency to leave the place and go to a Dr. For your somewhere in the South for some data that you have so she turned narrates the story about this chair not being vacant.
What she said was the space that when I give she told all the story that I had prepared myself known to speak out. I wouldn't want myself to be just hugged and embraced them thinking that I am an Baba lover or something that I don't know who made Baba is and all that but my boys could choke do that. You're older than I came. Then he she spoke about all of us and how and embarrassing it wasn't what the heck I should bow down to this place. Who am I? Why?
Should I do this all the time but things that you need to personally get asked me it's easier in the dog down.
It happened something something fell on me. So I was turned topsy-turvy up side and down and I didn't know what to do. I I cried and I cried and cried all the time what happened? I said what happened and then she begins to weep and cry loudly do this day. She has been you to try still to this day. We haven't gone further away from this that I put my head and something
Tell on me, I'm turning it upside down and all that what happened after that. It hasn't come out of her mouth the soon as she said she begins to me and cry. So that's what it is who are still with the person is gone.
Do you feel good?
So that's what it is. And then she went by the way and she went she had to go because she didn't have any money she would come and listen to all the Bible stories for two weeks. She was here. She couldn't stay moved because there was no money for the hotel and all that and she said that I'm going there with
I don't want to go but I have no money. I'm sure I'll get my money for my mother and mothers. But in the meantime, I'll try to cook that man to return my feet but then she wrote a letter that's impossible and she wrote a beautiful letter. This is real testimony. Where is that biology?
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